The Princess of Cleves by Madame de Lafayette
La Princesse de Clèves
(THE PRINCESS OF CLÈVES)
by
Grandeur and gallantry never appeared with more luster in France,
than in the last years of Henry the Second's reign. This Prince was amorous and
handsome, and though his passion for Diana of Poitiers Duchess of Valentinois,
was of above twenty years standing, it was not the less violent, nor did he
give less distinguishing proofs of it.
As he was happily turned to excel in bodily exercises, he took a
particular delight in them, such as hunting, tennis, running at the ring, and
the like diversions. Madam de Valentinois gave spirit to all entertainments of
this sort, and appeared at them with grace and beauty equal to that of her
grand-daughter, Madam de la Marke, who was then unmarried; the Queen's presence
seemed to authorize hers.
The Queen was handsome, though not young; she loved grandeur,
magnificence and pleasure; she was married to the King while he was Duke of
Orleans, during the life of his elder brother the Dauphin, a prince whose great
qualities promised in him a worthy successor of his father Francis the First.
The Queen's ambitious temper made her taste the sweets of
reigning, and she seemed to bear with perfect ease the King's passion for the
Duchess of Valentinois, nor did she express the least jealousy of it; but she
was so skillful a dissembler, that it was hard to judge of her real sentiments,
and policy obliged her to keep the duchess about her person, that she might
draw the King to her at the same time. This Prince took great delight in the
conversation of women, even of such as he had no passion for; for he was every
day at the Queen's court, when she held her assembly, which was a concourse of
all that was beautiful and excellent in either sex.
Never were finer women or more accomplished men seen in any Court,
and Nature seemed to have taken pleasure in lavishing her greatest graces on
the greatest persons. The Princess Elizabeth, since Queen of Spain, began now
to manifest an uncommon wit, and to display those beauties, which proved
afterwards so fatal to her. Mary Stuart, Queen of Scotland, who had just
married the Dauphin, and was called the Queen-Dauphin, had all the perfections
of mind and body; she had been educated in the Court of France, and had imbibed
all the politeness of it; she was by nature so well formed to shine in
everything that was polite, that notwithstanding her youth, none surpassed her
in the most refined accomplishments. The Queen, her mother-in-law, and the
King's sister, were also extreme lovers of music, plays and poetry; for the
taste which Francis the First had for the Belles Lettres was not yet
extinguished in France; and as his son was addicted to exercises, no kind of
pleasure was wanting at Court. But what rendered this Court so splendid, was
the presence of so many great Princes, and persons of the highest quality and
merit: those I shall name, in their different characters, were the admiration
and ornament of their age.
The King of Navarre drew to himself the respect of all the world
both by the greatness of his birth, and by the dignity that appeared in his
person; he was remarkable for his skill and courage in war. The Duke of Guise
had also given proofs of extraordinary valor, and had, been so successful, that
there was not a general who did not look upon him with envy; to his valor he
added a most exquisite genius and understanding, grandeur of mind, and a
capacity equally turned for military or civil affairs. His brother, the
Cardinal of Loraine, was a man of boundless ambition, and of extraordinary wit
and eloquence, and had besides acquired a vast variety of learning, which
enabled him to make himself very considerable by defending the Catholic
religion, which began to be attacked at that time. The Chevalier de Guise,
afterwards called Grand Prior, was a prince beloved by all the world, of a
comely person, full of wit and address, and distinguished through all Europe
for his valor. The Prince of Conde, though little indebted to Nature in his
person, had a noble soul, and the liveliness of his wit made him amiable even
in the eyes of the finest women. The Duke of Nevers, distinguished by the high
employments he had possessed, and by the glory he had gained in war, though in
an advanced age, was yet the delight of the Court: he had three sons very
accomplished; the second, called the Prince of Clèves, was worthy to support
the honour of his house; he was brave and generous, and showed a prudence above
his years. The Viscount de Chartres, descended of the illustrious family of
Vendome, whose name the Princes of the blood have thought it no dishonor to
wear, was equally distinguished for gallantry; he was genteel, of a fine mien,
valiant, generous, and all these qualities he possessed in a very uncommon
degree; in short, if anyone could be compared to the Duke de Nemours, it was
he. The Duke de Nemours was a masterpiece of Nature; the beauty of his person,
inimitable as it was, was his least perfection; what placed him above other
men, was a certain agreeableness in his discourse, his actions, his looks,
which was observable in none beside himself: he had in his behavior a gaiety
that was equally pleasing to men and women; in his exercises he was very
expert; and in dress he had a peculiar manner, which was followed by all the
world, but could never be imitated: in fine, such was the air of his whole
person, that it was impossible to fix one's eye on anything else, wherever he
was. There was not a lady at Court, whose vanity would not have been gratified
by his address; few of those whom he addressed, could boast of having resisted
him; and even those for whom he expressed no passion, could not forbear
expressing one for him: his natural gaiety and disposition to gallantry was so
great, that he could not refuse some part of his cares and attention to those
who made it their endeavor to please him; and accordingly he had several
mistresses, but it was hard to guess which of them was in possession of his
heart: he made frequent visits to the Queen-Dauphin; the beauty of this
princess, the sweetness of her temper, the care she took to oblige everybody,
and the particular esteem she expressed for the Duke de Nemours, gave ground to
believe that he had raised his views even to her. Messieurs de Guise, whose
niece she was, had so far increased their authority and reputation by this
match, that their ambition prompted them to aspire at an equality with the
Princes of the blood, and to share in power with the Constable Montmorency. The
King entrusted the Constable with the chief share in the administration of the
Government, and treated the Duke of Guise and the Mareschal de St. Andre as his
favorites; but whether favor or business admitted men to his presence, they
could not preserve that privilege without the good-liking of the Duchess of
Valentinois; for though she was no longer in possession of either of youth or
beauty, she yet reigned so absolutely in his heart, that his person and state
seemed entirely at her disposal.
The King had such an affection for the Constable, that he was no
sooner possessed of the Government, but he recalled him from the banishment he
had been sent into by Francis the First: thus was the Court divided between
Messieurs de Guise, and the Constable, who was supported by the Princes of the
blood, and both parties made it their care to gain the Duchess of Valentinois.
The Duke d'Aumale, the Duke of Guise's brother, had married one of her
daughters, and the Constable aspired to the fame alliance; he was not contented
with having married his eldest son with Madam Diana, the King's daughter by a
Piemontese lady, who turned nun as soon as she was brought to bed. This
marriage had met with a great many obstacles from the promises which Monsieur
Montmorency had made to Madam de Piennes, one of the maids of honor to the
Queen; and though the King had surmounted them with extreme patience and
goodness, the Constable did not think himself sufficiently established, unless
he secured Madam de Valentinois in his interest, and separated her from
Messieurs de Guise, whose greatness began to give her uneasiness. The Duchess
had obstructed as much as she could the marriage of the Dauphin with the Queen
of Scotland; the beauty and forward wit of that young Queen, and the credit
which her marriage gave to Messieurs de Guise, were insupportable to her; she
in particular hated the Cardinal of Loraine, who had spoken to her with
severity, and even with contempt; she was sensible he took the party of the
Queen, so that the Constable found her very well disposed to unite her
interests with his and to enter into alliance with him, by marrying her
granddaughter Madam de la Marke with Monsieur d'Anville, his second son, who
succeeded him in his employment under the reign of Charles the Ninth. The
Constable did not expect to find the same disinclination to marriage in his
second son which he had found in his eldest, but he proved mistaken. The Duke
d'Anville was desperately in love with the Dauphin-Queen, and how little hope
soever he might have of succeeding in his passion, he could not prevail with
himself to enter into an engagement that would divide his cares. The Mareschal
de St. Andre was the only person in the Court that had not listed in either
party: he was a particular favorite, and the King had a personal affection for
him; he had taken a liking to him ever since he was Dauphin, and created him a
Mareschal of France at an age in which others rarely obtain the least
dignities. His favor with the King gave him a splendor which he supported by
his merit and the agreeableness of his person, by a splendor in his table and
furniture, and by the most profuse magnificence that ever was known in a
private person, the King's liberality enabling him to bear such an expense.
This Prince was bounteous even to prodigality to those he favored, and though
he had not all the great qualities, he had very many; particularly he took
delight and had great skill in military affairs; he was also successful, and
excepting the Battle of St. Quintin, his reign had been a continued series of
victory; he won in person the Battle of Renti, Piemont was conquered, the
English were driven out of France, and the Emperor Charles V found his good
fortune decline before the walls of Mets, which he besieged in vain with all
the forces of the Empire, and of Spain: but the disgrace received at St.
Quintin lessened the hopes we had of extending our conquests, and as fortune
seemed to divide herself between two Kings, they both found themselves
insensibly disposed to peace.
The Duchess Dowager of Loraine had made some overtures about the
time of the Dauphin's marriage, since which a secret negotiation had been
constantly carried on; in fine, Coran in Artois was the place appointed for the
treaty; the Cardinal of Loraine, the Constable Montmorency, and the Mareschal
de St. Andre were plenipotentiaries for the King; the Duke of Alva, and the
Prince of Orange for Philip the II, and the Duke and Duchess of Loraine were
mediators. The principal articles were the marriage of the Princess Elizabeth
of France with Don Carlos the Infanta of Spain, and that of his majesty's sister
with the Duke of Savoy.
The King, during the Treaty, continued on the frontiers, where he
received the news of the death of Queen Mary of England; his Majesty dispatched
forthwith the Count de Randan to Queen Elizabeth, to congratulate her on her
accession to the Crown, and they received him with great distinction; for her
affairs were so precarious at that time, that nothing could be more
advantageous to her, than to see her title acknowledged by the King. The Count
found she had a thorough knowledge of the interests of the French Court, and of
the characters of those who composed it; but in particular, she had a great
idea of the Duke of Nemours: she spoke to him so often, and with so much earnestness
concerning him, that the Ambassador upon his return declared to the King, that
there was nothing which the Duke of Nemours might not expect from that
Princess, and that he made no question she might even be brought to marry him.
The King communicated it to the Duke the same evening, and caused the Count de
Randan to relate to him all the conversations he had had with Queen Elizabeth,
and in conclusion advised him to push his fortune: the Duke of Nemours imagined
at first that the King was not in earnest, but when he found to the contrary, “If,
by your advice, Sir,” said he, “I engage in this chimerical undertaking for
your Majesty's service, I must entreat your Majesty to keep the affair secret,
till the success of it shall justify me to the public; I would not be thought
guilty of the intolerable vanity, to think that a Queen, who has never seen me,
would marry me for love.” The King promised to let nobody into the design but
the Constable, secrecy being necessary, he knew, to the success of it. The
Count de Randan advised the Duke to go to England under presence of travelling;
but the Duke disapproving this proposal, sent Mr. Lignerol, a sprightly young
gentleman, his favorite, to sound the Queen's inclinations, and to endeavor to
make some steps towards advancing that affair: in the meantime, he paid a visit
to the Duke of Savoy, who was then at Brussels with the King of Spain. The
death of Queen Mary brought great obstructions to the Treaty; the Congress
broke up at the end of November, and the King returned to Paris.
There appeared at this time a lady at Court, who drew the eyes of
the whole world; and one may imagine she was a perfect beauty, to gain
admiration in a place where there were so many fine women; she was of the same
family with the Viscount of Chartres, and one of the greatest heiresses of
France, her father died young, and left her to the guardianship of Madam de
Chartres his wife, whose wealth, virtue, and merit were uncommon. After the
loss of her husband she retired from Court, and lived many years in the
country; during this retreat, her chief care was bestowed in the education of
her daughter; but she did not make it her business to cultivate her wit and
beauty only, she took care also to inculcate virtue into her tender mind, and
to make it amiable to her. The generality of mothers imagine, that it is
sufficient to forbear talking of gallantries before young people, to prevent
their engaging in them; but Madam de Chartres was of a different opinion, she
often entertained her daughter with descriptions of love; she showed her what
there was agreeable in it, that she might the more easily persuade her wherein
it was dangerous; she related to her the insincerity, the faithlessness, and
want of candor in men, and the domestic misfortunes that flow from engagements
with them; on the other hand she made her sensible, what tranquility attends
the life of a virtuous woman, and what luster modesty gives to a person who
possesses birth and beauty; at the same time she informed her, how difficult it
was to preserve this virtue, except by an extreme distrust of one's self, and
by a constant attachment to the only thing which constitutes a woman's
happiness, to love and to be loved by her husband.
This heiress was, at that time, one of the greatest matches in
France, and though she was very young several marriages had been proposed to
her mother; but Madam de Chartres being ambitious, hardly thought anything
worthy of her daughter, and when she was sixteen years of age she brought her
to Court. The Viscount of Chartres, who went to meet her, was with reason surprised
at the beauty of the young lady; her fine hair and lovely complexion gave her a
luster that was peculiar to herself; all her features were regular, and her
whole person was full of grace.
The day after her arrival, she went to choose some jewels at a
famous Italian's; this man came from Florence with the Queen, and had acquired
such immense riches by his trade, that his house seemed rather fit for a Prince
than a merchant; while she was there, the Prince of Clèves came in, and was so
touched with her beauty, that he could not dissemble his surprise, nor could
Mademoiselle de Chartres forbear blushing upon observing the astonishment he
was in; nevertheless, she recollected herself, without taking any further
notice of him than she was obliged to do in civility to a person of his seeming
rank; the Prince of Clèves viewed her with admiration, and could not comprehend
who that fine lady was, whom he did not know. He found by her air, and her
retinue, that she was of the first quality; by her youth he should have taken
her to be a maid, but not seeing her mother, and hearing the Italian call her
madam, he did not know what to think; and all the while he kept his eyes fixed
upon her, he found that his behavior embarrassed her, unlike to most young
ladies, who always behold with pleasure the effect of their beauty; he found
too, that he had made her impatient to be going, and in truth she went away
immediately: the Prince of Clèves was not uneasy at himself on having lost the
view of her, in hopes of being informed who she was; but when he found she was
not known, he was under the utmost surprise; her beauty, and the modest air he
had observed in her actions, affected him so, that from that moment he
entertained a passion for her. In the evening he waited on his Majesty's
sister.
This Princess was in great consideration by reason of her interest
with the King her brother; and her authority was so great, that the King, on
concluding the peace, consented to restore Piemont, in order to marry her with
the Duke of Savoy. Though she had always had a disposition to marry, yet would
she never accept of anything beneath a sovereign, and for this reason she
refused the King of Navarre, when he was Duke of Vendome, and always had a
liking for the Duke of Savoy; which inclination for him she had preserved ever
since she saw him at Nice, at the interview between Francis I, and Pope Paul
III. As she had a great deal of wit, and a fine taste of polite learning, men
of ingenuity were always about her, and at certain times the whole Court
resorted to her apartments.
The Prince of Clèves went there according to his custom; he was so
touched with the wit and beauty of Mademoiselle de Chartres, that he could talk
of nothing else; he related his adventure aloud, and was never tired with the
praises of this lady, whom he had seen, but did not know; Madame told him, that
there was nobody like her he described, and that if there were, she would be
known by the whole world. Madam de Dampiere, one of the Princess's ladies of honor,
and a friend of Madam de Chartres, overhearing the conversation, came up to her
Highness, and whispered her in the ear, that it was certainly Mademoiselle de
Chartres whom the Prince had seen. Madame, returning to her discourse with the
Prince, told him, if he would give her his company again the next morning, he
should see the beauty he was so much touched with. Accordingly Mademoiselle de
Chartres came the next day to Court, and was received by both Queens in the
most obliging manner that can be imagined, and with such admiration by
everybody else, that nothing was to be heard at Court but her praises, which
she received with so agreeable a modesty, that she seemed not to have heard
them, or at least not to be moved with them. She afterwards went to wait upon Madame;
that Princess, after having commended her beauty, informed her of the surprise
she had given the Prince of Clèves; the Prince came in immediately after; “Come
hither,” said she to him, “see, if I have not kept my word with you, and if at
the same time that I show you Mademoiselle de Chartres, I don't show you the
lady you are in search of. You ought to thank me, at least, for having
acquainted her how much you are her admirer.”
The Prince of Clèves was overjoyed to find that the lady he
admired was of quality equal to her beauty; he addressed her, and entreated her
to remember that he was her first lover, and had conceived the highest honor
and respect for her, before he knew her.
The Chevalier de Guise, and the Prince, who were two bosom
friends, took their leave of Madame together. They were no sooner gone but they
began to launch out into the praises of Mademoiselle de Chartres, without
bounds; they were sensible at length that they had run into excess in her
commendation, and so both gave over for that time; but they were obliged the
next day to renew the subject, for this new-risen beauty long continued to
supply discourse to the whole Court; the Queen herself was lavish in her
praise, and showed her particular marks of favor; the Queen-Dauphin made her
one of her favorites, and begged her mother to bring her often to her Court;
the Princesses, the King's daughters, made her a party in all their diversions;
in short, she had the love and admiration of the whole Court, except that of
the Duchess of Valentinois: not that this young beauty gave her umbrage; long
experience convinced her she had nothing to fear on the part of the King, and
she had to great a hatred for the Viscount of Chartres, whom she had endeavored
to bring into her interest by marrying him with one of her daughters, and who
had joined himself to the Queen's party, that she could not have the least favorable
thought of a person who bore his name, and was a great object of his
friendship.
The Prince of Clèves became passionately in love with Mademoiselle
de Chartres, and ardently wished to marry her, but he was afraid the
haughtiness of her mother would not stoop to match her with one who was not the
head of his family: nevertheless his birth was illustrious, and his elder
brother, the Count d'En, had just married a lady so nearly related to the Royal
family, that this apprehension was rather the effect of his love, than grounded
on any substantial reason. He had a great number of rivals; the most formidable
among them, for his birth, his merit, and the luster which Royal favor cast
upon his house, was the Chevalier de Guise; this gentleman fell in love with
Mademoiselle de Chartres the first day he saw her, and he discovered the Prince
of Clèves's passion as the Prince of Clèves discovered his. Though they were
intimate friends, their having the same pretentions gradually created a
coolness between them, and their friendship grew into an indifference, without
their being able to come to an explanation on the matter. The Prince of Clèves's
good fortune in having seen Mademoiselle de Chartres first seemed to be a happy
presage, and gave him some advantage over his rivals, but he foresaw great
obstructions on the part of the Duke of Nevers his father: the Duke was
strictly attached to the Duchess of Valentinois, and the Viscount de Chartres
was her enemy, which was a sufficient reason to hinder the Duke from consenting
to the marriage of his son, with a niece of the Viscount's.
Madam de Chartres, who had taken so much care to inspire virtue
into her daughter, did not fail to continue the same care in a place where it
was so necessary, and where there were so many dangerous examples. Ambition and
gallantry were the soul of the Court, and employed both sexes equally; there
were so many different interests and so many cabals, and the ladies had so
great a share in them, that love was always mixed with business, and business
with love: nobody was easy, or indifferent; their business was to raise
themselves, to be agreeable, to serve or disserve; and intrigue and pleasure
took up their whole time. The care of the ladies was to recommend themselves
either to the Queen, the Dauphin-Queen, or the Queen of Navarre, or to Madame,
or the Duchess of Valentinois. Inclination, reasons of decorum, resemblance of
temper made their applications different; those who found the bloom worn off,
and who professed an austerity of virtue, were attached to the Queen; the
younger sort, who loved pleasure and gallantry, made their Court to the
Queen-Dauphin; the Queen of Navarre too had her favorites, she was young, and
had great power with the King her husband, who was in the interest of the
Constable, and by that means increased his authority; Madame was still very
beautiful, and drew many ladies into her party. And as for the Duchess of
Valentinois, she could command as many as she would condescend to smile upon;
but very few women were agreeable to her, and excepting some with whom she
lived in confidence and familiarity, and whose humor was agreeable to her own, she
admitted none but on days when she gratified her vanity in having a Court in
the same manner the Queen had.
All these different cabals were full of emulation and envy towards
one another; the ladies, who composed them, had their jealousies also among themselves,
either as to favor or lovers: the interests of ambition were often blended with
concerns of less importance, but which did not affect less sensibly; so that in
this Court there was a sort of tumult without disorder, which made it very
agreeable, but at the same time very dangerous for a young lady. Madam de
Chartres perceived the danger, and was careful to guard her daughter from it;
she entreated her, not as a mother, but as her friend, to impart to her all the
gallantry she should meet withal, promising her in return to assist her in
forming her conduct right, as to things in which young people are oftentimes
embarrassed.
The Chevalier de Guise was so open and unguarded with respect to
his passion for Mademoiselle de Chartres, that nobody was ignorant of it:
nevertheless he saw nothing but impossibilities in what he desired; he was
sensible that he was not a proper match for Mademoiselle de Chartres, by reason
of the narrowness of his fortune, which was not sufficient to support his
dignity; and he was sensible besides, that his brothers would not approve of
his marrying, the marriages of younger brothers being looked upon as what tends
to the lessening great families; the Cardinal of Loraine soon convinced him,
that he was not mistaken; he condemned his attachment to Mademoiselle de
Chartres with warmth, but did not inform him of his true reasons for so doing;
the Cardinal, it seems, had a hatred to the Viscount, which was not known at
that time, but afterwards discovered itself; he would rather have consented to
any other alliance for his brother than to that of the Viscount; and he
declared his aversion to it in so public a manner, that Madam de Chartres was
sensibly disgusted at it. She took a world of pains to show that the Cardinal
of Loraine had nothing to fear, and that she herself had no thoughts of this
marriage; the Viscount observed the same conduct, and resented that of the
Cardinal more than Madam de Chartres did, being better apprised of the cause of
it.
The Prince of Clèves had not given less public proofs of his love,
than the Chevalier de Guise had done, which made the Duke of Nevers very
uneasy; however he thought that he needed only to speak to his son, to make him
change his conduct; but he was very much surprised to find him in a settled
design of marrying Mademoiselle de Chartres, and flew out into such excesses of
passion on that subject, that the occasion of it was soon known to the whole
Court, and among others to Madam de Chartres: she never imagined that the Duke
of Nevers would not think her daughter a very advantageous match for his son,
nor was she a little astonished to find that the houses both of Clèves and
Guise avoided her alliance, instead of courting it. Her resentment on this
account put her upon finding out a match for her daughter, which would raise
her above those that imagined themselves above her; after having looked about,
she fixed upon the Prince Dauphin, son of the Duke de Montpensier, one of the
most considerable persons then at Court. As Madam de Chartres abounded in wit,
and was assisted by the Viscount, who was in great consideration, and as her
daughter herself was a very considerable match, she managed the matter with so
much dexterity and success, that Monsieur de Montpensier appeared to desire the
marriage, and there was no appearance of any difficulties in it.
The Viscount, knowing the power the Dauphin-Queen had over
Monsieur d'Anville, thought it not amiss to employ the interest of that
Princess to engage him to serve Mademoiselle de Chartres, both with the King
and the Prince de Montpensier, whose intimate friend he was: he spoke to the
Dauphin-Queen about it, and she entered with joy into an affair which concerned
the promotion of a lady for whom she had a great affection; she expressed as
much to the Viscount, and assured him, that though she knew she should do what
was disagreeable to the Cardinal of Loraine her uncle, she would pass over that
consideration with pleasure, because she had reasons of complaint against him,
since he every day more and more espoused the interest of the Queen against
hers.
Persons of gallantry are always glad of an opportunity of speaking
to those who love them. No sooner was the Viscount gone, but the Queen-Dauphin
sent Chatelart to Monsieur d'Anville, to desire him from her to be at Court
that evening. Chatelart was his favorite, and acquainted with his passion for
this Princess, and therefore received her commands with great pleasure and
respect. He was a gentleman of a good family in Dauphiny; but his wit and merit
distinguished him more than his birth: he was well received at Court. He was
graceful in his person, perfect at all sorts of exercises; he sung agreeably,
he wrote verses, and was of so amorous and gallant a temper, as endeared him to
Monsieur d'Anville in such a degree, that he made him the confidant of his
amours between the Queen-Dauphin and him; this confidence gave him access to
that Princess, and it was owing to the frequent opportunities he had of seeing
her, that he commenced that unhappy passion which deprived him of his reason,
and at last cost him his life.
Monsieur d'Anville did not fail to be at Court in the evening; he
thought himself very happy, that the Queen-Dauphin had made choice of him to
manage an affair she had at heart, and he promised to obey her commands with
the greatest exactness. But the Duchess of Valentinois being warned of the
design in view, had traversed it with so much care, and prepossessed the King
so much against it, that when Monsieur d'Anville came to speak to his Majesty
about it, he plainly showed he did not approve of it, and commanded him to
signify as much to the Prince de Montpensier. One may easily judge what the
sentiments of Madam de Chartres were, upon the breaking off of an affair which
she had set her mind so much upon, and the ill success of which gave such an
advantage to her enemies, and was so great a prejudice to her daughter.
The Queen-Dauphin declared to Mademoiselle de Chartres, in a very
friendly manner, the uneasiness she was in for not having been able to serve
her: “You see, Madam,” said she to her, “that my interest is small; I am upon
so ill terms with the Queen and the Duchess of Valentinois, that it is no
wonder if they or their dependents still succeed in disappointing my desires;
nevertheless, I have constantly used my endeavors to please them. Indeed, they
hate me not for my own sake, but for my mother's; she formerly gave them some
jealousy and uneasiness; the King was in love with her before he was in love
with the Duchess; and in the first years of his marriage, when he had no issue,
he appeared almost resolved to be divorced from the Queen, in order to make
room for my mother, though at the same time he had some affection for the
Duchess. Madam de Valentinois being jealous of a lady whom he had formerly
loved, and whose wit and beauty were capable of lessening her interest, joined
herself to the Constable, who was no more desirous than herself that the King
should marry a sister of the Duke of Guise; they possessed the deceased King
with their sentiments; and though he mortally hated the Duchess of Valentinois,
and loved the Queen, he joined his endeavors with theirs to prevent the
divorce; but in order to take from the King all thoughts of marrying the Queen
my mother, they struck up a marriage between her and the King of Scotland, who
had had for his first wife the King's sister, and they did this because it was
the easiest to be brought to a conclusion, though they failed in their
engagements to the King of England, who was very desirous of marrying her; and
that failure wanted but little of occasioning a rupture between the two Crowns:
for Henry the Eighth was inconsolable, when he found himself disappointed in
his expectations of marrying my mother; and whatever other Princess of France
was proposed to him, he always said, nothing could make him amends for her he
had been deprived of. It is certainly true, that my mother was a perfect
beauty; and what is very remarkable, is, that being the widow of the Duke of
Longueville, three Kings should court her in marriage. Her ill fortune gave her
to the least of them, and placed her in a kingdom where she meets with nothing
but trouble. They say I resemble her, but I fear I shall resemble her only in
her unhappy destiny; and whatever fortune may seem to promise me at present, I
can never think I shall enjoy it.”
Mademoiselle de Chartres answered the Queen, that these melancholy
presages were so ill-grounded, that they would not disturb her long, and that
she ought not to doubt but her good fortune would accomplish whatever it
promised.
No one now entertained any further thoughts of Mademoiselle de
Chartres, either fearing to incur the King's displeasure, or despairing to
succeed with a lady, who aspired to an alliance with a Prince of the blood. The
Prince of Clèves alone was not disheartened at either of these considerations;
the death of the Duke of Nevers his father, which happened at that time, set
him at entire liberty to follow his inclination, and no sooner was the time of
mourning expired, but he wholly applied himself to the gaining of Mademoiselle
de Chartres. It was lucky for him that he addressed her at a time when what had
happened had discouraged the approaches of others. What allayed his joy was his
fear of not being the most agreeable to her, and he would have preferred the
happiness of pleasing to the certainty of marrying her without being beloved.
The Chevalier de Guise had given him some jealousy, but as it was
rather grounded on the merit of that Prince than on any action of Mademoiselle
de Chartres, he made it his whole endeavor to discover, if he was so happy as
to have his addresses admitted and approved: he had no opportunity of seeing
her but at Court or public assemblies, so that it was very difficult for him to
get a private conversation with her; at last he found means to do it, and informed
her of his intention and of his love, with all the respect imaginable. He urged
her to acquaint him what the sentiments were which she had for him, assuring
her, that those which he had for her were of such a nature as would render him
eternally miserable, if she resigned herself wholly up to the will of her
mother.
As Mademoiselle de Chartres had a noble and generous heart, she
was sincerely touched with gratitude for the Prince of Clèves's behavior; this
gratitude gave a certain sweetness to her words and answers, sufficient to
furnish hopes to a man so desperately enamoured as the Prince was, so that he
flattered himself in some measure that he should succeed in what he so much
wished for.
She gave her mother an account of this conversation; and Madam de
Chartres told her, that the Prince of Clèves had so many good qualities, and
discovered a discretion so much above his years, that if her inclination led
her to marry him, she would consent to it with pleasure. Mademoiselle de
Chartres made answer, that she observed in him the same good qualities; that
she should have less reluctance in marrying him than any other man, but that
she had no particular affection to his person.
The next day the Prince caused his thoughts to be communicated to
Madam de Chartres, who gave her consent to what was proposed to her; nor had
she the least distrust but that in the Prince of Clèves she provided her
daughter a husband capable of securing her affections. The articles were
concluded; the King was acquainted with it, and the marriage made public.
The Prince of Clèves found himself happy, but yet not entirely
contented: he saw with a great deal of regret, that the sentiments of
Mademoiselle de Chartres did not exceed those of esteem and respect, and he
could not flatter himself that she concealed more obliging thoughts of him,
since the situation they were in permitted her to discover them without the
least violence done to modesty. It was not long before he expostulated with her
on this subject: “Is it possible,” says he, “that I should not be happy in
marrying you? and yet it is certain, I am not. You only show me a sort of
civility which is far from giving me satisfaction; you express none of those
pretty inquietudes, the concern, and impatience, which are the soul of love;
you are no further affected with my passion, than you would be with one which
flowed only from the advantage of your fortune, and not from the beauty of your
person.”
“It is unjust in you to complain,” replied the Princess, “I don't
know what you can desire of me more; I think decency will not allow me to go
further than I do.”
“It's true,” replied he, “you show some appearances I should be
satisfied with, were there anything beyond; but instead of being restrained by
decency, it is that only which makes you act as you do; I am not in your heart
and inclinations, and my presence neither gives you pain nor pleasure.”
“You can't doubt,” replied she, “but it is a sensible pleasure to
me to see you, and when I do see you, I blush so often, that you can't doubt,
but the seeing you gives me pain also.”
“Your blushes, Madam,” replied he, “cannot deceive me; they are
signs of modesty, but do not prove the heart to be affected, and I shall
conclude nothing more from hence than what I ought.”
Mademoiselle de Chartres did not know what to answer; these
distinctions were above her comprehension. The Prince of Clèves plainly saw she
was far from having that tenderness of affection for him, which was requisite
to his happiness; it was manifest she could not feel a passion which she did
not understand.
The Chevalier de Guise returned from a journey a few days before
the marriage. He saw so many insuperable difficulties in his design of marrying
Mademoiselle de Chartres, that he gave over all hopes of succeeding in it; and
yet he was extremely afflicted to see her become the wife of another: his grief
however did not extinguish his passion; and his love was as great as ever.
Mademoiselle de Chartres was not ignorant of it; and he made her sensible at
his return, that she was the cause of that deep melancholy which appeared in
his countenance. He had so much merit and so much agreeableness, that it was
almost impossible to make him unhappy without pitying him, nor could she
forbear pitying him; but her pity did not lead to love. She acquainted her
mother with the uneasiness which the Chevalier's passion gave her.
Madam de Chartres admired the honor of her daughter, and she
admired it with reason, for never was anyone more naturally sincere; but she
was surprised, at the same time, at the insensibility of her heart, and the
more so, when she found that the Prince of Clèves had not been able to affect
her any more than others: for this reason, she took great pains to endear her
husband to her, and to make her sensible how much she owed to the affection he
had for her before he knew her, and to the tenderness he since expressed for
her, by preferring her to all other matches, at a time when no one else durst
entertain the least thoughts of her.
The marriage was solemnised at the Louvre; and in the evening the
King and the two Queens, with the whole Court, supped at Madam de Chartres's
house, where they were entertained with the utmost magnificence. The Chevalier
de Guise durst not distinguish himself by being absent from the ceremony, but
he was so little master of himself that it was easy to observe his concern.
The Prince of Clèves did not find that Mademoiselle de Chartres
had changed her mind by changing her name; his quality of a husband entitled
him to the largest privileges, but gave him no greater share in the affections
of his wife: hence it was, that though he was her husband, he did not cease to
be her lover, because he had always something to wish beyond what he possessed;
and though she lived perfectly easy with him, yet he was not perfectly happy.
He preserved for her a passion full of violence and inquietude, but without
jealousy, which had no share in his griefs. Never was husband less inclined to
it, and never was wife farther from giving the least occasion for it. She was
nevertheless constantly in view of the Court; she frequented the Courts of the
two Queens, and of Madame: all the people of gallantry saw her both there and
at her brother-in-law the Duke of Never's, whose house was open to the whole
world; but she had an air which inspired so great respect, and had in it
something so distant from gallantry, that the Mareschal de St. Andre, a bold
man and supported by the King's favor, became her lover without daring to let
her know it any otherwise than by his cares and assiduities. A great many
others were in the same condition: and Madam de Chartres had added to her
daughter's discretion so exact a conduct with regard to everything of decorum,
that everybody was satisfied she was not to be come at.
The Duchess of Loraine, while she was employed in negotiating the
peace, had applied herself to settle the marriage of the Duke her son: a
marriage was agreed upon between him and Madam Claude of France, the King's
second daughter; and the month of February was appointed for the nuptials.
In the meantime the Duke of Nemours continued at Brussels, his
thoughts being wholly employed on his design in England; he was continually
sending or receiving couriers from thence; his hopes increased every day, and
at last Lignerolly sent him word that it was time to finish by his presence
what was so well begun; he received this news with all the joy a young
ambitious man is capable of, who sees himself advanced to a throne merely by
the force of his personal merit; his mind insensibly accustomed itself to the
grandeur of a Royal State; and whereas he had at first rejected this
undertaking as an impracticable thing, the difficulties of it were now worn out
of his imagination, and he no longer saw anything to obstruct his way.
He sent away in haste to Paris to give the necessary orders for
providing a magnificent equipage, that he might make his appearance in England
with a splendor suitable to the design he was to conduct; and soon after he
followed himself, to assist at the marriage of the Duke of Loraine.
He arrived the evening before the espousals, and that very evening
waited on the King to give him an account of his affair, and to receive his
orders and advice how to govern himself in it. Afterwards he waited on the
Queens; but the Princess of Clèves was not there, so that she did not see him,
nor so much as know of his arrival. She had heard everybody speak of this
celebrated Prince, as of the handsomest and most agreeable man at Court; and
the Queen-Dauphin had described him in such a manner, and spoke of him to her
so often, that she had raised in her a curiosity and even impatience to see
him.
The Princess employed the day of the wedding in dressing herself,
that she might appear with the greater advantage at the ball and royal banquet
that were to be at the Louvre. When she came, everyone admired both her beauty
and her dress. The ball began, and while she was dancing with the Duke of
Guise, a noise was heard at the door of the hall, as if way was making for some
person of uncommon distinction. She had finished her dance, and as she was
casting her eyes round to single out some other person, the King desired her to
take him who came in last; she turned about, and viewing him as he was passing
over the seats to come to the place where they danced, she immediately
concluded he was the Duke of Nemours. The Duke's person was turned in so
delicate a manner, that it was impossible not to express surprise at the first
sight of him, particularly that evening, when the care he had taken to adorn
himself added much to the fine air of his carriage. It was as impossible to
behold the Princess of Clèves without equal admiration.
The Duke de Nemours was struck with such surprise at her beauty,
that when they approached and paid their respects to each other, he could not
forbear showing some tokens of his admiration. When they begun to dance, a soft
murmur of praises ran through the whole company. The King and the two Queens,
remembering that the Duke and Princess had never seen one another before, found
something very particular in seeing them dance together without knowing each
other; they called them, as soon as they had ended their dance, without giving
them time to speak to anybody, and asked them if they had not a desire to know
each other, and if they were not at some loss about it. “As for me, Madam,”
said the Duke to the Queen, “I am under no uncertainty in this matter; but as
the Princess of Clèves has not the same reasons to lead her to guess who I am,
as I have to direct me to know her, I should be glad if your Majesty would be
pleased to let her know my name.”
“I believe,” said the Queen-Dauphin, “that she knows your name as
well as you know hers.”
“I assure you, Madam,” replied the Princess a little embarrassed, “that
I am not so good a guesser as you imagine.”
“Yes, you guess very well,” answered the Queen-Dauphin; “and your
unwillingness to acknowledge that you know the Duke of Nemours, without having
seen him before, carries in it something very obliging to him.” The Queen
interrupted them, that the ball might go on; and the Duke de Nemours took out
the Queen-Dauphin. This Princess was a perfect beauty, and such she appeared in
the eyes of the Duke de Nemours, before he went to Flanders; but all this
evening he could admire nothing but Madam de Clèves.
The Chevalier de Guise, whose idol she still was, sat at her feet,
and what had passed filled him with the utmost grief; he looked upon it as
ominous for him, that fortune had destined the Duke of Nemours to be in love
with the Princess of Clèves. And whether there appeared in reality any concern
in the Princess's face, or whether the Chevalier's jealousy only led him to
suspect it, he believed that she was touched with the sight of the Duke, and
could not forbear telling her, that Monsieur de Nemours was very happy to
commence an acquaintance with her by an incident which had something very
gallant and extraordinary in it.
Madam de Clèves returned home with her thoughts full of what had
passed at the ball; and though it was very late, she went into her mother's
room to give her a relation of it; in doing which she praised the Duke of
Nemours with a certain air, that gave Madam de Chartres the same suspicion the
Chevalier de Guise had entertained before.
The day following the ceremony of the Duke of Loraine's marriage
was performed; and there the Princess of Clèves observed so inimitable a grace,
and so fine a mien in the Duke of Nemours, that she was yet more surprised.
She afterwards saw him at the Court of the Queen-Dauphin; she saw
him play at tennis with the King; she saw him run the ring; she heard him
discourse; still she found he far excelled everybody else, and drew the
attention of the company to him wherever he was; in short, the gracefulness of
his person, and the agreeableness of his wit soon made a considerable
impression on her heart.
The Duke de Nemours had an inclination no less violent for her;
and hence flowed all that gaiety and sweetness of behavior, which the first
desires of pleasing ordinarily inspire a man with: hence he became more amiable
than ever he was before; so that by often seeing one another, and by seeing in
each other whatever was most accomplished at Court, it could not be but that
they must mutually receive the greatest pleasure from such a commerce.
The Duchess of Valentinois made one in all parties of pleasure;
and the King was still as passionately fond of her as in the beginning of his
love. The Princess of Clèves being at those years, wherein people think a woman
is incapable of inciting love after the age of twenty-five, beheld with the
utmost astonishment the King's passion for the Duchess, who was a grandmother,
and had lately married her granddaughter: she often spoke on this subject to
Madam de Chartres. “Is it possible, Madam,” said she, “that the King should
still continue to love? How could he take a fancy to one, who was so much older
than himself, who had been his father's mistress, and who, as I have heard, is
still such to many others?”
“'Tis certain,” answered Madam de Chartres,” it was neither the
merit nor the fidelity of the Duchess of Valentinois, which gave birth to the
King's passion, or preserved it; and this is what he can't be justified in; for
if this lady had had beauty and youth suitable to her birth; and the merit of
having had no other lover; if she had been exactly true and faithful to the
King; if she had loved him with respect only to his person, without the
interested views of greatness and fortune, and without using her power but for honorable
purposes and for his Majesty's interest; in this case it must be confessed, one
could have hardly forbore praising his passion for her. If I was not afraid,”
continued Madam de Chartres, “that you would say the same thing of me which is
said of most women of my years, that they love to recount the history of their
own times, I would inform you how the King's passion for this Duchess began,
and of several particulars of the Court of the late King, which have a great
relation to things that are acted at present.”
“Far from blaming you,” replied the Princess of Clèves, “for
repeating the histories of past times, I lament, Madam, that you have not
instructed me in those of the present, nor informed me as to the different
interests and parties of the Court. I am so entirely ignorant of them, that I
thought a few days ago, the Constable was very well with the Queen.”
“You was extremely mistaken,” answered Madam de Chartres, “the
Queen hates the Constable, and if ever she has power, he'll be but too sensible
of it; she knows, he has often told the King, that of all his children none
resembled him but his natural ones.”
“I should never have suspected this hatred,” said the Princess of Clèves,
“after having seen her assiduity in writing to the Constable during his
imprisonment, the joy she expressed at his return, and how she always calls him
Compere, as well as the King.”
“If you judge from appearances in a Court,” replied Madam de
Chartres, “you will often be deceived; truth and appearances seldom go
together.
“But to return to the Duchess of Valentinois, you know her name is
Diana de Poitiers; her family is very illustrious, she is descended from the
ancient Dukes of Aquitaine, her grandmother was a natural daughter of Lewis the
XI, and in short she possesses everything that is great in respect of birth.
St. Valier, her father, had the unhappiness to be involved in the affair of the
Constable of Bourbon, which you have heard of; he was condemned to lose his
head, and accordingly was conducted to the scaffold: his daughter, viz., the
Duchess, who was extremely beautiful, and who had already charmed the late
King, managed so well, I don't know by what means, that she obtained her
father's life; the pardon was brought him at the moment he was expecting the
fatal blow; but the pardon availed little, for fear had seized him so deeply,
that it bereft him of his senses, and he died a few days after. His daughter
appeared at Court as the King's mistress; but the Italian expedition, and the
imprisonment of the present Prince, were interruptions to his love affair. When
the late King returned from Spain, and Madam the Regent went to meet him at
Bayonne, she brought all her maids of honor with her, among whom was
Mademoiselle de Pisselen, who was since Duchess d'Etampes; the King fell in
love with her, though she was inferior in birth, wit and beauty to the Duchess
of Valentinois, and had no advantage above her but that of being very young. I
have heard her say several times, that she was born the same day Diana de
Poitiers was married, but she spoke this in the malice of her heart, and not as
what she knew to be true; for I am much mistaken, if the Duchess of Valentinois
did not marry Monsieur de Breze, at the same time that the King fell in love
with Madam d'Etampes. Never was a greater hatred than that between these two
ladies; the Duchess could not pardon Madam d'Etampes for having taken from her
the title of the King's mistress; and Madam d'Etampes was violently jealous of
the Duchess, because the King still kept correspondence with her. That Prince
was by no means constant to his mistresses; there was always one among them
that had the title and honors of mistress, but the ladies of the small band, as
they were styled, shared his favor by turns. The loss of the Dauphin, his son,
who died at Tournon, and was thought to be poisoned, extremely afflicted him;
he had not the same affection and tenderness for his second son, the present
King; he imagined he did not see in him spirit and vivacity enough, and
complained of it one day to the Duchess of Valentinois, who told him she would endeavor
to raise a passion in him for her, in order to make him more sprightly and
agreeable. She succeeded in it, as you see, and this passion is now of above
twenty years' duration, without being changed either by time or incidents.
“The late King at first opposed it; and whether he had still love
enough left for the Duchess of Valentinois to be jealous, or whether he was
urged on by the Duchess d'Etampes, who was in despair upon seeing the Dauphin
so much attached to her enemy, it is certain he beheld this passion with an
indignation and resentment, that showed itself every day by something or other.
The Dauphin neither valued his anger or his hatred, nor could anything oblige
him either to abate or conceal his flame, so that the King was forced to
accustom himself to bear it with patience. This opposition of his to his
father's will, withdrew his affections from him more and more, and transferred
them to his third son, the Duke of Orleans, who was a Prince of a fine person
full of fire and ambition, and of a youthful heat which wanted to be moderated;
however, he would have made a very great Prince, had he arrived to a more
ripened age.
“The rank of eldest, which the Dauphin held, and the King's favor
which the Duke of Orleans was possessed of, created between them a sort of
emulation, that grew by degrees to hatred. This emulation began from their
infancy, and was still kept up in its height. When the Emperor passed through
France, he gave the preference entirely to the Duke of Orleans, which the
Dauphin resented so bitterly, that while the Emperor was at Chantilli, he endeavored
to prevail with the Constable to arrest him without waiting for the King's
orders, but the Constable refused to do it: however, the King afterwards blamed
him for not following his son's advice, and when he banished him the Court,
that was one of the principal reasons for it.
“The discord between the two brothers put Madam d'Etampes upon the
thought of strengthening herself with the Duke of Orleans, in order to support
her power with the King against the Duchess of Valentinois; accordingly she
succeeded in it, and that young Prince, though he felt no emotions of love for
her, entered no less into her interest, than the Dauphin was in that of Madam
de Valentinois. Hence rose two factions at Court, of such a nature as you may
imagine, but the intrigues of them were not confined to the quarrels of women.
“The Emperor, who continued to have a great friendship for the
Duke of Orleans, had offered several times to make over to him the Duchy of
Milan. In the propositions which were since made for the peace, he gave hopes
of assigning him the seventeen provinces, with his daughter in marriage. The
Dauphin neither approved of the peace or the marriage, and in order to defeat
both he made use of the Constable, for whom he always had an affection, to
remonstrate to the King of what importance it was not to give his successor a
brother so powerful as the Duke of Orleans would be with the alliance of the
Emperor and those countries; the Constable came the more easily into the
Dauphin's sentiments, as they were opposite to those of Madam d'Etampes, who
was his declared enemy, and who vehemently wished for the promotion of the Duke
of Orleans.
“The Dauphin commanded at that time the King's Army in Champaign,
and had reduced that of the Emperor to such extremities, that it must have
entirely perished, had not the Duchess d'Etampes, for fear too great successes
should make us refuse peace, and the Emperor's alliance in favor of the Duke of
Orleans, secretly advised the enemy to surprise Espemai and Cheteau-Thieni, in
which places were great magazines of provisions; they succeeded in the attempt,
and by that means saved their whole army.
“This Duchess did not long enjoy the success of her treason. A
little after the Duke of Orleans died at Farmontiers of a kind of contagious
distemper: he was in love with one of the finest women of the Court, and was
beloved by her. I will not mention her name, because she has since lived with
so much discretion, and has so carefully concealed the passion she had for that
Prince, that one ought to be tender of her reputation. It happened she received
the news of her husband's death at the same time as she heard of the Duke's, so
that she had that pretext to enable her to conceal her real sorrow, without
being at the trouble of putting any constraint upon herself.
“The King did not long survive the Prince his son; he died two
years after; he recommended to the Dauphin to make use of the Cardinal de
Tournon and the Admiral d'Annebault, but said nothing at all of the Constable,
who was then in banishment at Chantilli. Nevertheless the first thing the King
his son did was to recall him, and make him his Prime Minister.
“Madam d'Etampes was discarded, and received all the ill treatment
she could possibly expect from an enemy so very powerful; the Duchess of
Valentinois amply revenged herself both of that lady, and all those who had
disobliged her; she seemed to reign more absolute in the King's heart than she
did even when he was Dauphin. During the twelve years' reign of this Prince she
has been absolute in everything; she disposes of all governments and offices of
trust and power; she has disgraced the Cardinal de Tournon, the Chancellor, and
Villeroy; those who have endeavored to open the King's mind with respect to her
conduct, have been undone in the attempt; the Count de Taix, great Master of
the Ordnance, who had no kindness for her, could not forbear speaking of her
gallantries, and particularly of that with the Count de Brissac, of whom the
King was already very jealous. Nevertheless she contrived things so well, that
the Count de Taix was disgraced, and his employment taken from him; and what is
almost incredible, she procured it to be given to the Count de Brissac, and
afterwards made him a Mareschal of France. Notwithstanding, the King's jealousy
increased to such a height, that lie could no longer suffer him to continue at
Court: this passion of jealousy, which is fierce and violent in other men, is
gentle and moderate in him through the great respect he has for his mistress,
and therefore he did not go about to remove his rival, but under the pretext of
giving him the Government of Piemont. He has lived there several years; last
winter he returned to Paris, under pretense of demanding troops and other
necessaries for the Army he commands; the desire of seeing the Duchess of
Valentinois again, and the fear of being forgotten by her, was perhaps the
principal motive of this journey. The King received him very coldly; Messieurs
de Guise, who have no kindness for him, but dare not show it on account of the
Duchess, made use of Monsieur the Viscount, her declared enemy, to prevent his
obtaining what he came to demand. It was no difficult matter to do him hurt.
The King hated him, and was uneasy at his presence, so that he was obliged to
return to Piemont without any benefit from his journey, except perhaps that of
rekindling in the heart of the Duchess the flame which absence began to
extinguish. The King has had a great many other subjects of jealousy, but
either he has not been informed of them, or has not dared to complain of them.
“I don't know, daughter,” added Madam de Chartres, “if I have not
already told you more of these things, than you desired to know.”
“I am far, Madam, from complaining of that,” replied the Princess
of Clèves, “and if it was not for fear of being importunate, I should yet
desire to be informed of several circumstances I am ignorant of.”
The Duke de Nemours' passion for Madam de Clèves was at first so
violent, that he had no relish left for any of the ladies he paid his addresses
to before, and with whom he kept a correspondence during his absence; he even
lost all remembrance of his engagements with them, and not only made it his
business to find out excuses to break with them, but had not the patience to
hear their complaints, or make any answer to the reproaches they laid upon him.
The Queen-Dauphin herself, for whom his regards had been very tender, could no
longer preserve a place in that heart which was now devoted to the Princess of Clèves.
His impatience of making a tour to England began to abate, and he showed no
earnestness in hastening his equipage. He frequently went to the Queen-Dauphin's
Court, because the Princess of Clèves was often there, and he was very easy in
leaving people in the opinion they had of his passion for that Queen; he put so
great a value on Madam de Clèves, that he resolved to be rather wanting in
giving proofs of his love, than to hazard its being publicly known; he did not
so much as speak of it to the Viscount de Chartres, who was his intimate
friend, and from whom he concealed nothing; the truth is, he conducted this
affair with so much discretion, that nobody suspected he was in love with Madam
de Clèves, except the Chevalier de Guise; and she would scarcely have perceived
it herself, if the inclination she had for him had not led her into a
particular attention to all his actions, but which she was convinced of it.
She no longer continued to have the same disposition to
communicate to her mother what she thought concerning the Duke de Nemours, as
she had to talk to her about her other lovers; though she had no settled design
of concealing it from her, yet she did not speak of it. Madam de Chartres,
however, plainly perceived the Duke's attachment to her daughter, as well as
her daughter's inclination for him; the knowledge of this could not but
sensibly afflict her, nor could she be ignorant of the danger this young lady
was in, in being beloved by, and loving so accomplished a person as the Duke de
Nemours: she was entirely confirmed in the suspicion she had of this business,
by an incident which fell out a few days after.
The Mareschal de St. Andre, who took all opportunities to show his
magnificence, desired the King, under pretense of showing him his house which
was just finished, to do him the honor to sup there with the two Queens. The
Mareschal was also very glad to display, in the sight of the Princess of Clèves,
that splendid and expensive manner of life, which he carried to so great a
profusion.
Some days before that appointed for the entertainment, the
Dauphin, who had an ill state of health, found himself indisposed, and saw
nobody; the Queen-Dauphin had spent all that day with him; and in the evening,
upon his growing better, all the persons of quality that were in the
anti-chamber were admitted; the Queen-Dauphin returned to her own apartment,
where she found Madam de Clèves and some other ladies, with whom she lived in
familiarity.
It being already very late, and not being dressed, she did not
wait upon the Queen, but gave out that she was not to be seen, and ordered her
jewels to be brought, in order to choose out some for the Mareschal de St.
Andre's Ball, and present the Princess of Clèves with some, as she had promised
her. While they were thus employed, the Prince of Conde entered; his great
quality gave him free access everywhere. “Doubtless,” said the Queen-Dauphin, “you
come from the King my husband, what are they doing there?”
“Madam,” said he, “they are maintaining a dispute against the Duke
of Nemours, and he defends the argument he undertook with so much warmth, that
he must needs be very much interested in it; I believe he has some mistress
that gives him uneasiness by going to balls, so well satisfied he is that it is
a vexatious thing to a lover to see the person he loves in those places.”
“How,” replied the Queen-Dauphin, “would not the Duke de Nemours
have his mistress go to a ball? I thought that husbands might wish their wives
would not go there; but as for lovers, I never imagined they were of that
opinion.”
“The Duke de Nemours finds,” answered the Prince of Conde, “that
nothing is so insupportable to lovers as balls, whether they are beloved again,
or whether they are not. He says, if they are beloved they have the chagrin to
be loved the less on this account for several days; that there is no woman,
whom her anxiety for dress does not divert from thinking on her lover; that
they are entirely taken up with that one circumstance, that this care to adorn
themselves is for the whole world, as well as for the man they favor; that when
they are at a ball, they are desirous to please all who look at them; and that
when they triumph in their beauty, they experience a joy to which their lovers
very little contribute. He argues further, that if one is not beloved, it is a
yet greater torment to see one's mistress at an assembly; that the more she is
admired by the public, the more unhappy one is not to be beloved, and that the
lover is in continual fear lest her beauty should raise a more successful
passion than his own; lastly he finds, there is no torment equal to that of
seeing one's mistress at a ball, unless it be to know that she is there, and
not to be there one's self.”
Madam de Clèves pretended not to hear what the Prince of Conde
said, though she listened very attentively; she easily saw what part she had in
the Duke of Nemours's opinion, and particularly as to what he said of the uneasiness
of not being at a ball where his mistress was, because he was not to be at that
of the Mareschal de St. Andre, the King having sent him to meet the Duke of
Ferrara.
The Queen-Dauphin, and the Prince of Conde, not going into the
Duke's opinion, were very merry upon the subject. “There is but one occasion,
Madam,” said the Prince to her, “in which the Duke will consent his mistress
should go to a ball, and that is when he himself gives it. He says, that when
he gave your Majesty one last year, his mistress was so kind as to come to it,
though seemingly only to attend you; that it is always a favor done to a lover,
to partake of an entertainment which he gives; that it is an agreeable
circumstance for him to have his mistress see him preside in a place where the
whole Court is, and see him acquit himself well in doing the honors of it.”
“The Duke de Nemours was in the right,” said the Queen-Dauphin,
smiling, “to approve of his mistress's being at his own ball; there was then so
great a number of ladies, whom he honored with the distinction of that name,
that if they had not come, the assembly would have been very thin.”
The Prince of Conde had no sooner begun to relate the Duke de
Nemours's sentiments concerning assemblies, but Madam de Clèves felt in herself
a strong aversion to go to that of the Mareschal de St. Andre. She easily came
into the opinion, that a woman ought not to be at an entertainment given by one
that professed love to her, and she was very glad to find out a reason of
reservedness for doing a thing which would oblige the Duke of Nemours. However,
she carried away with her the ornaments which the Queen-Dauphin had given her;
but when she showed them her mother, she told her that she did not design to
make use of them; that the Mareschal de St. Andre took a great deal of pains to
show his attachment to her, and she did not doubt he would be glad to have it
believed that a compliment was designed her in the entertainment he gave the
King, and that under the pretense of doing the honors of his house, he would
show her civilities which would be uneasy to her.
Madam de Chartres for some time opposed her daughter's opinion, as
thinking it very singular; but when she saw she was obstinate in it, she gave
way, and told her, that in that case she ought to pretend an indisposition as
an excuse for not going to the ball, because the real reasons which hindered
her would not be approved of; and care ought to be taken that they should not
be suspected.
Madam de Clèves voluntarily consented to pass some days at her
mother's, in order not to go to any place where the Duke of Nemours was not to
be. However the Duke set out, without the pleasure of knowing she would not be
at the ball.
The day after the ball he returned, and was informed that she was
not there; but as he did not know the conversation he had at the Dauphin's
Court had been repeated to her, he was far from thinking himself happy enough
to have been the reason of her not going.
The day after, while he was at the Queen's apartments, and talking
to the Queen-Dauphin, Madam de Chartres and Madam de Clèves came in. Madam de Clèves
was dressed a little negligently, as a person who had been indisposed, but her
countenance did not at all correspond with her dress. “You look so pretty,”
says the Queen-Dauphin to her, “that I can't believe you have been ill; I think
the Prince of Conde, when he told us the Duke de Nemours's opinion of the ball,
persuaded you, that to go there would be doing a favor to the Mareschal de St.
Andre, and that that's the reason which hindered you from going.” Madam de Clèves
blushed, both because the Queen-Dauphin had conjectured right, and because she
spoke her conjecture in the presence of the Duke de Nemours.
Madam de Chartres immediately perceived the true reason, why her daughter
refused to go to the ball; and to prevent the Duke de Nemours discovering it,
as well as herself, she took up the discourse after a manner that gave what she
said an air of truth.
“I assure you, Madam,” said she to the Queen-Dauphin, “that your
Majesty has done my daughter more honor than she deserves; she was really
indisposed, but I believe, if I had not hindered her, she would not have failed
to wait on you, and to show herself under any disadvantages, for the pleasure
of seeing what there was extraordinary at yesterday's entertainment.” The
Queen-Dauphin gave credit to what Madam de Chartres said but the Duke de
Nemours was sorry to find so much probability in it nevertheless, the blushes
of the Princess of Clèves made him suspect, that what the Queen-Dauphin had
said was not altogether false. The Princess of Clèves at first was concerned
the Duke had any room to believe it was he who had hindered her from going to
the Mareschal de St. Andre; but afterwards she was a little chagrined that her
mother had entirely taken off the suspicion of it.
Though the Congress of Cercamp had been broken off, the
negotiations for the peace were continued, and things were so disposed, that
towards the latter end of February the conferences were reassumed at Chateau-Cambresis;
the same plenipotentiaries were sent as before, and the Mareschal de St. Andre
being one, his absence freed the Duke de Nemours from a rival, who was
formidable rather from his curiosity in observing those who addressed to Madam
de Clèves, than from any advances he was capable of making himself in her favor.
Madam de Chartres was not willing to let her daughter see that she
knew her sentiments for the Duke, for fear of making herself suspected in some
things which she was very desirous to tell her.
One day she set herself to talk about him, and a great deal of
good she said of him, but mixed with it abundance of sham praises, as the
prudence he showed in never falling in love, and how wise he was to make the
affair of women and love an amusement instead of a serious business: “It is
not,” added she, “that he is not suspected to have a very uncommon passion for
the Queen-Dauphin; I observe he visits her very often; and I advise you to
avoid, as much as possible, speaking to him, and especially in private;
because, since the Queen-Dauphin treats you as she does, it would be said, that
you are their confidant; and you know how disagreeable that sort of reputation
is: I'm of opinion, if this report continues, that you should not visit the
Queen-Dauphin so often, in order to avoid involving yourself in adventures of
gallantry.”
The Princess of Clèves had never heard before of the amour between
the Duke de Nemours and the Queen-Dauphin; she was so much surprised at what
her mother had told her, and seemed to see so plainly how she had been mistaken
in her thoughts about the Duke, that she changed countenance. Madam de Chartres
perceived it. Visitors came in that moment; and the Princess of Clèves retired
to her own apartment, and shut herself up in her closet.
One can't express the grief she felt to discover, by what her
mother had been just saying, the interest her heart had in the Duke de Nemours;
she had not dared as yet to acknowledge it to her secret thoughts; she then
found, that the sentiments she had for him were such as the Prince of Clèves
had required of her; she perceived how shameful it was to entertain them for
another, and not for a husband that deserved them; she found herself under the
utmost embarrassment, and was dreadfully afraid lest the Duke should make use
of her only as a means to come at the Queen-Dauphin, and it was this thought
determined her to impart to her mother something she had not yet told her.
The next morning she went into her mother's chamber to put her
resolves in execution, but she found Madam de Chartres had some touches of a
fever, and therefore did not think proper to speak to her: this indisposition
however appeared to insignificant, that Madam de Clèves made no scruple after
dinner to visit the Queen-Dauphin; she was in her closet with two or three
ladies of her most familiar acquaintance. “We were speaking,” said she to her,
as soon as she saw her, “of the Duke de Nemours, and were admiring how much
he's changed since his return from Brussels; before he went there, he had an
infinite number of mistresses, and it was his own fault, for he showed an equal
regard to those who had merit, and to those who had none; since his return he
neither knows the one nor the other; there never was so great a change; I find
his humor is changed too, and that he is less gay than he used to be.”
The Princess of Clèves made no answer; and it shocked her to think
she should have taken all that they said of the change in the Duke for proofs
of his passion for her, had she not been undeceived; she felt in herself some
little resentment against the Queen-Dauphin, for endeavoring to find out
reasons, and seeming surprised at a thing, which she probably knew more of than
anyone else; she could not forbear showing something of it; and when the other
ladies withdrew, she came up and told her in a low voice, “And is it I, Madam,
you have been pointing at, and have you a mind to conceal, that you are she who
has made such an alteration in the conduct of the Duke of Nemours?”
“You do me injustice,” answered the Queen-Dauphin, “you know I
conceal nothing from you; it is true the Duke of Nemours, before he went to
Brussels, had, I believe, an intention to let me know he did not hate me; but
since his return, it has not so much as appeared that he remembers anything of
what he has done; and I acknowledge I have a curiosity to know what it is has
changed him so: it would not be very difficult for me to unravel this affair,”
added she; “the Viscount de Chartres, his intimate friend, is in love with a
lady with whom I have some power, and I'll know by that means the occasion of
this alteration.” The Queen-Dauphin spoke with an air of sincerity which
convinced the Princess of Clèves, and in spite of herself she found her mind in
a more calm and pleasing situation than it had been in before.
When she returned to her mother, she heard she was a great deal
worse than she had left her; her fever was redoubled, and the days following it
increased to so great a degree, that she was thought to be in danger. Madam de Clèves
was in extreme grief on this occasion, and never stirred out of her mother's
chamber. The Prince of Clèves was there too almost every day and all day long,
partly out of affection to Madam de Chartres, and partly to hinder his lady
from abandoning herself to sorrow, but chiefly that he might have the pleasure
of seeing her, his passion not being at all diminished.
The Duke de Nemours, who had always had a great friendship for the
Prince of Clèves, had not failed to show it since his return from Brussels;
during the illness of Madam de Chartres he frequently found means to see the
Princess of Clèves, pretending to want her husband, or to come to take him out
to walk; he enquired for him at such hours as he knew very well he was not at
home, and under pretense of waiting for him stayed in Madam de Clèves's
anti-chamber, where there were always a great many people of quality; Madam de Clèves
often came there, and her grief did not make her seem less handsome in the eyes
of the Duke de Nemours; he made her sensible what interest he had in her
affliction, and spoke to her with so submissive an air, that he easily
convinced her, that the Queen-Dauphin was not the person he was in love with.
The seeing him at once gave her grief and pleasure; but when she
no longer saw him, and reflected that the charm he carried about him when
present, was an introduction to love, she was very near imagining she hated
him, out of the excessive grief which that thought gave her.
Madam de Chartres still grew worse and worse, so that they began
to despair of her life; she heard what the physicians told her concerning the
danger she was in with a courage worthy her virtue, and her piety. After they
were gone, she caused everybody to retire, and sent for Madam de Clèves.
“We must part, my dear daughter,” said she, stretching out her
hand to her; “the danger I leave you in, and the occasion you have for me, adds
to the regret I have to leave you: you have a passion for the Duke de Nemours;
I do not desire you to confess it; I am no longer in a condition to make use of
that sincerity for your good; I have perceived this inclination a great while,
but was not willing to speak to you of it at first, for fear of making you
discover it yourself; you know it at present but too well; you are upon the
brink of a precipice; great efforts must be used, and you must do great
violence to your heart to save yourself: reflect what you owe to your husband;
reflect what you owe to yourself, and think that you are going to lose that
reputation which you have gained, and which I have so much at heart; call up,
my dear daughter, all your courage and constancy; retire from Court; oblige
your husband to carry you away; do not be afraid of taking such resolutions, as
being too harsh and difficult; however frightful they may appear at first, they
will become more pleasant in time, than the misfortunes that follow gallantry:
if any other motives than those of duty and virtue could have weight with you,
I should tell you that if anything were capable of disturbing the happiness I
hope for in the next world, it would be to see you fall like other women; but
if this calamity must necessarily happen, I shall meet death with joy, as it
will hinder me from being a witness of it.”
Madam de Clèves bathed with tears her mother's hand, which she
held fast locked in her own; nor was Madam de Chartres less moved. “Adieu, dear
daughter,” said she, “let us put an end to a conversation which melts us both;
and remember, if you are able, all that I have been saying to you.”
When she had spoke this, she turned herself on the other side, and
ordered her daughter to call her women, being unwilling either to hear her
reply, or to speak any more. Madam de Clèves went out of her presence in a
condition one need not describe; and Madam de Chartres thought of nothing but
preparing herself for death: she lived two days longer, during which she would
not see her daughter again; her daughter was the only thing she had reluctance
to part with.
Madam de Clèves was in the utmost affliction; her husband did not
leave her, and no sooner was her mother expired, but he carried her into the
country, that she might not have in her eye a place which could serve only to
sharpen her sorrow, which was scarce to be equalled. Though tenderness and
gratitude had the greatest share in her griefs, yet the need which she found
she had of her mother to guard her against the Duke of Nemours added no small
weight to them; she found she was unhappy in being left to herself, at a time
when she was so little mistress of her own affections, and when she so much
wished for somebody to pity and encourage her. The Prince of Clèves's behavior
to her on this occasion, made her wish more ardently than ever, never to fail
in her duty to him; she also expressed more friendship and affection for him
than she had done before; she would not suffer him to leave her, and she seemed
to think that his being constantly with her could defend her against the Duke
of Nemours.
The Duke came to see the Prince of Clèves in the country; he did
what he could to pay a visit also to Madam de Clèves, but she refused to
receive him; and being persuaded she could not help finding something
dangerously lovely in him, she made a strong resolution to forbear seeing him,
and to avoid all occasions of it that were in her power.
The Prince of Clèves went to Paris to make his Court, and promised
his lady to return the next day, but however he did not return till the day
after. “I expected you yesterday,” said Madam de Clèves to him on his arrival, “and
I ought to chide you for not having come as you promised; you know, if I was
capable of feeling a new affliction in the condition I am in, it would be the
death of Madam de Tournon, and I have heard of it this morning; I should have
been concerned, though I had not known her; it is a melting consideration to
think that a lady so young and handsome as she, should be dead in two days; but
besides, she was the person in the world that pleased me most, and who appeared
to have discretion equal to her beauty.”
“I am sorry I could not return yesterday,” replied the Prince of Clèves,
“but my presence was so necessary to the consolation of an unhappy man, that it
was impossible for me to leave him. As for Madam de Tournon, I do not advise
you not to be concerned for her, if you lament her as a woman full of
discretion, and worthy of your esteem.”
“You surprise me,” answered Madam de Clèves, “I have heard you say
several times, that there was not a lady at Court you had a greater respect
for.”
“It is true,” replied he, “but women are incomprehensible, and
when I have seen them all, I think myself so happy in having you, that I cannot
enough admire my good fortune.”
“You esteem me more than I deserve,” answered Madam de Clèves, “you
have not had experience enough yet to pronounce me worthy of you; but tell me,
I beseech you, what it is has undeceived you with respect to Madam de Tournon.”
“I have been undeceived a great while,” replied he, “and I know
that she was in love with the Count de Sancerre, and that she gave him room to hope
she would marry him.”
“I can't believe,” said Madam de Clèves, “that Madam de Tournon,
after so extraordinary an aversion as she has shown to marriage from the time
she became a widow, and after the public declarations she has made that she
would never marry again, should give hopes to Sancerre.”
“If she had given hopes to him only,” replied the Prince of Clèves,
“the wonder had not been so great; but what is surprising is, that she gave
hopes likewise to Etouteville at the same time: I'll let you know the whole
history of this matter.”
II
“You know the friendship, there is betwixt Sancerre and me.
Nevertheless about two years ago he fell in love with Madam de Tournon, and
concealed it from me with as much care as from the rest of the world; I had not
the least suspicion of it. Madam de Tournon as yet appeared inconsolable for
the death of her husband, and lived in retirement with great austerity.
Sancerre's sister was in a manner the only person she saw, and it was at her
lodgings he became in love with her.
“One evening there was to be play at the Louvre, and the actors
only waited for the coming of the King and Madam de Valentinois, when word was
brought that she was indisposed, and that the King would not come. It was easy
to see that the Duchess's indisposition was nothing but some quarrel with the
King; everyone knew the jealousy he had had of the Mareschal de Brisac during
his continuance at Court, but he had been set out some days on his return to
Piemont, and one could not imagine what was the occasion of this falling out.
“While I was speaking of this to Sancerre, Monsieur d'Anville came
into the room, and told me in a whisper, that the King was so exasperated and
so afflicted at the same time, that one would pity him; that upon a late
reconciliation between him and the Duchess, after the quarrel they had had
about the Mareschal de Brisac, he had given her a ring, and desired her to wear
it; and that as she was dressing herself to come to the play, he had missed it
on her finger, and asked what was become of it; upon which she seemed in
surprise that she had it not, and called to her women for it, who
unfortunately, or for want of being better instructed, made answer they had not
seen it four or five days.
“It was,” continued Monsieur d'Anville, “precisely so long, since
the Mareschal de Brisac left the Court, and the King made no doubt but she gave
him the ring when she took her leave of him. The thought of this awaked in so
lively a manner that jealousy which was not yet extinguished, that he fell into
uncommon transports, and loaded her with a thousand reproaches; he is just gone
into her apartment again in great concern, but whether the reason is a more
confirmed opinion that the Duchess had made a sacrifice of the ring, or for
fear of having disobliged her by his anger, I can't tell.
“As soon as Monsieur d'Anville had told me this news, I acquainted
Sancerre with it; I told it him as a secret newly entrusted with me, and
charged him to say nothing of it.
“The next day I went early in the morning to my sister-in-law's,
and found Madam de Tournon at her bedside, who had no great kindness for the
Duchess of Valentinois, and knew very well that my sister-in-law had no reason
to be satisfied with her. Sancerre had been with her, after he went from the
play, and had acquainted her with the quarrel between the King and the Duchess;
and Madam de Tournon was come to tell it to my sister-in-law, without knowing
or suspecting that it was I from whom her lover had it.
“As soon as I advanced toward my sister-in-law, she told Madam de
Tournon, that they might trust me with what she had been telling her; and
without waiting Madam de Tournon's leave she related to me word by word all I
had told Sancerre the night before. You may judge what surprise I was in; I looked
hard at Madam de Tournon, and she seemed disordered; her disorder gave me a
suspicion. I had told the thing to nobody but Sancerre; he left me when the
comedy was done, without giving any reason for it; I remembered to have heard
him speak much in praise of Madam de Tournon; all these things opened my eyes,
and I easily discerned there was an intrigue between them, and that he had seen
her since he left me.
“I was so stung to find he had concealed this adventure from me,
that I said several things which made Madam de Tournon sensible of the
imprudence she had been guilty of; I led her back to her coach, and assured
her, I envied the happiness of him who informed her of the King's quarrel with
the Duchess of Valentinois.
“I went immediately in search of Sancerre, and severely reproached
him; I told him I knew of his passion for Madam de Tournon, without saying how
I came by the discovery; he was forced to acknowledge it; I afterwards informed
him what led me into the knowledge of it, and he acquainted me with the detail
of the whole affair; he told me, that though he was a younger brother, and far
from being able to pretend to so good a match, nevertheless she was determined
to marry him. I can't express the surprise I was in; I told Sancerre he would do
well to hasten the conclusion of the marriage, and that there was nothing he
had not to fear from a woman who had the artifice to support, in the eye of the
public, appearances so distant from truth; he gave me in answer that she was
really concerned for the loss of her husband, but that the inclination she had
for him had surmounted that affliction, and that she could not help discovering
all on a sudden so great a change; he mentioned besides several other reasons
in her excuse, which convinced me how desperately he was in love; he assured me
he would bring her to consent that I should know his passion for her,
especially since it was she herself who had made me suspect it; in a word, he
did oblige her to it, though with a great deal of difficulty, and I grew
afterwards very deep in their confidence.
“I never knew a lady behave herself in so genteel and agreeable a
manner to her lover, but yet I was always shocked at the affectation she showed
in appearing so concerned for the loss of her husband. Sancerre was so much in
love, and so well pleased with the treatment he received from her, that he
scarce durst press her to conclude the marriage, for fear she should think he
desired it rather out of interest than love; however he spoke to her of it, and
she seemed fully bent on marrying him; she began also to abandon her reserved
manner of life, and to appear again in public; she visited my sister-in-law at
hours when some of the Court were usually there; Sancerre came there but
seldom, but those who came every night, and frequently saw her there, thought her
extremely beautiful.
“She had not long quitted her solitude, when Sancerre imagined
that her passion for him was cooled; he spoke of it several times to me: but I
laid no great stress on the matter; but at last, when he told me, that instead
of forwarding the marriage, she seemed to put it off, I began to think he was
not to blame for being uneasy: I remonstrated to him, that if Madam de
Tournon's passion was abated after having continued two years, he ought not to
be surprised at it, and that even supposing it was not abated, possibly it
might not be strong enough to induce her to marry him; that he ought not to
complain of it; that such a marriage in the judgment of the public would draw
censures upon her, not only because he was not a suitable match for her, but
also on account of the prejudice it would do her reputation; that therefore all
he could desire was, that she might not deceive him, nor lead him into false
expectations; I told him further, that if she had not resolution enough to
marry him, or if she confessed she liked some other person better, he ought not
to resent or be angry at it, but still continue his esteem and regard for her.
“I give you,” said I, “the advice which I would take myself; for
sincerity has such charms to me, that I believe if my mistress, or even my wife
ingenuously confessed, she had a greater affection for another than for me, I
might be troubled, but not exasperated; I would lay aside the character of a
lover or a husband, to bestow my advice and my pity.”
This discourse made Madam de Clèves blush, and she found in it a
certain similitude of her own condition, which very much surprised her, and
gave her a concern, from which she could not recover in a great while.
“Sancerre spoke to Madam de Tournon,” continued Monsieur de Clèves,
“and told her all I had advised him; but she encouraged him with so many fresh
assurances, and seemed so displeased at his suspicions, that she entirely
removed them; nevertheless she deferred the marriage until after a pretty long
journey he was to make; but she behaved herself so well until his departure,
and appeared so concerned at it, that I believed as well as he, that she
sincerely loved him. He set out about three months ago; during his absence I
have seldom seen Madam de Tournon; you have entirely taken me up, and I only
knew that he was speedily expected.
“The day before yesterday, on my arrival at Paris, I heard she was
dead; I sent to his lodgings to enquire if they had any news of him, and word
was brought me he came to town the night before, which was precisely the day
that Madam de Tournon died; I immediately went to see him, concluding in what
condition I should find him, but his affliction far surpassed what I had
imagined.
“Never did I see a sorrow so deep and so tender; the moment he saw
me he embraced me with tears; 'I shall never see her more,' said he, 'I shall
never see her more, she is dead, I was not worthy of her, but I shall soon
follow her.'
“After this he was silent; and then, from time to time,
continually repeating 'She is dead, I shall never see her more,' he returned to
lamentations and tears, and continued as a man bereft of reason. He told me he
had not often received letters from her during his absence, but that he knew
her too well to be surprised at it, and was sensible how shy and timorous she
was of writing; he made no doubt but she would have married him upon his
return; he considered her as the most amiable and constant of her sex; he
thought himself tenderly beloved by her; he lost her the moment he expected to
be united to her for ever; all these thoughts threw him into so violent an
affliction, that I own I was deeply touched with it.
“Nevertheless I was obliged to leave him to go to the King, but
promised to return immediately; accordingly I did, and I was never so surprised
as I was to find him entirely changed from what I had left him; he was standing
in his chamber, his face full of fury, sometimes walking, sometimes stopping
short, as if he had been distracted; 'Come,' says he, 'and see the most forlorn
wretch in the world; I am a thousand times more unhappy than I was a while ago,
and what I have just heard of Madam de Tournon is worse than her death.'
“I took what he said to be wholly the effect of grief, and could
not imagine that there could be anything worse than the death of a mistress one
loves and is beloved by; I told him, that so far as he kept his grief within
bounds, I approved of it, and bore a part in it; but that I should no longer
pity him, if he abandoned himself to despair and flew from reason. 'I should be
too happy if I had lost both my reason and my life,' cried he; 'Madam de
Tournon was false to me, and I am informed of her unfaithfulness and treachery
the very day after I was informed of her death; I am informed of it at a time
when my soul is filled with the most tender love, and pierced with the sharpest
grief that ever was; at a time when the idea of her in my heart, is that of the
most perfect woman who ever lived, and the most perfect with respect to me; I
find I am mistaken, and that she does not deserve to be lamented by me;
nevertheless I have the same concern for her death, as if she had been true to
me, and I have the same sensibility of her falsehood, as if she were yet
living; had I heard of her falsehood before her death, jealousy, anger, and
rage would have possessed me, and in some measure hardened me against the grief
for her loss; but now my condition is such, that I am incapable of receiving
comfort, and yet know not how to hate her.'
“You may judge of the surprise I was in at what Sancerre told me;
I asked him how he came by the knowledge of it, and he told me that the minute
I went away from him, Etouteville, who is his intimate friend, but who
nevertheless knew nothing of his love for Madam de Tournon, came to see him;
that as soon as he was sat down, he fell a-weeping, and asked his pardon for
having concealed from him what he was going to tell him, that he begged him to
have compassion of him, that he was come to open his heart to him, and that he
was the person in the world the most afflicted for the death of Madam de
Tournon.
“'That name,' said Sancerre, 'so astonished me, that though my
first intention was to tell him I was more afflicted than he, I had not the
power to speak: he continued to inform me, that he had been in love with her
six months, that he was always desirous to let me know it, but she had
expressly forbid him; and in so authoritative a manner, that he durst not
disobey her; that he gained her in a manner as soon as he courted her, that
they concealed their mutual passion for each other from the whole world, that
he never visited her publicly, that he had the pleasure to remove her sorrow
for her husband's death, and that lastly he was to have married her at the very
juncture in which she died; but that this marriage, which was an effect of
love, would have appeared in her an effect of duty and obedience, she having
prevailed upon her father to lay his commands on her to marry him, in order to
avoid the appearance of too great an alteration in her conduct, which had
seemed so averse to a second marriage.'
“'While Etouteville was speaking to me,' said Sancerre, 'I
believed all he said, because I found so much probability in it, and because
the time when he told me his passion for Madam de Tournon commenced, is
precisely the same with that when she appeared changed towards me; but the next
morning I thought him a liar, or at least an enthusiast, and was upon the point
of telling him so. Afterwards I came into an inclination of clearing up the
matter, and proposed several questions, and laid my doubts before him, in a
word, I proceeded so far to convince myself of my misfortune, that he asked me
if I knew Madam de Tournon's handwriting, and with that threw upon my bed four
letters of hers and her picture; my brother came in that minute; Etouteville's
face was so full of tears, that he was forced to withdraw to avoid being
observed, and said he would come again in the evening to fetch what he left
with me; and as for me, I sent my brother away under pretense of being
indisposed, so impatient was I to see the letters he had left, and so full of
hopes to find something there that might make me disbelieve what Etouteville
had been telling me; but alas! What did I not find there? What tenderness! what
assurances of marriage! what letters! She never wrote the like to me. Thus,'
continued he, 'am I at once pierced with anguish for her death and for her
falsehood, two evils which have been often compared, but never felt before by
the same person at the same time; I confess, to my shame, that still I am more
grieved for her loss than for her change; I cannot think her guilty enough, to
consent to her death: were she living, I should have the satisfaction to
reproach her, and to revenge myself on her by making her sensible of her
injustice; but I shall see her no more, I shall see her no more; this is the
greatest misfortune of all others; would I could restore her to life, though
with the loss of my own! Yet what do I wish! If she were restored to life, she
would live for Etouteville: how happy was I yesterday,' cried he, 'how happy! I
was the most afflicted man in the world; but my affliction was reasonable, and
there was something pleasing in the very thought that I was inconsolable; today
all my sentiments are unjust; I pay to a feigned passion the tribute of my
grief, which I thought I owed to a real one; I can neither hate nor love her
memory; I am incapable of consolation, and yet don't know how to grieve for
her; take care, I conjure you, that I never see Etouteville; his very name
raises horror in me; I know very well I have no reason of complaint against
him; I was to blame in concealing from him my love for Madam de Tournon; if he
had known it, perhaps he would not have pursued her, perhaps she would not have
been false to me; he came to me to impart his sorrows, and I cannot but pity
him; alas! he had reason to love Madam de Tournon, he was beloved by her, and
will never see her more: notwithstanding I perceive I can't help hating him;
once more I conjure you take care I may not see him.'
“Sancerre burst afterwards into tears, began again to regret Madam
de Tournon, and to speak to her, as if she were present, and say the softest
things in the world; from these transports he passed to hatred, to complaints,
to reproaches and imprecations against her. When I saw him in so desperate a
condition, I found I should want somebody to assist me in appeasing his mind;
accordingly I sent for his brother, whom I had left with the King; I met him in
the anti-chamber, and acquainted him with Sancerre's condition: we gave the
necessary orders to prevent his seeing Etouteville, and employed part of the
night in endeavoring to make him capable of reason; this morning I found him
yet more afflicted; his brother continued with him, and I returned to you.”
“'Tis impossible to be more surprised than I am,” said Madam de Clèves;
“I thought Madam de Tournon equally incapable of love and falsehood.”
“Address and dissimulation,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, “cannot
go further than she carried them; observe, that when Sancerre thought her love
to him was abated, it really was, and she began to love Etouteville; she told
the last that he removed her sorrow for her husband's death, and that he was
the cause of her quitting her retirement; Sancerre believed the cause was
nothing but a resolution she had taken not to seem any longer to be in such
deep affliction; she made a merit to Etouteville of concealing her
correspondence with him, and of seeming forced to marry him by her father's
command, as if it was an effect of the care she had of her reputation; whereas
it was only an artifice to forsake Sancerre, without his having reason to
resent it: I must return,” continued Monsieur de Clèves, “to see this unhappy
man, and I believe you would do well to go to Paris too; it is time for you to
appear in the world again, and receive the numerous visits which you can't well
dispense with.”
Madam de Clèves agreed to the proposal, and returned to Paris the
next day; she found herself much more easy with respect to the Duke de Nemours
than she had been; what her mother had told her on her death-bed, and her grief
for her death, created a sort of suspension in her mind as to her passion for
the Duke, which made her believe it was quite effaced.
The evening of her arrival the Queen-Dauphin made her a visit, and
after having condoled with her, told her that in order to divert her from
melancholy thoughts, she would let her know all that had passed at Court in her
absence; upon which she related to her a great many extraordinary things; “but
what I have the greatest desire to inform you of,” added she, “is that it is
certain the Duke de Nemours is passionately in love; and that his most intimate
friends are not only not entrusted in it, but can't so much as guess who the
person is he is in love with; nevertheless this passion of his is so strong as
to make him neglect, or to speak more properly, abandon the hopes of a Crown.”
The Queen-Dauphin afterwards related whatever had passed in
England; “What I have just told you,” continued she, “I had from Monsieur
d'Anville; and this morning he informed me, that last night the King sent for
the Duke de Nemours upon the subject of Lignerol's letters, who desires to
return, and wrote to his Majesty that he could no longer excuse to the Queen of
England the Duke of Nemours's delay; that she begins to be displeased at it;
and though she has not positively given her promise, she has said enough to
encourage him to come over; the King showed this letter to the Duke of Nemours,
who instead of speaking seriously as he had done at the beginning of this
affair, only laughed and trifled, and made a jest of Lignerol's expectations:
He said, 'The whole world would censure his imprudence, if he ventured to go to
England, with the pretensions of marrying the Queen, without being secure of
success; I think,' added he, 'I should time my business very ill to go to
England now, when the King of Spain uses such pressing instances to obtain the
Queen in marriage; the Spanish King perhaps would not be a very formidable
rival in matters of gallantry, but in a treaty of marriage I believe your
Majesty would not advise me to be his competitor.' 'I would advise you to it
upon this occasion,' replied the King; 'but however you will have no competitor
in him; I know he has quite other thoughts; and though he had not, Queen Mary
found herself so uneasy under the weight of the Spanish Crown, that I can't
believe her sister will be very desirous of it.' 'If she should not,' replied
the Duke of Nemours, 'it is probable she will seek her happiness in love; she
has been in love with my Lord Courtenay for several years; Queen Mary too was
in love with him, and would have married him with consent of the states of her
kingdom, had not she known that the youth and beauty of her sister Elizabeth
had more charms for him than her crown; your Majesty knows, that the violence
of her jealousy carried her so far, as to imprison them both, and afterwards to
banish my Lord Courtenay, and at last determined her to marry the King of
Spain; I believe Queen Elizabeth will soon recall that Lord, and make choice of
a man whom she loves, who deserves her love, and who has suffered so much for
her, in preference to another whom she never saw.' 'I should be of that
opinion,' replied the King, 'if my Lord Courtenay were living, but I received
advice some days ago, that he died at Padua, whither he was banished: I plainly
see,' added the King, as he left the Duke, 'that your marriage must be
concluded the same way the Dauphin's was, and that ambassadors must be sent to
marry the Queen of England for you.'
“Monsieur d'Anville and the Viscount, who were with the King when
he spoke to the Duke of Nemours, are persuaded that it is the passion he is so
deeply engaged in, which diverts him from so great a design; the Viscount, who
sees deeper into him than anybody, told Madam de Martigny that he was so
changed he did not know him again; and what astonishes him more is, that he
does not find he has any private interviews, or that he is ever missing at
particular times, so that he believes he has no correspondence with the person
he is in love with; and that which surprises him in the Duke is to see him in
love with a woman who does not return his love.”
What poison did this discourse of the Queen-Dauphin carry in it
for Madam de Clèves? How could she but know herself to be the person whose name
was not known, and how could she help being filled with tenderness and
gratitude, when she learned, by a way not in the least liable to suspicion,
that the Duke, who had already touched her heart, concealed his passion from
the whole world, and neglected for her sake the hopes of a Crown? It is
impossible to express what she felt, or to describe the tumult that was raised
in her soul. Had the Queen-Dauphin observed her closely, she might easily have
discerned, that what she had been saying was not indifferent to her; but as she
had not the least suspicion of the truth, she continued her discourse without
minding her: “Monsieur d'Anville,” added she, “from whom, as I just told you, I
had all this, believes I know more of it than himself, and he has so great an
opinion of my beauty, that he is satisfied I am the only person capable of
creating so great a change in the Duke of Nemours.”
These last words of the Queen-Dauphin gave Madam de Clèves a sort
of uneasiness very different from that which she had a few minutes before. “I
can easily come into Monsieur d'Anville's opinion,” answered she; “and 'tis
very probable, Madam, that nothing less than a Princess of your merit could
make him despise the Queen of England.”
“I would own it to you, if I knew it,” replied the Queen-Dauphin, “and
I should know it, if it were true; such passions as these never escape the
sight of those who occasion them; they are the first to discern them; the Duke
of Nemours has never showed me anything but slight complaisances; and yet I
find so great a difference betwixt his present and former behavior to me, that
I can assure you, I am not the cause of the indifference he expresses for the
Crown of England.
“But I forget myself in your company,” added the Queen-Dauphin, “and
don't remember that I am to wait upon Madame: you know the peace is as good as
concluded, but perhaps you don't know that the King of Spain has refused to
sign it, but on condition of marrying this Princess, instead of the Prince Don
Carlos, his son: the King was with great difficulty brought to allow it, but at
last he has consented, and is gone to carry the news to Madame; I believe she
will be inconsolable. To marry a man of the King of Spain's age and temper can
never be pleasing, especially to her who has all the gaiety which the bloom of
youth joined with beauty inspires, and was in expectation of marrying a young
Prince for whom she has an inclination without having seen him. I do not know
whether the King will find in her all the obedience he desires; he has charged
me to see her, because he knows she loves me, and believes I shall be able to
influence her. From thence I shall make a visit of a very different nature, to
congratulate the King's sister. All things are ready for her marriage with the
Prince of Savoy, who is expected in a few days. Never was a woman of her age so
entirely pleased to be married; the Court will be more numerous and splendid
than ever, and notwithstanding your grief, you must come among us, in order to
make strangers see that we are furnished with no mean beauties.”
Having said this, the Queen-Dauphin took her leave of Madam de Clèves,
and the next day Madame's marriage was publicly known; some days after the King
and the Queens went to visit the Princess of Clèves; the Duke de Nemours, who
had expected her return with the utmost impatience, and languished for an
opportunity of speaking to her in private, contrived to wait upon her at an
hour, when the company would probably be withdrawing, and nobody else come in;
he succeeded in his design, and came in when the last visitors were going away.
The Princess was sitting on her bed, and the hot weather, together
with the sight of the Duke de Nemours, gave her a blush that added to her
beauty; he sat over against her with a certain timorous respect, that flows
from a real love; he continued some minutes without speaking; nor was she the
less at a loss, so that they were both silent a good while: at last the Duke
condoled with her for her mother's death; Madam de Clèves was glad to give the
conversation that turn, spoke a considerable time of the great loss she had
had, and at last said, that though time had taken off from the violence of her
grief, yet the impression would always remain so strong, that it would entirely
change her humor. “Great troubles and excessive passions,” replied the Duke, “make
great alterations in the mind; as for me, I am quite another man since my
return from Flanders; abundance of people have taken notice of this change, and
the Queen-Dauphin herself spoke to me of it yesterday.”
“It is true,” replied the Princess, “she has observed it, and I
think I remember to have heard her say something about it.”
“I'm not sorry, Madam,” replied the Duke, “that she has discerned
it, but I could wish some others in particular had discerned it too; there are
persons to whom we dare give no other evidences of the passion we have for
them, but by things which do not concern them; and when we dare not let them
know we love them, we should be glad at least to have them see we are not
desirous of being loved by any other; we should be glad to convince them, that
no other beauty, though of the highest rank, has any charms for us, and that a
Crown would be too dear, if purchased with no less a price than absence from
her we adore: women ordinarily,” continued he, “judge of the passion one has
for them, by the care one takes to oblige, and to be assiduous about them; but
it's no hard matter to do this, though they be ever so little amiable; not to
give oneself up to the pleasure of pursuing them, to shun them through fear of
discovering to the public, and in a manner to themselves, the sentiments one
has for them, here lies the difficulty; and what still more demonstrates the
truth of one's passion is, the becoming entirely changed from what one was, and
the having no longer a gust either for ambition or pleasure, after one has
employed one's whole life in pursuit of both.”
The Princess of Clèves readily apprehended how far she was
concerned in this discourse; one while she seemed of opinion that she ought not
to suffer such an address; another, she thought she ought not to seem to
understand it, or show she supposed herself meant by it; she thought she ought
to speak, and she thought she ought to be silent; the Duke of Nemours's
discourse equally pleased and offended her; she was convinced by it of the
truth of all the Queen-Dauphin had led her to think; she found in it somewhat
gallant and respectful, but also somewhat bold and too intelligible; the
inclination she had for the Duke gave her an anxiety which it was not in her
power to control; the most obscure expressions of a man that pleases, move more
than the most open declaration of one we have no liking for; she made no
answer; the Duke de Nemours took notice of her silence, which perhaps would
have proved no ill-presage, if the coming in of the Prince of Clèves had not
ended at once the conversation and the visit.
The Prince was coming to give his wife a further account of
Sancerre, but she was not over curious to learn the sequel of that adventure;
she was so much taken up with what had just passed, that she could hardly
conceal the embarrassment she was in. When she was at liberty to muse upon it,
she plainly saw she was mistaken, when she thought she was indifferent as to
the Duke de Nemours; what he had said to her had made all the impression he
could desire, and had entirely convinced her of his passion; besides the Duke's
actions agreed too well with his words to leave her the least doubt about it;
she no longer flattered herself that she did not love him; all her care was not
to let him discover it, a task of which she had already experienced the
difficulty; she knew the only way to succeed in it was to avoid seeing him; and
as her mourning gave her an excuse for being more retired than usual, she made
use of that pretense not to go to places where he might see her; she was full
of melancholy; her mother's death was the seeming cause of it, and no suspicion
was had of any other.
The Duke de Nemours, not seeing her any more, fell into
desperation and knowing he should not meet with her in any public assembly, or
at any diversions the Court joined in, he could not prevail upon himself to
appear there, and therefore he pretended a great love for hunting, and made
matches for that sport on the days when the Queens kept their assemblies; a
slight indisposition had served him a good while as an excuse for staying at
home, and declining to go to places where he knew very well that Madam de Clèves
would not be.
The Prince of Clèves was ill almost at the same time, and the
Princess never stirred out of his room during his illness; but when he grew
better, and received company, and among others the Duke de Nemours, who under pretense
of being yet weak, stayed with him the greatest part of the day, she found she
could not continue any longer there; and yet in the first visits he made she
had not the resolution to go out; she had been too long without seeing him, to
be able to resolve to see him no more; the Duke had the address, by discourses
that appeared altogether general, but which she understood very well by the
relation they had to what he had said privately to her, to let her know that he
went a-hunting only to be more at liberty to think of her, and that the reason
of his not going to the assemblies was her not being there.
At last she executed the resolution she had taken to go out of her
husband's room, whenever he was there, though this was doing the utmost
violence to herself: the Duke perceived she avoided him, and the thought of it
touched him to the heart.
The Prince of Clèves did not immediately take notice of his wife's
conduct in this particular, but at last he perceived she went out of the room
when there was company there; he spoke to her of it, and she told him that she
did not think it consistent with decency to be every evening among the gay
young courtiers; that she hoped he would allow her to live in a more reserved
manner than she had done hitherto, that the virtue and presence of her mother
authorised her in many liberties which could not otherwise be justified in a
woman of her age.
Monsieur de Clèves, who had a great deal of facility and
complaisance for his wife, did not show it on this occasion, but told her he
would by no means consent to her altering her conduct; she was upon the point
of telling him, it was reported that the Duke de Nemours was in love with her,
but she had not the power to name him; besides she thought it disingenuous to
disguise the truth, and make use of pretenses to a man who had so good an
opinion of her.
Some days after the King was with the Queen at the assembly hour,
and the discourse turned upon nativities and predictions; the company were
divided in their opinion as to what credit ought to be given to them; the Queen
professed to have great faith in them, and maintained that after so many things
had come to pass as they had been foretold, one could not doubt but there was
something of certainty in that science; others affirmed, that of an infinite
number of predictions so very few proved true, that the truth of those few
ought to be looked upon as an effect of chance.
“I have formerly been very curious and inquisitive as to futurity,”
said the King, “but I have seen so many false and improbable things, that I am
satisfied there is no truth in that pretended art. Not many years since there
came hither a man of great reputation in astrology; everybody went to see him;
I went among others, but without saying who I was, and I carried with me the
Duke of Guise and Descars, and made them go in first; nevertheless the
astrologer addressed himself first to me, as if he had concluded me to be their
master; perhaps he knew me, and yet he told me one thing that was very
unsuitable to my character, if he had known me; his prediction was that I
should be killed in a duel; he told the Duke of Guise, that he should die of a
wound received behind; and he told Descars he should be knocked of the head by
the kick of a horse; the Duke of Guise was a little angry at the prediction, as
if it imported he should run away; nor was Descars better pleased to find he
was to make his exit by so unfortunate an accident; in a word, we went away all
three of us very much out of humor with the astrologer; I don't know what will
happen to the Duke of Guise and Descars, but there is not much probability of
my being killed in a duel; the King of Spain and I have just made peace, and if
we had not, I question whether we should have fought, or if I should have
challenged him, as the King my father did Charles the Fifth.”
After the King had related the misfortune that was foretold him,
those who had defended astrology abandoned the argument, and agreed there was
no credit to be given to it: “For my part,” said the Duke de Nemours aloud, “I
have the least reason of any man in the world to credit it”; and then turning
himself to Madam de Clèves, near whom he stood, “it has been foretold me,” says
he very softly, “that I should be happy in a person for whom I should have the
most violent and respectful passion; you may judge, Madam, if I ought to
believe in predictions.”
The Queen-Dauphin, who believed, from what the Duke had spoke
aloud, that what he whispered was some false prediction that had been told him,
asked him what it was he said to Madam de Clèves; had he had a less ready wit,
he would have been surprised at this question; but without any hesitation, “What
I said to her, Madam,” answered he, “was, that it had been predicted to me,
that I should be raised to a higher fortune than my most sanguine hopes could
lead me to expect.”
“If nothing have been foretold you but this,” replied the
Queen-Dauphin, smiling, and thinking of the affair of England, “I would not
advise you to decry astrology; you may have reasons hereafter to offer in defense
of it.” Madam de Clèves apprehended the Queen-Dauphin's meaning, but knew
withal, that the fortune the Duke of Nemours spoke of was not that of being
King of England.
The time of her mourning being expired, the Princess of Clèves was
obliged to make her appearance again, and go to Court as usual; she saw the
Duke de Nemours at the Queen-Dauphin's apartment; she saw him at the Prince of Clèves's,
where he often came in company of other young noblemen, to avoid being
remarked; yet she never once saw him, but it gave her a pain that could not
escape his observation.
However industrious she was to avoid being looked at by him, and
to speak less to him than to any other, some things escaped her in an unguarded
moment, which convinced him he was not indifferent to her; a man of less
discernment than he would not have perceived it, but he had already so often
been the object of love, that it was easy for him to know when he was loved; he
found the Chevalier de Guise was his rival, and the Chevalier knew that the
Duke de Nemours was his; Monsieur de Guise was the only man in the Court that
had unraveled this affair, his interest having made him more clear-sighted than
others; the knowledge they had of each other's sentiments created an opposition
between them in everything, which, however, did not break out into an open
quarrel; they were always of different parties at the running, at the ring, at
tournaments, and all diversions the King delighted in, and their emulation was
so great it could not be concealed.
Madam de Clèves frequently revolved in her mind the affair of
England; she believed the Duke de Nemours could not resist the advice of the
King, and the instances of Lignerolles; she was very much concerned to find
that Lignerolles was not yet returned, and she impatiently expected him; her
inclinations strongly swayed her to inform herself exactly of the state of this
affair; but the same reasons, which raised in her that curiosity, obliged her
to conceal it, and she only enquired of the beauty, the wit, and the temper of
Queen Elizabeth. A picture of that Princess had been brought the King, which
Madam de Clèves found much handsomer than she could have wished for, and she
could not forbear saying, the picture flattered. “I don't think so,” replied
the Queen-Dauphin; “that Princess has the reputation of being very handsome,
and of having a very exalted genius, and I know she has always been proposed to
me as a model worthy my imitation; she can't but be very handsome, if she
resembles her mother, Anne Boleyn; never had woman so many charms and
allurements both in her person and her humor; I have heard say she had
something remarkably lively in her countenance, very different from what is
usually found in other English beauties.”
“I think,” replied Madam de Clèves, “'tis said she was born in
France.”
“Those who imagine so are mistaken,” replied the Queen-Dauphin; “I'll
give you her history in a few words.
“She was of a good family in England; Henry the Eighth was in love
with her sister and her mother, and it has been even suspected by some, that
she was his daughter; she came to France with Henry the Seventh's sister, who
married Louis XII that Princess, who was full of youth and gallantry, left the
Court of France with great reluctance after her husband's death; but Anne
Boleyn, who had the same inclinations as her mistress, could not prevail with
herself to go away; the late King was in love with her, and she continued maid
of honor to Queen Claude; that Queen died, and Margaretta, the King's sister,
Duchess of Alenson, and since Queen of Navarre, whose story you know, took her
into her service, where she imbibed the principles of the new religion; she
returned afterwards to England, and there charmed all the world; she had the
manners of France, which please in all countries; she sung well, she danced
finely; she was a maid of honor to Queen Catherine, and Henry the Eighth fell
desperately in love with her.
“Cardinal Wolsey, his favorite and first minister, being
dissatisfied with the Emperor for not having favored his pretensions to the
Papacy, in order to revenge himself of him, contrived an alliance between
France and the King his master; he put it into the head of Henry the Eighth,
that his marriage with the Emperor's aunt was null, and advised him to marry
the Duchess of Alenson, whose husband was just dead; Anne Boleyn, who was not
without ambition, considered Queen Catherine's divorce as a means that would
bring her to the Crown; she began to give the King of England impressions of
the Lutheran religion, and engaged the late King to favor at Rome Henry the
Eighth's divorce, in hopes of his marrying the Duchess of Alenson; Cardinal
Wolsey, that he might have an opportunity of treating this affair, procured
himself to be sent to France upon other pretenses; but his master was so far
from permitting him to propose this marriage, that he sent him express orders
to Calais not to speak of it.
“Cardinal Wolsey, at his return from France, was received with as
great honors as could have been paid to the King himself; never did any favorite
carry his pride and vanity to so great a height; he managed an interview
between the two Kings at Boulogne, when Francis the First would have given the upper
hand to Henry the Eighth, but he refused to accept it; they treated one another
by turns with the utmost magnificence, and presented to each habits of the same
sort with those they wore themselves. I remember to have heard say, that those
the late King sent to the King of England were of crimson satin beset all over
with pearls and diamonds, and a robe of white velvet embroidered with gold;
after having stayed some time at Boulogne, they went to Calais. Anne Boleyn was
lodged in Henry the Eighth's Court with the train of a Queen; and Francis the
First made her the same presents, and paid her the same honors as if she had
been really so: in a word, after a passion of nine year's continuance King
Henry married her, without waiting for the dissolving of his first marriage.
The Pope precipitately thundered out excommunications against him, which so
provoked King Henry, that he declared himself head of the Church, and drew
after him all England into the unhappy change in which you see it.
“Anne Boleyn did not long enjoy her greatness; for when she
thought herself most secure of it by the death of Queen Catherine, one day as
she was seeing a match of running at the ring made by the Viscount Rochefort
her brother, the King was struck with such a jealousy, that he abruptly left
the show, went away to London, and gave orders for arresting the Queen, the
Viscount Rochefort, and several others whom he believed to be the lovers or
confidants of that Princess. Though this jealousy in appearance had its birth
that moment, the King had been long possessed with it by the Viscountess
Rochefort, who not being able to bear the strict intimacy between her husband
and the Queen, represented it to the King as a criminal commerce; so that that
Prince, who was besides in love with Jane Seymour, thought of nothing but
ridding himself of Anne Boleyn; and in less than three weeks he caused the
Queen and her brother to be tried, had them both beheaded, and, married Jane
Seymour. He had afterwards several wives, whom he divorced or put to death; and
among others Catherine Howard, whose confidant the Viscountess Rochefort was,
and who was beheaded with her: thus was she punished for having falsely accused
Anne Boleyn. And Henry the Eighth died, being become excessive fat.”
All the ladies, that were present when the Queen-Dauphin made this
relation, thanked her for having given them so good an account of the Court of
England; and among the rest Madam de Clèves, who could not forbear asking
several questions concerning Queen Elizabeth.
The Queen-Dauphin caused pictures in miniature to be drawn of all
the beauties of the Court, in order to send them to the Queen her mother. One
day, when that of Madam de Clèves was finishing, the Queen-Dauphin came to
spend the afternoon with her; the Duke de Nemours did not fail to be there; he
let slip no opportunities of seeing Madam de Clèves, yet without appearing to
contrive them. She looked so pretty that day, that he would have fell in love
with her, though he had not been so before: however he durst not keep his eyes
fixed upon her, while she was sitting for her picture, for fear of showing too
much the pleasure he took in looking at her.
The Queen-Dauphin asked Monsieur de Clèves for a little picture he
had of his wife's, to compare it with that which was just drawn; everybody gave
their judgment of the one and the other; and Madam de Clèves ordered the
painter to mend something in the headdress of that which had been just brought
in; the painter in obedience to her took the picture out of the case in which
it was, and having mended it laid it again on the table.
The Duke de Nemours had long wished to have a picture of Madam de Clèves;
when he saw that which Monsieur de Clèves had, he could not resist the
temptation of stealing it from a husband, who, he believed, was tenderly loved;
and he thought that among so many persons as were in the same room he should be
no more liable to suspicion than another.
The Queen-Dauphin was sitting on the bed, and whispering to Madam
de Clèves, who was standing before her. Madam de Clèves, through one of the
curtains that was but half-drawn, spied the Duke de Nemours with his back to
the table, that stood at the bed's feet, and perceived that without turning his
face he took something very dexterously from off the table; she presently
guessed it was her picture, and was in such concern about it, that the
Queen-Dauphin observed she did not attend to what she said, and asked her aloud
what it was she looked at. At those words, the Duke de Nemours turned about,
and met full the eyes of Madam de Clèves that were still fixed upon him; he
thought it not impossible but she might have seen what he had done.
Madam de Clèves was not a little perplexed; it was reasonable to
demand her picture of him; but to demand it publicly was to discover to the
whole world the sentiments which the Duke had for her, and to demand it in
private would be to engage him to speak of his love; she judged after all it
was better to let him keep it, and she was glad to grant him a favor which she
could do without his knowing that she granted it. The Duke de Nemours, who
observed her perplexity, and partly guessed the cause of it, came up, and told
her softly, “If you have seen what I have ventured to do, be so good, Madam, as
to let me believe you are ignorant of it; I dare ask no more”; having said this
he withdrew, without waiting for her answer.
The Queen-Dauphin went to take a walk, attended with the rest of the
ladies; and the Duke de Nemours went home to shut himself up in his closet, not
being able to support in public the ecstasy he was in on having a picture of
Madam de Clèves; he tasted everything that was sweet in love; he was in love
with the finest woman of the Court; he found she loved him against her will,
and saw in all her actions that sort of care and embarrassment which love
produces in young and innocent hearts.
At night great search was made for the picture; and having found
the case it used to be kept in, they never suspected it had been stolen but
thought it might have fallen out by chance. The Prince of Clèves was very much
concerned for the loss of it; and after having searched for it a great while to
no purpose, he told his wife, but with an air that showed he did not think so,
that without doubt she had some secret lover, to whom she had given the
picture, or who had stole it, and that none but a lover would have been
contented with the picture without the case.
These words, though spoke in jest, made a lively impression in the
mind of Madam de Clèves; they gave her remorse, and she reflected on the
violence of her inclination which hurried her on to love the Duke of Nemours;
she found she was no longer mistress of her words or countenance; she imagined
that Lignerolles was returned, that she had nothing to fear from the affair of
England, nor any cause to suspect the Queen-Dauphin; in a word, that she had no
refuge or defense against the Duke de Nemours but by retiring; but as she was
not at her liberty to retire, she found herself in a very great extremity and
ready to fall into the last misfortune, that of discovering to the Duke the
inclination she had for him: she remembered all that her mother had said to her
on her death-bed, and the advice which she gave her, to enter on any
resolutions, however difficult they might be, rather than engage in gallantry;
she remembered also what Monsieur de Clèves had told her, when he gave an
account of Madam de Tournon; she thought she ought to acknowledge to him the
inclination she had for the Duke de Nemours, and in that thought she continued
a long time; afterwards she was astonished to have entertained so ridiculous a
design, and fell back again into her former perplexity of not knowing what to
choose.
The peace was signed; and the Lady Elizabeth, after a great deal
of reluctance, resolved to obey the King her father. The Duke of Alva was
appointed to marry her in the name of the Catholic King, and was very soon
expected. The Duke of Savoy too, who was to marry the King's sister, and whose
nuptials were to be solemnized at the same time, was expected every day. The
King thought of nothing but how to grace these marriages with such diversions
as might display the politeness and magnificence of his Court. Interludes and
comedies of the best kind were proposed, but the King thought those
entertainments too private, and desired to have somewhat of a more splendid
nature: he resolved to make a solemn tournament, to which strangers might be
invited, and of which the people might be spectators. The princes and young
lords very much approved the King's design, especially the Duke of Ferrara,
Monsieur de Guise, and the Duke de Nemours, who surpassed the rest in these
sorts of exercises. The King made choice of them to be together with himself
the four champions of the tournament.
Proclamation was made throughout the kingdom, that on the 15th of
June in the City of Paris, his most Christian Majesty, and the Princes Alphonso
d'Ete Duke of Ferrara, Francis of Loraine Duke of Guise, and James of Savoy
Duke of Nemours would hold an open tournament against all comers. The first
combat to be on horse-back in the lists, with double armour, to break four
lances, and one for the ladies; the second combat with swords, one to one, or
two to two, as the judges of the field should direct; the third combat on foot,
three pushes of pikes, and six hits with the sword. The champions to furnish
lances, swords, and pikes, at the choice of the combatants. Whoever did not
manage his horse in the career to be put out of the lists; four judges of the
field to give orders. The combatants who should break most lances and perform
best to carry the prize, the value whereof to be at the discretion of the
judges; all the combatants, as well French as strangers, to be obliged to touch
one or more, at their choice, of the shields that should hang on the pillar at
the end of the lists, where a herald at arms should be ready to receive them,
and enroll them according to their quality, and the shields they had touched;
the combatants to be obliged to cause their shields and arms to be brought by a
gentleman and hung up at the pillar three days before the tournament, otherwise
not to be admitted without leave of the champions.
A spacious list was made near the Bastille, which begun from the
Chateau des Tournelles and crossed the street of St. Anthony, and extended as
far as the King's stables; on both sides were built scaffolds and amphitheaters,
which formed a sort of galleries that made a very fine sight, and were capable
of containing an infinite number of people. The princes and lords were wholly
taken up in providing what was necessary for a splendid appearance, and in
mingling in their cyphers and devices somewhat of gallantry that had relation
to the ladies they were in love with.
A few days before the Duke of Alva's arrival, the King made a
match at tennis with the Duke de Nemours, the Chevalier de Guise, and the
Viscount de Chartres. The Queens came to see them play, attended with the
ladies of the Court, and among others Madam de Clèves. After the game was
ended, as they went out of the tennis court, Chatelart came up to the
Queen-Dauphin, and told her fortune had put into his hands a letter of
gallantry, that dropped out of the Duke de Nemours's pocket. This Queen, who
was always very curious in what related to the Duke, bid Chatelart give her the
letter; he did so, and she followed the Queen her mother-in-law, who was going
with the King to see them work at the lists. After they had been there some
time, the King caused some horses to be brought that had been lately taken in,
and though they were not as yet thoroughly managed, he was for mounting one of
them, and ordered his attendants to mount others; the King and the Duke de
Nemours hit upon the most fiery and high mettled of them. The horses were ready
to fall foul on one another, when the Duke of Nemours, for fear of hurting the
King, retreated abruptly, and ran back his horse against a pillar with so much
violence that the shock of it made him stagger. The company ran up to him, and
he was thought considerably hurt; but the Princess of Clèves thought the hurt
much greater than anyone else. The interest she had in it gave her an
apprehension and concern which she took no care to conceal; she came up to him
with the Queens, and with a countenance so changed, that one less concerned
than the Chevalier de Guise might have perceived it: perceive it he immediately
did, and was much more intent upon the condition Madam de Clèves was in, than
upon that of the Duke de Nemours. The blow the Duke had given himself had so
stunned him, that he continued some time leaning his head on those who
supported him; when he raised himself up, he immediately viewed Madam de Clèves,
and saw in her face the concern she was in for him, and he looked upon her in a
manner which made her sense how much he was touched with it: afterwards he
thanked the Queens for the goodness they had expressed to him, and made
apologies for the condition he had been in before them; and then the King
ordered him to go to rest.
Madam de Clèves, after she was recovered from the fright she had
been in, presently reflected on the tokens she had given of it. The Chevalier
de Guise did not suffer her to continue long in the hope that nobody had perceived
it, but giving her his hand to lead her out of the lists: “I have more cause to
complain, Madam,” said he, “than the Duke de Nemours; pardon me, if I forget
for a moment that profound respect I have always had for you, and show you how
much my heart is grieved for what my eyes have just seen; this is the first
time I have ever been so bold as to speak to you, and it will be the last.
Death or at least eternal absence will remove me from a place where I can live
no longer, since I have now lost the melancholy comfort I had of believing that
all who behold you with love are as unhappy as myself.”
Madam de Clèves made only a confused answer, as if she had not
understood what the Chevalier's words meant: at another time she would have
been offended if he had mentioned the passion he had for her; but at this
moment she felt nothing but the affliction to know that he had observed the
passion she had for the Duke de Nemours. The Chevalier de Guise was so well
convinced of it, and so pierced with grief, that from that moment he took a
resolution never to think of being loved by Madam de Clèves; but that he might
the better be able to quit a passion which he had thought so difficult and so
glorious, it was necessary to make choice of some other undertaking worthy of
employing him; he had his view on Rhodes: the taking of which he had formerly
had some idea of; and when death snatched him away, in the flower of his youth,
and at a time when he had acquired the reputation of one of the greatest
Princes of his age, the only regret he had to part with life was, that he had
not been able to execute so noble a resolution, the success whereof he thought
infallible from the great care he had taken about it.
Madam de Clèves, when she came out of the lists, went to the
Queen's apartment, with her thoughts wholly taken up with what had passed. The
Duke de Nemours came there soon after, richly dressed, and like one wholly
unsensible of the accident that had befallen him; he appeared even more gay
than usual, and the joy he was in for what he had discovered, gave him an air
that very much increased his natural agreeableness. The whole Court was
surprised when he came in; and there was nobody but asked him how he did,
except Madam de Clèves, who stayed near the chimney pretending not to see him.
The King coming out of his closet, and seeing him among others called him to
talk to him about his late accident. The Duke passed by Madam de Clèves, and
said softly to her, “Madam, I have received this day some marks of your pity,
but they were not such as I am most worthy of.” Madam de Clèves suspected that
he had taken notice of the concern she had been in for him, and what he now
said convinced her she was not mistaken; it gave her a great deal of concern to
find she was so little mistress of herself as not to have been able to conceal
her inclinations from the Chevalier de Guise; nor was she the less concerned to
see that the Duke de Nemours was acquainted with them; yet this last grief was
not so entire, but there was a certain mixture of pleasure in it.
The Queen-Dauphin, who was extremely impatient to know what there
was in the letter which Chatelart had given her, came up to Madam de Clèves. “Go
read this letter,” says she; “'tis addressed to the Duke de Nemours, and was
probably sent him by the mistress for whom he has forsaken all others; if you
can't read it now, keep it, and bring it me about bedtime and inform me if you
know the hand.” Having said this, the Queen-Dauphin went away from Madam de Clèves,
and left her in such astonishment, that she was not able for some time to stir
out of the place. The impatience and grief she was in not permitting her to
stay at Court, she went home before her usual hour of retirement; she trembled
with the letter in her hand, her thoughts were full of confusion, and she
experienced I know not what of insupportable grief, that she had never felt
before. No sooner was she in her closet, but she opened the letter and found it
as follows:
I have loved you too
well to leave you in a belief that the change you observe in me is an effect of
lightness; I must inform you that your falsehood is the cause of it; you will
be surprised to hear me speak of your falsehood; you have dissembled it with so
much skill, and I have taken so much care to conceal my knowledge of it from
you, that you have reason to be surprised at the discovery; I am myself in wonder,
that I have discovered nothing of it to you before; never was grief equal to
mine; I thought you had the most violent passion for me, I did not conceal that
which I had for you, and at the time that I acknowledged it to you without
reserve, I found that you deceived me, that you loved another, and that in all
probability I was made a sacrifice to this new mistress. I knew it the day you
run at the ring, and this was the reason I was not there; at first I pretended
an indisposition in order to conceal my sorrow, but afterwards I really fell
into one, nor could a constitution delicate like mine support so violent a
shock. When I began to be better, I still counterfeited sickness, that I might
have an excuse for not seeing and for not writing to you; besides I was willing
to have time to come to a resolution in what manner to deal with you; I took
and quitted the same resolution twenty times; but at last I concluded you
deserved not to see my grief, and I resolved not to show you the least mark of
it. I had a desire to bring down your pride, by letting you see, that my
passion for you declined of itself: I thought I should by this lessen the value
of the sacrifice you had made of me, and was loth you should have the pleasure
of appearing more amiable in the eyes of another, by showing her how much I
loved you; I resolved to write to you in a cold and languishing manner, that
she, to whom you gave my letters, might perceive my love was at an end: I was
unwilling she should have the satisfaction of knowing I was sensible that she
triumphed over me, or that she should increase her triumph by my despair and
complaints. I thought I should punish you too little by merely breaking with
you, and that my ceasing to love you would give you but a slight concern, after
you had first forsaken me; I found it was necessary you should love me, to feel
the smart of not being loved, which I so severely experienced myself; I was of
opinion that if anything could rekindle that flame, it would be to let you see
that mine was extinguished, but to let you see it through an endeavor to
conceal it from you, as if I wanted the power to acknowledge it to you: this
resolution I adhered to; I found it difficult to take, and when I saw you again
I thought it impossible to execute. I was ready a hundred times to break out
into tears and complaints; my ill state of health, which still continued,
served as a disguise to hide from you the affliction and trouble I was in;
afterward I was supported by the pleasure of dissembling with you, as you had
done with me; however it was doing so apparent a violence to myself to tell you
or to write to you that I loved you, that you immediately perceived I had no
mind to let you see my affection was altered; you was touched with this, you
complained of it; I endeavored to remove your fears, but it was done in so
forced a manner, that you were still more convinced by it, I no longer loved
you; in short, I did all I intended to do. The fantasticalness of your heart
was such, that you advanced towards me in proportion as you saw I retreated
from you. I have enjoyed all the pleasure which can arise from revenge; I
plainly saw, that you loved me more than you had ever done, and I showed you I
had no longer any love for you. I had even reason to believe that you had entirely
abandoned her, for whom you had forsaken me; I had ground too to be satisfied
you had never spoken to her concerning me; but neither your discretion in that
particular, nor the return of your affection can make amends for your
inconstancy; your heart has been divided between me and another, and you have
deceived me; this is sufficient wholly to take from me the pleasure I found in
being loved by you, as I thought I deserved to be, and to confirm me in the
resolution I have taken never to see you more, which you are so much surprised
at.
Madam de Clèves read this letter, and read it over again several
times, without knowing at the same time what she had read; she saw only that
the Duke de Nemours did not love her as she imagined and that he loved others
who were no less deceived by him than she. What a discovery was this for a
person in her condition, who had a violent passion, who had just given marks of
it to a man whom she judged unworthy of it, and to another whom she used ill
for his sake! Never was affliction so cutting as hers; she imputed the
piercingness of it to what had happened that day, and believed that if the Duke
de Nemours had not had ground to believe she loved him she should not have
cared whether he loved another or not; but she deceived herself, and this evil
which she found so insupportable was jealousy with all the horrors it can be
accompanied with. This letter discovered to her a piece of gallantry the Duke
de Nemours had been long engaged in; she saw the lady who wrote it was a person
of wit and merit, and deserved to be loved; she found she had more courage than
herself, and envied her the power she had had of concealing her sentiments from
the Duke de Nemours; by the close of the letter, she saw this lady thought
herself beloved, and presently suspected that the discretion the Duke had
showed in his addresses to her, and which she had been so much taken with, was
only an effect of his passion for this other mistress, whom he was afraid of
disobliging; in short, she thought of everything that could add to her grief
and despair. What reflections did she not make on herself, and on the advices
her mother had given her I how did she repent, that she had not persisted in
her resolution of retiring, though against the will of Monsieur de Clèves, or
that she had not pursued her intentions of acknowledging to him the inclination
she had for the Duke of Nemours! She was convinced, she would have done better
to discover it to a husband, whose goodness she was sensible of, and whose
interest it would have been to conceal it, than to let it appear to a man who
was unworthy of it, who deceived her, who perhaps made a sacrifice of her, and
who had no view in being loved by her but to gratify his pride and vanity; in a
word, she found, that all the calamities that could befall her, and all the
extremities she could be reduced to, were less than that single one of having
discovered to the Duke de Nemours that she loved him, and of knowing that he
loved another: all her comfort was to think, that after the knowledge of this
she had nothing more to fear from herself, and that she should be entirely
eased of the inclination she had for the Duke.
She never thought of the orders the Queen-Dauphin had given her,
to come to her when she went to rest: she went to bed herself, and pretended to
be ill; so that when Monsieur de Clèves came home from the King, they told him
she was asleep. But she was far from that tranquility which inclines to sleep;
all the night she did nothing but torment herself, and read over and over the
letter in her hand.
Madam de Clèves was not the only person whom this letter
disturbed. The Viscount de Chartres, who had lost it and not the Duke de
Nemours, was in the utmost inquietude about it. He had been that evening with
the Duke of Guise, who had given a great entertainment to the Duke of Ferrara
his brother-in-law, and to all the young people of the Court: it happened that
the discourse turned upon ingenious letters; and the Viscount de Chartres said
he had one about him the finest that ever was writ: they urged him to show it,
and on his excusing himself, the Duke de Nemours insisted he had no such
letter, and that what he said was only out of vanity; the Viscount made him
answer, that he urged his discretion to the utmost, that nevertheless he would
not show the letter; but he would read some parts of it, which would make it
appear few men received the like. Having said this, he would have taken out the
letter, but could not find it; he searched for it to no purpose. The company
rallied him about it; but he seemed so disturbed, that they forbore to speak
further of it; he withdrew sooner than the others, and went home with great
impatience, to see if he had not left the letter there. While he was looking
for it, one of the Queen's pages came to tell him, that the Viscountess d'Usez
had thought it necessary to give him speedy advice, that it was said at the
Queen's Court, that he had dropped a letter of gallantry out of his pocket
while he was playing at tennis; that great part of what the letter contained
had been related, that the Queen had expressed a great curiosity to see it, and
had sent to one of her gentlemen for it, but that he answered, he had given it
to Chatelart.
The page added many other particulars which heightened the
Viscount's concern; he went out that minute to go to a gentleman who was an
intimate friend of Chatelart's; and though it was a very unseasonable hour,
made him get out of bed to go and fetch the letter, without letting him know
who it was had sent for it, or who had lost it. Chatelart, who was prepossessed
with an opinion that it belonged to the Duke of Nemours, and that the Duke was
in love with the Queen-Dauphin, did not doubt but it was he who had sent to
redemand it, and so answered with a malicious sort of joy, that he had put the
letter into the Queen-Dauphin's hands. The gentleman brought this answer back
to the Viscount de Chartres, which increased the uneasiness he was under
already, and added new vexations to it: after having continued some time in an
irresolution what to do, he found that the Duke de Nemours was the only person
whose assistance could draw him out of this intricate affair.
Accordingly he went to the Duke's house, and entered his room
about break of day. What the Duke had discovered the day before with respect to
the Princess of Clèves had given him such agreeable ideas, that he slept very
sweetly; he was very much surprised to find himself waked by the Viscount de
Chartres, and asked him if he came to disturb his rest so early, to be revenged
of him for what he had said last night at supper. The Viscount's looks soon
convinced him, that he came upon a serious business; “I am come,” said he, “to
entrust you with the most important affair of my life; I know very well, you
are not obliged to me for the confidence I place in you, because I do it at a
time when I stand in need of your assistance; but I know likewise, that I
should have lost your esteem, if I had acquainted you with all I am now going
to tell you, without having been forced to it by absolute necessity: I have
dropped the letter I spoke of last night; it is of the greatest consequence to
me, that nobody should know it is addressed to me; it has been seen by
abundance of people, who were at the tennis court yesterday when I dropped it;
you was there too, and the favor I have to ask you, is, to say it was you who
lost it.”
“Sure you think,” replied the Duke de Nemours smiling, “that I
have no mistress, by making such a proposal, and that I have no quarrels or
inconveniences to apprehend by leaving it to be believed that I receive such
letters.”
“I beg you,” said the Viscount, “to hear me seriously; if you have
a mistress, as I doubt not you have, though I do not know who she is, it will
be easy for you to justify yourself, and I'll put you into an infallible way of
doing it. As for you, though you should fail in justifying yourself, it can
cost you nothing but a short falling out; but for my part, this accident
affects me in a very different manner, I shall dishonor a person who has
passionately loved me, and is one of the most deserving women in the world; on
the other side, I shall draw upon myself an implacable hatred that will ruin my
fortune, and perhaps proceed somewhat further.”
“I do not comprehend what you say,” replied the Duke de Nemours, “but
I begin to see that the reports we have had of your interest in a great
Princess are not wholly without ground.”
“They are not,” replied the Viscount, “but I would to God they
were: you would not see me in the perplexity I am in; but I must relate the
whole affair to you, to convince you how much I have to fear.
“Ever since I came to Court, the Queen has treated me with a great
deal of favor and distinction, and I had grounds to believe that she was very
kindly disposed towards me: there was nothing, however, particular in all this,
and I never presumed to entertain any thoughts of her but what were full of
respect; so far from it, that I was deeply in love with Madam de Themines;
anyone that sees her may easily judge, 'tis very possible for one to be greatly
in love with her, when one is beloved by her, and so I was. About two years
ago, the Court being at Fontainebleau, I was two or three times in conversation
with the Queen, at hours when there were very few people in her apartment: it
appeared to me, that my turn of wit was agreeable to her, and I observed she
always approved what I said. One day among others she fell into a discourse
concerning confidence. I said there was nobody in whom I entirely confided,
that I found people always repented of having done so, and that I knew a great
many things of which I had never spoke: the Queen told me, she esteemed me the
more for it, that she had not found in France anyone that could keep a secret,
and that this was what had embarrassed her more than anything else, because it
had deprived her of the pleasure of having a confidant; that nothing was so
necessary in life as to have somebody one could open one's mind to with safety,
especially for people of her rank. Afterwards she frequently resumed the same
discourse, and acquainted me with very particular circumstances; at last I
imagined she was desirous to learn my secrets, and to entrust me with her own;
this thought engaged me strictly to her. I was so pleased with this distinction
that I made my court to her with greater assiduity than usual. One evening the
King and the ladies of the Court rode out to take the air in the forest, but
the Queen, being a little indisposed did not go; I stayed to wait upon her, and
she walked down to the pond-side, and dismissed her gentlemen ushers, that she
might be more at liberty. After she had taken a few turns she came up to me,
and bid me follow her; 'I would speak with you,' says she, 'and by what I shall
say you will see I am your friend.' She stopped here, and looking earnestly at
me; 'You are in love,' continued she, 'and because perhaps you have made nobody
your confidant, you think that your love is not known; but it is known, and
even by persons who are interested in it: you are observed, the place where you
see your mistress is discovered, and there's a design to surprise you; I don't
know who she is, nor do I ask you to tell me, I would only secure you from the
misfortunes into which you may fall.' See, I beseech you, what a snare the Queen
laid for me, and how difficult it was for me not to fall into it; she had a
mind to know if I was in love, and as she did not ask me who I was in love
with, but let me see her intention was only to serve me, I had no suspicion
that she spoke either out of curiosity or by design.
“Nevertheless, contrary to all probability, I saw into the bottom
of the matter; I was in love with Madam de Themines, but though she loved me
again, I was not happy enough to have private places to see her in without
danger of being discovered there, and so I was satisfied she could not be the
person the Queen meant; I knew also, that I had an intrigue with another woman
less handsome and less reserved than Madam de Themines, and that it was not
impossible but the place where I saw her might be discovered; but as this was a
business I little cared for, it was easy for me to guard against all sorts of
danger by forbearing to see her; I resolved therefore to acknowledge nothing of
it to the Queen, but to assure her on the contrary that I had a long time laid
aside the desire of gaining women's affections, even where I might hope for
success, because I found them all in some measure unworthy of engaging the
heart of an honorable man, and that it must be something very much above them which
could touch me. 'You do not answer me ingenuously,' replied the Queen; 'I am
satisfied of the contrary; the free manner in which I speak to you ought to
oblige you to conceal nothing from me; I would have you,' continued she, 'be of
the number of my friends; but I would not, after having admitted you into that
rank, be ignorant of your engagements; consider, whether you think my
friendship will be too dear at the price of making me your confidant; I give
you two days to think on it; but then, consider well of the answer you shall
make me, and remember that if ever I find hereafter you have deceived me, I
shall never forgive you as long as I live.'
“Having said this, the Queen left me without waiting for my
answer; you may imagine how full my thoughts were of what she had said to me;
the two days she had given me to consider of it I did not think too long a time
to come to a resolution; I found she had a mind to know if I was in love, and
that her desire was I should not be so; I foresaw the consequences of what I
was going to do, my vanity was flattered with the thought of having a
particular interest with the Queen, and a Queen whose person is still extremely
amiable; on the other hand, I was in love with Madam de Themines, and though I
had committed a petty treason against her by my engagement with the other woman
I told you of, I could not find in my heart to break with her; I foresaw also
the danger I should expose myself to, if I deceived the Queen, and how hard it
would be to do it; nevertheless I could not resolve to refuse what fortune
offered me, and was willing to run the hazard of anything my ill conduct might
draw upon me; I broke with her with whom I kept a correspondence that might be
discovered, and was in hopes of concealing that I had with Madam de Themines.
“At the two days' end, as I entered the room where the Queen was
with all the ladies about her, she said aloud to me, and with a grave air that
was surprising enough, 'Have you thought of the business I charged you with,
and do you know the truth of it?' 'Yes, Madam,' answered I, 'and 'tis as I told
your Majesty.' 'Come in the evening, when I am writing,' replied she, 'and you
shall have further orders.' I made a respectful bow without answering anything,
and did not fail to attend at the hour she had appointed me. I found her in the
gallery, with her secretary and one of her women. As soon as she saw me she
came to me, and took me to the other end of the gallery; 'Well,' says she,
'after having considered thoroughly of this matter, have you nothing to say to
me, and as to my manner of treating you, does not it deserve that you should
deal sincerely with me?' 'It is, Madam,' answered I, 'because I deal sincerely,
that I have nothing more to say, and I swear to your Majesty with all the respect
I owe you, that I have no engagement with any woman of the Court.' 'I will
believe it,' replied the Queen, 'because I wish it; and I wish it, because I
desire to have you entirely mine, and because it would be impossible for me to
be satisfied with your friendship, if you were in love; one cannot confide in
those who are; one cannot be secure of their secrecy; they are too much
divided, and their mistresses have always the first place in their thoughts,
which does not suit at all with the manner in which I would have you live with
me: remember then, it is upon your giving me your word that you have no
engagement, that I choose you for my confidant; remember, I insist on having
you entirely to myself, and that you shall have no friend of either sex but such
as I shall approve, and that you abandon every care but that of pleasing me;
I'll not desire you to neglect any opportunity for advancing your fortune; I'll
conduct your interests with more application than you can yourself, and
whatever I do for you, I shall think myself more than recompensed, if you
answer my expectations; I make choice of you, to open my heart's griefs to you,
and to have your assistance in softening them; you may imagine they are not
small; I bear in appearance without much concern the King's engagement with the
Duchess of Valentinois, but it is insupportable to me; she governs the King,
she imposes upon him, she slights me, all my people are at her beck. The Queen,
my daughter-in-law, proud of her beauty, and the authority of her uncles, pays
me no respect. The Constable Montmorency is master of the King and kingdom; he
hates me, and has given proofs of his hatred, which I shall never forget. The
Mareschal de St. Andre is a bold young favorite, who uses me no better than the
others. The detail of my misfortunes would move your pity; hitherto I have not
dared to confide in anybody, I confide in you, take care that I never repent
it, and be my only consolation.' The Queen blushed, when she had ended this
discourse, and I was so truly touched with the goodness she had expressed to
me, that I was going to throw myself at her feet: from that day she has placed
an entire confidence in me, she has done nothing without advising with me, and
the intimacy and union between us still subsists.
III
“In the meantime, however busy and full I was of my new engagement
with the Queen, I still kept fair with Madam de Themines by a natural
inclination which it was not in my power to conquer; I thought she cooled in
her love to me, and whereas, had I been prudent, I should have made use of the
change I observed in her for my cure, my love redoubled upon it, and I managed
so ill that the Queen got some knowledge of this intrigue. Jealousy is natural
to persons of her nation, and perhaps she had a greater affection for me than
she even imagined herself; at least the report of my being in love gave her so
much uneasiness, that I thought myself entirely ruined with her; however I came
into favor again by virtue of submissions, false oaths, and assiduity; but I
should not have been able to have deceived her long, had not Madam de
Themines's change disengaged me from her against my will; she convinced me she
no longer loved me, and I was so thoroughly satisfied of it, that I was obliged
to give her no further uneasiness, but to let her be quiet. Some time after she
wrote me this letter which I have lost; I learned from it, she had heard of the
correspondence I had with the other woman I told you of, and that that was the
reason of her change. As I had then nothing further left to divide me, the
Queen was well enough satisfied with me; but the sentiments I have for her not
being of a nature to render me incapable of other engagements, and love not
being a thing that depends on our will, I fell in love with Madam de Martigues,
of whom I was formerly a great admirer, while she was with Villemontais, maid
of honor to the Queen-Dauphin; I have reason to believe she does not hate me;
the discretion I observe towards her, and which she does not wholly know the
reasons of, is very agreeable to her; the Queen has not the least suspicion on
her account, but she has another jealousy which is not less troublesome; as
Madam de Martigues is constantly with the Queen-Dauphin, I go there much
oftener than usual; the Queen imagines that 'tis this Princess I am in love
with; the Queen-Dauphin's rank, which is equal to her own, and the superiority
of her youth and beauty, create a jealousy that rises even to fury, and fills
her with a hatred against her daughter-in-law that cannot be concealed. The
Cardinal of Loraine, who, I believe has been long aspiring to the Queen's favor,
and would be glad to fill the place I possess, is, under pretense of
reconciling the two Queens, become master of the differences between them; I
doubt not but he has discovered the true cause of the Queen's anger, and I
believe he does me all manner of ill offices, without letting her see that he
designs it. This is the condition my affairs are in at present; judge what
effect may be produced by the letter which I have lost, and which I
unfortunately put in my pocket with design to restore it to Madam de Themines:
if the Queen sees this letter, she will know I have deceived her; and that
almost at the very same time that I deceived her for Madam de Themines, I deceived
Madam de Themines for another; judge what an idea this will give her of me, and
whether she will ever trust me again. If she does not see the letter, what
shall I say to her? She knows it has been given to the Queen-Dauphin; she will
think Chatelart knew that Queen's hand, and that the letter is from her; she
will fancy the person of whom the letter expresses a jealousy, is perhaps
herself; in short, there is nothing which she may not think, and there is
nothing which I ought not to fear from her thoughts; add to this, that I am
desperately in love with Madam de Martigues, and that the Queen-Dauphin will
certainly show her this letter, which she will conclude to have been lately
writ. Thus shall I be equally embroiled both with the person I love most, and
with the person I have most cause to fear. Judge, after this, if I have not
reason to conjure you to say the letter is yours, and to beg of you to get it
out of the Queen-Dauphin's hands.”
“I am very well satisfied,” answered the Duke de Nemours, “that
one cannot be in a greater embarrassment than that you are in, and it must be
confessed you deserve it; I have been accused of being inconstant in my amours,
and of having had several intrigues at the same time, but you out-go me so far,
that I should not so much as have dared to imagine what you have undertaken;
could you pretend to keep Madam de Themines, and be at the same engaged with
the Queen? did you hope to have an engagement with the Queen, and be able to
deceive her? she is both an Italian and a Queen, and by consequence full of
jealousy, suspicion, and pride. As soon as your good fortune, rather than your
good conduct, had set you at liberty from an engagement you was entangled in,
you involved yourself in new ones, and you fancied that in the midst of the
Court you could be in love with Madam de Martigues without the Queen's
perceiving it: you could not have been too careful to take from her the shame
of having made the first advances; she has a violent passion for you; you have
more discretion than to tell it me, and I than to ask you to tell it; it is
certain she is jealous of you, and has truth on her side.”
“And does it belong to you,” interrupted the Viscount, “to load me
with reprimands, and ought not your own experience to make you indulgent to my
faults? However I grant I am to blame; but think, I conjure you, how to draw me
out of this difficulty”; “I think you must go to the Queen-Dauphin as soon as
she is awake, and ask her for the letter, as if you had lost it.”
“I have told you already,” replied the Duke de Nemours, “that what
you propose is somewhat extraordinary, and that there are difficulties in it
which may affect my own particular interest; but besides, if this letter has
been seen to drop out of your pocket, I should think it would be hard to
persuade people that it dropped out of mine.”
“I thought I had told you,” replied the Viscount, “that the
Queen-Dauphin had been informed that you dropped it.”
“How,” said the Duke de Nemours hastily, apprehending the ill
consequence this mistake might be of to him with Madam de Clèves, “has the
Queen-Dauphin been told I dropped the letter?”
“Yes,” replied the Viscount, “she has been told so; and what
occasioned the mistake was, that there were several gentlemen of the two Queens
in a room belonging to the tennis court, where our clothes were put up, when
your servants and mine went together to fetch them; then it was the letter fell
out of the pocket; those gentlemen took it up, and read it aloud; some believed
it belonged to you, and others to me; Chatelart, who took it, and to whom I
have just sent for it, says, he gave it to the Queen-Dauphin as a letter of
yours; and those who have spoken of it to the Queen have unfortunately told her
it was mine; so that you may easily do what I desire of you, and free me from
this perplexity.”
The Duke de Nemours had always had a great friendship for the
Viscount de Chartres, and the relation he bore to Madam de Clèves still made
him more dear to him; nevertheless he could not prevail with himself to run the
risk of her having heard of this letter, as of a thing in which he was
concerned; he fell into a deep musing, and the Viscount guessed pretty near
what was the subject of his meditations; “I plainly see,” said he, “that you
are afraid of embroiling yourself with your mistress, and I should almost fancy
the Queen-Dauphin was she, if the little jealousy you seem to have of Monsieur
d'Anville did not take me off from that thought; but be that as it will, it is
not reasonable you should sacrifice your repose to mine, and I'll put you in a
way of convincing her you love, that this letter is directed to me, and not to
you; here is a billet from Madam d'Amboise, who is a friend of Madam de
Themines, and was her confidant in the amour between her and me; in this she
desires me to send her Madam de Themines's letter, which I have lost; my name
is on the superscription, and the contents of the billet prove, without
question, that the letter she desires is the same with that which has been
found; I'll leave this billet in your hands, and agree that you may show it to
your mistress in your justification; I conjure you not to lose a moment, but to
go this morning to the Queen-Dauphin.”
The Duke de Nemours promised the Viscount he would, and took Madam
d'Amboise's billet; nevertheless his design was not to see the Queen-Dauphin;
he thought more pressing business required his care; he made no question, but
she had already spoke of the letter to Madam de Clèves, and could not bear that
a person he loved so desperately, should have ground to believe he had
engagements with any other.
He went to the Princess of Clèves as soon as he thought she might
be awake; and ordered her to be told, that, if he had not business of the last
consequence, he would not have desired the honor to see her at so extraordinary
an hour. Madam de Clèves was in bed, and her mind was tossed to and fro by a
thousand melancholy thoughts that she had had during the night; she was
extremely surprised to hear the Duke de Nemours asked for her; the anxiety she
was in made her presently answer, that she was ill, and could not speak with
him.
The Duke was not at all shocked at this refusal; he thought it
presaged him no ill, that she expressed a little coldness at a time when she
might be touched with jealousy. He went to the Prince of Clèves's apartment,
and told him he came from that of his lady, and that he was very sorry he could
not see her, because he had an affair to communicate to her of great
consequence to the Viscount de Chartres; he explained in few words to the
Prince the importance of this business, and the Prince immediately introduced
him into his lady's chamber. Had she not been in the dark, she would have found
it hard to have concealed the trouble and astonishment she was in to see the
Duke de Nemours introduced by her husband. Monsieur de Clèves told her the
business was about a letter, wherein her assistance was wanting for the
interest of the Viscount, that she was to consult with Monsieur de Nemours what
was to be done; and that as for him he was going to the King, who had just sent
for him.
The Duke de Nemours had his heart's desire, in being alone with
Madam de Clèves; “I am come to ask you, Madam,” said he, “if the Queen-Dauphin
has not spoke to you of a letter which Chatelart gave her yesterday.”
“She said something to me of it,” replied Madam de Clèves, “but I
don't see what relation this letter his to the interests of my uncle, and I can
assure you that he is not named in it.”
“It is true, Madam,” replied the Duke de Nemours, “he is not named
in it but yet it is addressed to him, and it very much imports him that you
should get it out of the Queen-Dauphin's hands.”
“I cannot comprehend,” replied the Princess, “how it should be of
any consequence to him, if this letter should be seen, nor what reason there is
to redemand it in his name.”
“If you please to be at leisure to hear me, Madam,” said Monsieur
de Nemours, “I'll presently make you acquainted with the true state of the
thing, and inform you of matters of so great importance to the Viscount, that I
would not even have trusted the Prince of Clèves with them, had I not stood in
need of his assistance to have the honor to see you.”
“I believe,” said Madam de Clèves in a very unconcerned manner, “that
anything you may give yourself the trouble of telling me, will be to little
purpose; you had better go to the Queen-Dauphin, and plainly tell her, without
using these roundabout ways, the interest you have in that letter, since she
has been told, as well as I, that it belongs to you.”
The uneasiness of mind which Monsieur de Nemours observed in Madam
de Clèves gave him the most sensible pleasure he ever knew, and lessened his
impatience to justify himself: “I don't know, Madam,” replied he, “what the
Queen-Dauphin may have been told; but I am not at all concerned in that letter;
it is addressed to the Viscount.”
“I believe so,” replied Madam de Clèves, “but the Queen-Dauphin
has heard to the contrary, and she won't think it very probable that the
Viscount's letters should fall out of your pocket; you must therefore have some
reason, that I don't know of, for concealing the truth of this matter from the
Queen-Dauphin; I advise you to confess it to her.”
“I have nothing to confess to her,” says he, “the letter is not
directed to me, and if there be anyone that I would have satisfied of it, it is
not the Queen-Dauphin; but, Madam, since the Viscount's interest is nearly
concerned in this, be pleased to let me acquaint you with some matters that are
worthy of your curiosity.” Madam de Clèves by her silence showed her readiness
to hear him, and he as succinctly as possible related to her all he had just
heard from the Viscount. Though the circumstances were naturally surprising,
and proper to create attention, yet Madam de Clèves heard them with such
coldness, that she seemed either not to believe them true, or to think them
indifferent to her; she continued in this temper until the Duke de Nemours
spoke of Madam d'Amboise's billet, which was directed to the Viscount, and was
a proof of all he had been saying; as Madam de Clèves knew that this lady was a
friend of Madam de Themines, she found some probability in what the Duke de
Nemours had said, which made her think, that the letter perhaps was not
addressed to him; this thought suddenly, and in spite of herself, drew her out
of the coldness and indifferency she had until then been in. The Duke having
read the billet, which fully justified him, presented it to her to read, and
told her she might possibly know the hand. She could not forbear taking it, and
examining the superscription to see if it was addressed to the Viscount de
Chartres, and reading it all over, that she might the better judge, if the
letter which was redemanded was the same with that she had in her hand. The
Duke de Nemours added whatever he thought proper to persuade her of it; and as
one is easily persuaded of the truth of what one wishes, he soon convinced
Madam de Clèves that he had no concern in the letter.
She began now to reason with him concerning the embarrassment and
danger the Viscount was in, to blame his ill conduct, and to think of means to
help him: she was astonished at the Queen's proceedings, and confessed to the
Duke that she had the letter; in short, she no sooner believed him innocent,
but she discoursed with him with greater ease and freedom, concerning what she
would scarce before vouchsafe to hear; they agreed that the letter should not
be restored to the Queen-Dauphin, for fear she should show it to Madam de
Martigues, who knew Madam de Themines's hand, and would easily guess, by the
interest she had in the Viscount, that it was addressed to him; they agreed
also, that they ought not to entrust the Queen-Dauphin with all that concerned
the Queen her mother-in-law. Madam de Clèves, under pretense of serving her uncle,
was pleased to be the Duke de Nemours's confidant in the secrets he had
imparted to her.
The Duke would not have confined his discourse to the Viscount's
concerns, but from the liberty he had of free conversation with her, would have
assumed a boldness he had never yet done, had not a message been brought in to
Madam de Clèves, that the Queen-Dauphin had sent for her. The Duke was forced
to withdraw; he went to the Viscount to inform him, that after he had left him,
he thought it more proper to apply to Madam de Clèves, his niece, than to go
directly to the Queen-Dauphin; he did not want reasons to make him approve what
he had done, and to give him hopes of good success.
In the meantime Madam de Clèves dressed herself in all haste to go
to the Queen-Dauphin; she was no sooner entered her chamber, but she called her
to her, and whispered her, “I have been waiting for you these two hours, and
was never so perplexed about disguising a truth as I have been this morning:
the Queen has heard of the letter I gave you yesterday, and believes it was the
Viscount de Chartres that dropped it; you know, she has some interest to be
satisfied in it; she has been in search for the letter, and has caused
Chatelart to be asked for it; who said he had given it to me; they have been to
ask me for it, under pretense it was an ingenious letter which the Queen had a
curiosity to see; I durst not say that you had it, for fear she should think I
had given it you on your uncle the Viscount's account, and that there was a
correspondence between him and me. I was already satisfied that his seeing me
so often gave her uneasiness, so that I said the letter was in the clothes I
had on yesterday, and that those who had them in keeping were gone abroad; give
me the letter immediately,” added she, “that I may send it her, and that I may
read it before I send it to see if I know the hand.”
Madam de Clèves was harder put to it than she expected; “I don't
know, Madam, what you will do,” answered she, “for Monsieur de Clèves, to whom
I gave it to read, returned it to the Duke of Nemours, who came early this
morning to beg him to get it of you. Monsieur de Clèves had the imprudence to
tell him he had it, and the weakness to yield to the entreaties the Duke de
Nemours made that he would restore it him.”
“You throw me into the greatest embarrassment I can possibly be
in,” replied the Queen-Dauphin; “and you have given this letter to the Duke de
Nemours. Since it was I that gave it you, you ought not to have restored it
without my leave; what would you have me say to the Queen, and what can she
imagine? She will think, and not without reason, that this letter concerns
myself, and that there is something between the Viscount and me; she will never
be persuaded the letter belonged to the Duke de Nemours.”
“I am very much concerned,” replied Madam de Clèves, “for the
misfortune I have occasioned, and I believe the difficulty I have brought you
into is very great; but 'twas Monsieur de Clèves's fault, and not mine.”
“You are in fault,” replied the Queen-Dauphin, “for having given
him the letter; and I believe you are the only woman in the world that
acquaints her husband with all she knows.”
“I acknowledge myself in fault, Madam,” replied the Princess of Clèves,
“but let us rather think of preventing the consequences of what I have done,
than insist on the fault itself.”
“Do you remember, pretty near, what the letter contains?” says the
Queen-Dauphin. “Yes, Madam, I do,” replied she, “for I have read it over more
than once.”
“If so,” said the Queen-Dauphin, “you must immediately get it
written out in an unknown hand, and I'll send it to the Queen; she'll not show
it those who have seen it already; and though she should, I'll stand in it,
that it is the same Chatelart gave me; and he'll not dare to say otherwise.”
Madam de Clèves approved of this expedient, and the more because
it gave her an opportunity of sending for the Duke de Nemours, to have the
letter itself again, in order to have it copied word for word, imitating as
near as may be the hand it was written in, and she thought this would
effectually deceive the Queen. As soon as she was got home, she informed her
husband of what had passed between her and the Queen-Dauphin, and begged him to
send for the Duke de Nemours. The Duke was sent for, and came immediately;
Madam de Clèves told him all she had told her husband, and asked for the
letter; but the Duke answered, that he had already returned it to the Viscount
de Chartres, who was so overjoyed upon having it again, and being freed from
the danger he was in, that he sent it immediately to Madam de Themines's
friend. Madam de Clèves was in a new embarrassment on this occasion: in short,
after having consulted together, they resolved to form the letter by memory;
and, in order to go about it, they locked themselves up, and left orders that
nobody should be admitted, and that all the Duke de Nemours's attendants should
be sent away. Such an appearance of secret confidence was no small charm to
Monsieur de Nemours, and even to Madam de Clèves; her husband's presence, and
the interests of her uncle the Viscount de Chartres, were considerations which
in great measure removed her scruples, and made this opportunity of seeing and
being with the Duke de Nemours so agreeable to her, that she never before
experienced a joy so pure and free from allay; this threw her into a freedom
and gaiety of spirit which the Duke had never observed in her till now, and
which made him still more passionately in love with her: as he had never known
such agreeable moments, his vivacity was much heightened; and whenever Madam de
Clèves was beginning to recollect and write the letter, instead of assisting
her seriously, did nothing but interrupt her with wit and pleasantry. Madam de Clèves
was as gay as he, so that they had been locked up a considerable time, and two
messages had come from the Queen-Dauphin to hasten Madam de Clèves, before they
had half finished the letter.
The Duke de Nemours was glad to prolong the time that was so
agreeable to him, and neglected the concerns of his friend; Madam de Clèves was
not at all tired, and neglected also the concerns of her uncle: at last, with
much ado, about four o'clock the letter was finished, and was so ill done, and
the copy so unlike the original, as to the handwriting, that the queen must
have taken very little care to come at the truth of the matter, if she had been
imposed on by so ill a counterfeit. Accordingly she was not deceived; and
however industrious they were to persuade her, that this letter was addressed
to the Duke de Nemours, she remained satisfied not only that it was addressed
to the Viscount de Chartres, but that the Queen-Dauphin was concerned in it,
and that there was a correspondence between them; this heightened her hatred
against that Princess to such a degree, that she never forgave her, and never
ceased persecuting her till she had driven her out of France.
As for the Viscount de Chartres, his credit was entirely ruined
with her; and whether the Cardinal of Loraine had already insinuated himself so
far into her esteem as to govern her, or whether the accident of this letter,
which made it appear that the Viscount had deceived her, enabled her to
discover the other tricks he had played her, it is certain he could never after
entirely reconcile himself to her; their correspondence was broke off, and at
length she ruined him by means of the conspiracy of Amboise, in which he was
involved.
After the letter was sent to the Queen-Dauphin, Monsieur de Clèves
and Monsieur de Nemours went away; Madam de Clèves continued alone, and being
no longer supported by the joy which the presence of what one loves gives one,
she seemed like one newly waked from a dream; she beheld, with astonishment,
the difference between the condition she was in the night before, and that she
was in at this time: she called to mind, how cold and sullen she was to the
Duke de Nemours, while she thought Madam de Themines's letter was addressed to
him, and how calm and sweet a situation of mind succeeded that uneasiness, as
soon as he was satisfied he was not concerned in that letter; when she
reflected, that she reproached herself as guilty for having given him the
foregoing day only some marks of sensibility, which mere compassion might have
produced, and that by her peevish humor this morning, she had expressed such a
jealousy as was a certain proof of passion, she thought she was not herself;
when she reflected further, that the Duke de Nemours saw plainly that she knew
he was in love with her, and that, notwithstanding her knowing it, she did not
use him the worse for it, even in her husband's presence; but that, on the
contrary, she had never behaved so favorably to him; when she considered, she
was the cause of Monsieur de Clèves's sending for him, and that she had just
passed an afternoon in private with him; when she considered all this, she
found, there was something within her that held intelligence with the Duke de
Nemours, and that she deceived a husband who least deserved it; and she was
ashamed to appear so little worthy of esteem, even in the eyes of her lover;
but what she was able to support less than all the rest was, the remembrance of
the condition in which she spent the last night, and the pricking griefs she
felt from a suspicion that the Duke de Nemours was in love with another, and
that she was deceived by him.
Never till then was she acquainted with the dreadful inquietudes
that flow from jealousy and distrust; she had applied all her cares to prevent
herself from falling in love with the Duke de Nemours, and had not before had
any fear of his being in love with another: though the suspicions which this
letter had given her were effaced, yet they left her sensible of the hazard
there was of being deceived, and gave her impressions of distrust and jealousy
which she had never felt till that time; she was surprised that she had never
yet reflected how improbable it was that a man of the Duke de Nemours's turn,
who had showed so much inconstancy towards women, should be capable of a
lasting and sincere passion; she thought it next to impossible for her to be
convinced of the truth of his love; “But though I could be convinced of it,”
says she, “what have I to do in it? Shall I permit it? Shall I make a return?
Shall I engage in gallantry, be false to Monsieur de Clèves, and be false to
myself? In a word, shall I go to expose myself to the cruel remorses and deadly
griefs that rise from love? I am subdued and vanquished by a passion, which
hurries me away in spite of myself; all my resolutions are vain; I had the same
thoughts yesterday that I have today, and I act today contrary to what I
resolved yesterday; I must convey myself out of the sight of the Duke de
Nemours; I must go into the country, however fantastical my journey may appear;
and if Monsieur de Clèves is obstinately bent to hinder me, or to know my
reasons for it, perhaps I shall do him and myself the injury to acquaint him
with them.” She continued in this resolution, and spent the whole evening at home,
without going to the Queen-Dauphin to enquire what had happened with respect to
the counterfeited letter.
When the Prince of Clèves returned home, she told him she was
resolved to go into the country; that she was not very well, and had occasion
to take the air. Monsieur de Clèves, to whom she appeared so beautiful that he
could not think her indisposition very considerable, at first made a jest of
her design, and answered that she had forgot that the nuptials of the
Princesses and the tournament were very near, and that she had not too much
time to prepare matters so as to appear there as magnificently as other ladies.
What her husband said did not make her change her resolution, and she begged he
would agree, that while he was at Compiegne with the King, she might go to
Colomiers, a pretty house then building, within a day's journey of Paris.
Monsieur de Clèves consented to it; she went thither with a design of not
returning so soon, and the King set out for Compiegne, where he was to stay but
few days.
The Duke de Nemours was mightily concerned he had not seen Madam
de Clèves since that afternoon which he had spent so agreeably with her, and
which had increased his hopes; he was so impatient to see her again that he
could not rest; so that when the King returned to Paris, the Duke resolved to
go to see his sister the Duchess de Mercoeur, who was at a country seat of hers
very near Colomiers; he asked the Viscount to go with him, who readily
consented to it. The Duke de Nemours did this in hopes of visiting Madam de Clèves,
in company of the Viscount.
Madam de Mercoeur received them with a great deal of joy, and
thought of nothing but giving them all the pleasures and diversions of the
country; one day, as they were hunting a stag, the Duke de Nemours lost himself
in the forest, and upon enquiring his way was told he was near Colomiers; at
that word, Colomiers, without further reflection, or so much as knowing what
design he was upon, he galloped on full speed the way that had been showed him;
as he rode along he came by chance to the made-ways and walks, which he judged
led to the castle: at the end of these walks he found a pavilion, at the lower
end of which was a large room with two closets, the one opening into a
flower-garden, and the other looking into a spacious walk in the park; he
entered the pavilion, and would have stopped to observe the beauty of it, if he
had not seen in the walk the Prince and Princess of Clèves, attended with a
numerous train of their domestics. As he did not expect to meet Monsieur de Clèves
there, whom he had left with the King, he thought at first of hiding himself;
he entered the closet which looked into the flower-garden, with design to go
out that way by a door which opened to the forest; but observing Madam de Clèves
and her husband were sat down under the pavilion, and that their attendants
stayed in the park, and could not come to him without passing by the place
where Monsieur and Madam de Clèves were, he could not deny himself the pleasure
of seeing this Princess, nor resist the curiosity he had to hear her
conversation with a husband, who gave him more jealousy than any of his rivals.
He heard Monsieur de Clèves say to his wife, “But why will you not return to
Paris? What can keep you here in the country? You have of late taken a fancy
for solitude, at which I am both surprised and concerned, because it deprives
me of your company: I find too, you are more melancholy than usual, and I am
afraid you have some cause of grief.”
“I have nothing to trouble my mind,” answered she with an air of
confusion, “but there is such a bustle at Court, and such a multitude of people
always at your house, that it is impossible but both body and mind should be
fatigued, and one cannot but desire repose.”
“Repose,” answered he, “is not very proper for one of your age;
you are at home, and at Court, in such a manner as cannot occasion weariness,
and I am rather afraid you desire to live apart from me.”
“You would do me great wrong to think so,” replied she with yet
more confusion, “but I beg you to leave me here; if you could stay here, and
without company, I should be very glad of it; nothing would be more agreeable
to me than your conversation in this retirement, provided you would approve not
to have about you that infinite number of people, who in a manner never leave
you.”
“Ah! Madam,” cries Monsieur de Clèves, “both your looks and words
convince me that you have reasons to desire to be alone, which I don't know; I
conjure you to tell them me.” He urged her a great while to inform him, without
being able to oblige her to it; and after she had excused herself in a manner
which still increased her husband's curiosity, she continued in a deep silence,
with her eyes cast down then, taking up the discourse on a sudden, and looking
upon him, “Force me not,” said she, “to confess a thing to you which I have not
the power to confess, though I have often designed it; remember only, that it
is not prudent a woman of my years, and mistress of her own conduct, should
remain exposed in the midst of a Court.”
“What is it, Madam,” cried Monsieur de Clèves, “that you lead me
to imagine? I dare not speak it, for fear of offending you.” Madam de Clèves
making no answer, her silence confirmed her husband in what he thought; “You
say nothing to me,” says he, “and that tells me clearly, that I am not
mistaken.”
“Alas, sir,” answered she, falling on her knees, “I am going to
make a confession to you, such as no woman ever yet made to her husband; but
the innocence of my intentions, and of my conduct, give me power to do it; it
is true, I have reasons to absent myself from Court, and I would avoid the
dangers persons of my age are sometimes liable to; I have never shown any mark
of weakness, and I cannot apprehend I ever shall, if you will permit me to
retire from Court, since now I have not Madam de Chartres to assist me in my
conduct; however dangerous a step I am taking, I take it with pleasure to
preserve myself worthy of you; I ask you a thousand pardons, if I have
sentiments which displease you, at least I will never displease you by my
actions; consider, that to do what I do, requires more friendship and esteem
for a husband than ever wife had; direct my conduct, have pity on me, and if
you can still love me.”
Monsieur de Clèves, all the while she spoke, continued leaning his
head on his hand, almost beside himself, and never thought of raising her up.
When she had done speaking, and he cast his eyes upon her, and saw her on her
knees with her face drowned in tears, inimitably beautiful, he was ready to die
for grief, and taking her up in his arms, “Have you pity on me, Madam,” says
he, “for I deserve it, and pardon me, if in the first moments of an affliction
so violent as mine, I do not answer as I ought to so generous a proceeding as
yours; I think you more worthy of esteem and admiration than any woman that
ever was, but I find myself also the most unfortunate of men: you inspired me
with passion the first moment I saw you, and that passion has never decayed;
not your coldness, nor even enjoyment itself, has been able to extinguish it;
it still continues in its first force, and yet it has not been in my power to
kindle in your breast any spark of love for me, and now I find you fear you
have an inclination for another; and who is he, Madam, this happy man that
gives you such apprehensions? How long has he charmed you? What has he done to
charm you? What method has he taken to get into your heart? When I could not
gain your affections myself, it was some comfort to me to think, that no other
could gain them; in the meantime, another has effected what I could not, and I
have at once the jealousy of a husband and lover. But it is impossible for me
to retain that of a husband after such a proceeding on your part, which is too
noble and ingenuous not to give me an entire security; it even comforts me as a
lover; the sincerity you have expressed, and the confidence you have placed in
me are of infinite value: you have esteem enough for me to believe I shall not
abuse the confession you have made to me; you are in the right, Madam, I will
not abuse it, or love you the less for it; you make me unhappy by the greatest
mark of fidelity ever woman gave her husband; but go on, Madam, and inform me
who he is whom you would avoid.”
“I beg you not to ask me,” replied she; “I am resolved not to tell
you, nor do I think it prudent to name him.”
“Fear not, Madam,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, “I know the world
too well to be ignorant that a woman's having a husband does not hinder people
from being in love with her; such lovers may be the objects of one's hatred,
but we are not to complain of it; once again, Madam, I conjure you to tell me
what I so much desire to know.”
“It is in vain to press me,” replied she, “I have the power to be
silent in what I think I ought not to tell; the confession I made to you was
not owing to any weakness, and it required more courage to declare such a truth
than it would have done to conceal it.”
The Duke de Nemours did not lose a word of this conversation, and
what Madam de Clèves had said gave him no less jealousy than her husband; he
was so desperately in love with her, that he believed all the world was so too;
it is true, he had many rivals, yet he fancied them still more, and his
thoughts wandered to find out who it was Madam de Clèves meant: he had often
thought he was not disagreeable to her, but the grounds of his judgment on this
occasion appeared so slight, that he could not imagine he had raised in her
heart a passion violent enough to oblige her to have recourse to so
extraordinary a remedy; he was so transported, that he scarce knew what he saw,
and he could not pardon Monsieur de Clèves for not having pressed his wife
enough to tell him the name of the person she concealed from him.
Monsieur de Clèves nevertheless used his utmost endeavors to know
it; and having urged her very much on the subject; “I think,” answered she, “that
you ought to be satisfied with my sincerity; ask me no more about it, and don't
give me cause to repent of what I have done; content yourself with the
assurance which I once more give you, that my sentiments have never appeared by
any of my actions, and that no address hath been made to me that could give me
offence.”
“Ah! Madam,” replied Monsieur de Clèves on a sudden, “I cannot
believe it; I remember the confusion you was in when your picture was lost; you
have given away, Madam, you have given away that picture, which was so dear to
me, and which I had so just a right to; you have not been able to conceal your
inclinations, you are in love; it is known; your virtue has hitherto saved you
from the rest.”
“Is it possible,” cried Madam de Clèves, “you can imagine there
was any reserve or disguise in a confession like mine, which I was no way
obliged to? Take my word, I purchase dearly the confidence I desire of you; I conjure
you to believe I have not given away my picture; it is true, I saw it taken,
but I would not seem to see it, for fear of subjecting myself to hear such
things as no one has yet dared to mention to me.”
“How do you know then that you are loved,” said Monsieur de Clèves?
“What mark, what proof of it has been given you?”
“Spare me the pain,” replied she, “of repeating to you
circumstances which I am ashamed to have observed, and which have convinced me
but too much of my own weakness.”
“You are in the right, Madam,” answered he, “I am unjust; always
refuse me when I ask you such things, and yet don't be angry with me for asking
them.”
Just then several of the servants, who had stayed in the walks,
came to acquaint Monsieur de Clèves, that a gentleman was arrived from the
King, with orders for him to be at Paris that evening. Monsieur de Clèves was
obliged to go, and had only time to tell his wife that he desired her to come
to Paris the next day; and that he conjured her to believe, that however
afflicted he was, he had a tenderness and esteem for her, with which she ought
to be satisfied.
When he was gone, and Madam de Clèves being alone, considered what
she had done, she was so frightened at the thought of it, she could hardly
believe it to be true. She found she had deprived herself of the heart and
esteem of her husband, and was involved in a labyrinth she should never get out
of; she asked herself why she had ventured on so dangerous a step, and
perceived she was engaged in it almost without having designed it; the
singularity of such a confession, for which she saw no precedent, made her
fully sensible of her danger.
But on the other hand, when she came to think that this remedy,
however violent it was, was the only effectual one she could make use of against
Monsieur de Nemours, she found she had no cause to repent, or to believe she
had ventured too far; she passed the whole night full of doubts, anxiety and
fear; but at last her spirits grew calm again; she even felt a pleasure arise
in her mind, from a sense of having given such a proof of fidelity to a husband
who deserved it so well, who had so great a friendship and esteem for her, and
had so lately manifested it by the manner in which he received the confession
she had made him.
In the meantime Monsieur de Nemours was gone away from the place,
in which he had overheard a conversation which so sensibly affected him, and
was got deep into the forest; what Madam de Clèves said of her picture had
revived him, since it was certain from thence that he was the person she had an
inclination for; at first he gave a leap of joy, but his raptures were at an
end as soon as he began to reflect, that the same thing that convinced him he
had touched the heart of Madam de Clèves, ought to convince him also that he
should never receive any marks of it, and that it would be impossible to engage
a lady who had recourse to so extraordinary a remedy; and yet he could not but
be sensibly pleased to have reduced her to that extremity; he thought it
glorious for him to have gained the affections of a woman so different from the
rest of her sex; in a word, he thought himself very happy and very unhappy at
the same time. He was benighted in the forest, and was very much put to it to
find his way again to his sister's the Duchess of Mercoeur; he arrived there at
break of day, and was extremely at a loss what account to give of his absence,
but he made out the matter as well as he could, and returned that very day to
Paris with the Viscount.
The Duke was so taken up with his passion, and so surprised at the
conversation he had heard, that he fell into an indiscretion very common, which
is, to speak one's own particular sentiments in general terms, and to relate
one's proper adventures under borrowed names. As they were travelling he began
to talk of love, and exaggerated the pleasure of being in love with a person
that deserved it; he spoke of the fantastical effects of this passion, and at
last not being able to contain within himself the admiration he was in at the
action of Madam de Clèves, he related it to the Viscount without naming the
person, or owning he had any share in it; but he told it with so much warmth
and surprise, that the Viscount easily suspected the story concerned himself.
The Viscount urged him very much to confess it, and told him he had known a
great while that he was violently in love, and that it was unjust in him to
show a distrust of a man who had committed to him a secret on which his life
depended. The Duke de Nemours was too much in love to own it, and had always
concealed it from the Viscount, though he valued him the most of any man at
Court; he answered that one of his friends had told him this adventure, and
made him promise not to speak of it; and he also conjured the Viscount to keep
the secret: the Viscount assured him he would say nothing of it but
notwithstanding Monsieur de Nemours repented that he had told him so much.
In the meantime Monsieur de Clèves was gone to the King, with a
heart full of sorrow and affliction. Never had husband so violent a passion for
his wife, or so great an esteem; what she had told him did not take away his
esteem of her, but made it of a different nature from that he had had before;
what chiefly employed his thoughts, was a desire to guess who it was that had
found out the secret to win her heart; the Duke de Nemours was the first person
he thought of on this occasion, as being the handsomest man at Court; and the
Chevalier de Guise, and the Mareschal de St. Andre occurred next, as two
persons who had made it their endeavor to get her love, and who were still very
assiduous in courting her, so that he was fully persuaded it must be one of the
three. He arrived at the Louvre, and the King carried him into his closet to
inform him he had made choice of him to conduct Madame into Spain, and that he
believed nobody could acquit himself better of that charge, nor that any lady
would do France greater honor than Madam de Clèves. Monsieur de Clèves received
the honor the King had done him by this choice with the respect he ought, and
he considered it also as what would take his wife from Court, without leaving
room to suspect any change in her conduct; but the embarrassment he was under
required a speedier remedy than that journey, which was to be deferred a great
while, could afford; he immediately wrote to Madam de Clèves to acquaint her
with what the King had told him, and gave her to understand he absolutely
expected she should return to Paris. She returned according to his orders, and
when they met, they found one another overwhelmed with melancholy.
Monsieur de Clèves spoke to her, as a man of the greatest honor in
the world, and the best deserving the confidence she had reposed in him; “I am
not alarmed as to your conduct,” said he, “you have more strength and virtue
than you imagine; I am not alarmed with fears of what may happen hereafter;
what troubles me is that I see you have those sentiments for another which you
want for me.”
“I don't know what to answer you,” said she, “I die with shame
when I speak of this subject spare me, I conjure you, such cruel conversations;
regulate my conduct, and never let me see anybody; this is all I desire of you;
but take it not ill of me, if I speak no more of a thing which makes me appear
so little worthy of you, and which I think so unbecoming me.”
“You are in the right, Madam;” replied he, “I abuse your goodness
and your confidence in me; but have some compassion also on the condition you
have brought me to, and think that whatever you have told me, you conceal from
me a name, which creates in me a curiosity I cannot live without satisfying;
and yet I ask you not to satisfy it; I cannot, however, forbear telling you,
that I believe the man I am to envy is the Mareschal de St. Andre, the Duke de
Nemours, or the Chevalier de Guise.”
“I shall make you no answer,” says she blushing, “nor give you any
ground from what I say, either to lessen or strengthen your suspicions; but if
you endeavor to inform yourself by observing me, you will throw me into a
confusion all the world will take notice of, for God's sake,” continued she, “allow
me under pretense of an indisposition to see nobody.”
“No, Madam,” said he, “it will quickly be discovered to be a
feigned business; and besides, I am unwilling to trust you to anything but
yourself; my heart tells me this is the best way I can take, and my reason
tells me so also, considering the temper of mind you are in, I cannot put a
greater restraint upon you than by leaving you to your liberty.”
Monsieur de Clèves was not mistaken; the confidence he showed he
had in his wife, fortified her the more against Monsieur de Nemours, and made
her take more severe resolutions than any restraint could have brought her to.
She went to wait on the Queen-Dauphin at the Louvre as she used to do, but
avoided the presence and eyes of Monsieur de Nemours with so much care, that
she deprived him of almost all the joy he had in thinking she loved him; he saw
nothing in her actions but what seemed to show the contrary; he scarcely knew
if what he had heard was not a dream, so very improbable it seemed to him; the
only thing which assured him that he was not mistaken, was Madam de Clèves's
extreme melancholy, which appeared, whatever pains she took to hide it; and
perhaps kind words and looks would not have increased the Duke of Nemours's
love so much as this severe conduct did.
One evening, as Monsieur and Madam de Clèves were at the Queen's
apartment, it was said there was a report that the King would name another
great lord to wait on Madame into Spain. Monsieur de Clèves had his eye fixed
on his wife, when it was further said, the Chevalier de Guise, or the Mareschal
de St. Andre, was the person; he observed she was not at all moved at either of
those names, nor the discourse of their going along with her; this made him
believe, it was not either of them whose presence she feared. In order to clear
up his suspicions, he went into the Queen's closet, where the King then was,
and after having stayed there some time came back to his wife, and whispered
her, that he had just heard the Duke de Nemours was the person designed to go
along with them to Spain.
The name of the Duke de Nemours, and the thought of being exposed
to see him every day, during a very long journey, in her husband's presence, so
affected Madam de Clèves, that she could not conceal her trouble: and being
willing to give other reasons for it, “No choice,” says she, “could have been
made more disagreeable for you; he will share all honors with you, and I think
you ought to endeavor to get some other chosen.”
“It is not honor, Madam,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, “that makes
you apprehensive of the Duke de Nemours's going with me, the uneasiness you are
in proceeds from another cause; and from this uneasiness of yours I learn, that
which I should have discovered in another woman, by the joy she would have
expressed on such an occasion; but be not afraid; what I have told you is not
true, it was an invention of mine to assure myself of a thing which I already
believed but too much.”
Having said this, he went out, being unwilling to increase, by his
presence, the concern he saw his wife in.
The Duke de Nemours came in that instant, and presently observed
Madam de Clèves's condition; he came up to her, and told her softly, he had
that respect for her, he durst not ask what it was made her more pensive than
usual. The voice of the Duke de Nemours brought her to herself again, and
looking at him, without having heard what he had said to her, full of her own
thoughts, and afraid lest her husband should see him with her, “For God's sake,”
says she, “leave me to myself in quiet.”
“Alas, Madam,” answered he, “I disturb you too little; what is it
you can complain of? I dare not speak to you, I dare not look upon you, I
tremble whenever I approach you. How have I drawn upon myself what you have
said to me, and why do you show me that I am in part the cause of the trouble I
see you in?” Madam de Clèves was very sorry to have given the Duke an
opportunity of explaining himself more clearly than ever he had done before;
she left him without making any answer, and went home with her mind more
agitated than ever. Her husband perceived her concern was increased, and that
she was afraid he would speak to her of what had passed, and followed her into
her closet; “Do not shun me, Madam,” says he, “I will say nothing to you that
shall displease you; I ask pardon for the surprise I gave you a while ago; I am
sufficiently punished by what I have learnt from it; the Duke de Nemours was of
all men he whom I most feared; I see the danger you are in; command yourself
for your own sake, and, if it is possible, for mine; I do not ask this of you
as a husband, but as a man whose happiness wholly depends on you, and who loves
you more violently and more tenderly than he whom your heart prefers to me.”
Monsieur de Clèves was melted upon speaking these words, and could scarce make
an end of them; his wife was so moved, she burst into tears, and embraced him
with a tenderness and sorrow that put him into a condition not very different
from her own; they continued silent a while, and parted without having the
power to speak to one another.
All things were ready for the marriage of Madame, and the Duke of
Alva was arrived to espouse her; he was received with all the ceremony and
magnificence that could be displayed on such an occasion; the King sent to meet
him the Prince of Conde, the Cardinals of Loraine and Guise, the Dukes of
Loraine and Ferrara, d'Aumale, de Bouillon, de Guise, and de Nemours; they had
a great number of gentlemen, and a great many pages in livery; the King
himself, attended with two hundred gentlemen, and the Constable at their head,
received the Duke of Alva at the first gate of the Louvre; the Duke would have
kneeled down, but the King refused it, and made him walk by his side to the
Queen's apartment, and to Madame's, to whom the Duke of Alva had brought a
magnificent present from his master; he went thence to the apartment of Madam
Margaret the King's sister, to compliment her on the part of the Duke of Savoy,
and to assure her he would arrive in a few days; there were great assemblies at
the Louvre, the show the Duke of Alva, and the Prince of Orange who accompanied
him, the beauties of the Court.
Madam de Clèves could not dispense with going to these assemblies,
however desirous she was to be absent, for fear of disobliging her husband, who
absolutely commanded her to be there; and what yet more induced her to it, was
the absence of the Duke de Nemours; he was gone to meet the Duke of Savoy, and
after the arrival of that Prince, he was obliged to be almost always with him,
to assist him in everything relating to the ceremonies of the nuptials; for
this reason Madam de Clèves did not meet him so often as she used to do, which
gave her some sort of ease.
The Viscount de Chartres had not forgot the conversation he had
had with the Duke de Nemours: it still ran in his mind that the adventure the
Duke had related to him was his own; and he observed him so carefully that it
is probable he would have unraveled the business, if the arrival of the Duke of
Alva and of the Duke of Savoy had not made such an alteration in the Court, and
filled it with so much business, as left no opportunities for a discovery of
that nature; the desire he had to get some information about it, or rather the
natural disposition one has to relate all one knows to those one loves, made
him acquaint Madam de Martigues with the extraordinary action of that person
who had confessed to her husband the passion she had for another; he assured
her the Duke de Nemours was the man who had inspired so violent a love, and
begged her assistance in observing him. Madam de Martigues was glad to hear
what the Viscount told her, and the curiosity she had always observed in the
Queen-Dauphin for what concerned the Duke de Nemours made her yet more desirous
to search into the bottom of the affair.
A few days before that which was fixed for the ceremony of the
marriage, the Queen-Dauphin entertained at supper the King her father-in-law,
and the Duchess of Valentinois. Madam de Clèves, who had been busy in dressing
herself, went to the Louvre later than ordinary; as she was going, she met a
gentleman that was coming from the Queen-Dauphin to fetch her; as soon as she
entered the room, that Princess, who was sitting upon her bed, told her aloud,
that she had expected her with great impatience. “I believe, Madam,” answered
she, “that I am not obliged to you for it, and that your impatience was caused
by something else, and not your desire to see me.”
“You are in the right,” answered the Queen-Dauphin, “but,
nevertheless, you are obliged to me; for I'll tell you an adventure, which I am
sure you'll be glad to know.”
Madam de Clèves kneeled at her bedside, and, very luckily for her,
with her face from the light: “You know,” said the Queen, “how desirous we have
been to find out what had caused so great a change in the Duke de Nemours; I
believe I know it, and it is what will surprise you; he is desperately in love
with, and as much beloved by, one of the finest ladies of the Court.” It is
easy to imagine the grief Madam de Clèves felt upon hearing these words, which
she could not apply to herself, since she thought nobody knew anything of her
passion for the Duke; “I see nothing extraordinary in that,” replied she, “considering
how young and handsome a man the Duke de Nemours is.”
“No,” replied the Queen-Dauphin, “there is nothing extraordinary
in it; but what will surprise you is, that this lady, who is in love with the
Duke de Nemours, has never given him any mark of it, and that the fear she was
in lest she should not always be mistress of her passion, has made her confess
it to her husband, that he may take her away from Court; and it is the Duke de
Nemours himself who has related what I tell you.”
If Madam de Clèves was grieved at first through the thought that
she had no concern in this adventure, the Queen-Dauphin's last words threw her
into an agony, by making it certain she had too much in it; she could not
answer, but continued leaning her head on the bed; meanwhile the Queen went on,
and was so intent on what she was saying, that she took no notice of her
embarrassment. When Madam de Clèves was a little come to herself, “This story,
Madam,” says she, “does not seem very probable to me, and I should be glad to
know who told it you.”
“It was Madam de Martigues,” replied the Queen-Dauphin, “and she
heard it from the Viscount de Chartres; you know the Viscount is in love with
her; he entrusted this matter to her as a secret, and he was told it by the
Duke de Nemours himself; it is true the Duke did not tell the lady's name, nor
acknowledge that he was the person she was in love with, but the Viscount makes
no manner of question of it.” When the Queen-Dauphin had done speaking,
somebody came up to the bed; Madam de Clèves was so placed that she could not
see who it was, but she was presently convinced, when the Queen-Dauphin cried
out with an air of gaiety and surprise, “Here he is himself, I'll ask him what
there is in it.” Madam de Clèves knew very well it was the Duke de Nemours,
without turning herself, as it really was; upon which she went up hastily to the
Queen-Dauphin, and told her softly, that she ought to be cautious of speaking
to him of this adventure, which he had entrusted to the Viscount de Chartres as
a secret, and that it was a thing which might create a quarrel between them. “You
are too wise,” said the Queen-Dauphin smiling, and turned to the Duke de
Nemours. He was dressed for the evening assembly, and taking up the discourse
with that grace which was natural to him, “I believe, Madam,” says he, “I may
venture to think you were speaking of me as I came in, that you had a design to
ask me something, and that Madam de Clèves is against it.”
“It is true,” replied the Queen-Dauphin, “but I shall not be so
complaisant to her on this occasion as I was used to be; I would know of you,
whether a story I have been told is true, and whether you are not the person
who is in love with, and beloved by a lady of the Court, who endeavors to
conceal her passion from you, and has confessed it to her husband.”
The concern and confusion Madam de Clèves was in was above all
that can be imagined, and if death itself could have drawn her out of this
condition, she would have gladly embraced it; but the Duke de Nemours was yet
more embarrassed if possible: the discourse of the Queen-Dauphin, by whom he
had reason to believe he was not hated, in the presence of Madam de Clèves, who
was confided in by her more than anybody of the Court, and who confided more in
her, threw him into such confusion and extravagance of thought, that it was
impossible for him to be master of his countenance: the concern he saw Madam de
Clèves in through his fault, and the thought of having given her just cause to
hate him, so shocked him he could not speak a word. The Queen-Dauphin, seeing
how thunderstruck she was, “Look upon him, look upon him,” said she to Madam de
Clèves, “and judge if this adventure be not his own.”
In the meantime the Duke de Nemours, finding of what importance it
was to him to extricate himself out of so dangerous a difficulty, recovered
himself from his first surprise, and became at once master of his wit and
looks. “I acknowledge, Madam,” said he, “it is impossible to be more surprised
and concerned than I was at the treachery of the Viscount de Chartres, in
relating an adventure of a friend of mine, which I had in confidence imparted
to him. I know how to be revenged of him,” continued he, smiling with a calm
air, which removed the suspicions the Queen-Dauphin had entertained of him: “He
has entrusted me with things of no very small importance; but I don't know,
Madam, why you do me the honor to make me a party in this affair. The Viscount
can't say I am concerned in it, for I told him the contrary; I may very well be
taken to be a man in love, but I cannot believe, Madam, you will think me of
the number of those who are loved again.” The Duke was glad to say anything to
the Queen-Dauphin, which alluded to the inclination he had expressed for her
formerly, in order to divert her thoughts from the subject in question. She
imagined she understood well enough the drift of what he said, but without
making any answer to it, she continued to rally him upon the embarrassment he
was in. “I was concerned, Madam,” said he, “for the interest of my friend, and
on account of the just reproaches he might make me for having told a secret
which is dearer to him than life. He has nevertheless entrusted me but with one
half of it, and has not told me the name of the person he loves; all I know is,
that he's the most deeply in love of any man in the world, and has the most
reason to complain.”
“Do you think he has reason to complain,” replied the
Queen-Dauphin, “when he is loved again?”
“Do you believe he is, Madam,” replied he, “and that a person who
had a real passion could discover it to her husband? That lady, doubtless, is
not acquainted with love, and has mistaken for it a slight acknowledgment of
the fondness her lover had for her. My friend can't flatter himself with the
lent hopes; but, unfortunate as he is, he thinks himself happy at least in
having made her afraid of falling in love with him, and he would not change his
condition for that of the happiest lover in the world.”
“Your friend has a passion very easy to be satisfied,” said the
Queen-Dauphin, “and I begin to believe it is not yourself you are speaking of;
I am almost,” continued she, “of the opinion of Madam de Clèves, who maintains
that this story cannot be true.”
“I don't really believe it can be true,” answered Madam de Clèves,
who had been silent hitherto; “and though it were possible to be true, how
should it have been known? It is very unlikely that a woman, capable of so
extraordinary a resolution, would have the weakness to publish it; and surely
her husband would not have told it neither, or he must be a husband very
unworthy to have been dealt with in so generous a manner.” The Duke de Nemours,
who perceived the suspicions Madam de Clèves had of her husband, was glad to
confirm her in them, knowing he was the most formidable rival he had to
overcome. “Jealousy,” said he, “and a curiosity perhaps of knowing more than a
wife has thought fit to discover, may make a husband do a great many imprudent
things.”
Madam de Clèves was put to the last proof of her power and
courage, and not being able to endure the conversation any longer, she was
going to say she was not well, when by good fortune for her the Duchess of
Valentinois came in, and told the Queen-Dauphin that the King was just coming;
the Queen-Dauphin went into the closet to dress herself, and the Duke de
Nemours came up to Madam de Clèves as she was following her. “I would give my
life, Madam,” said he, “to have a moment's conversation with you; but though I
have a world of important things to say to you, I think nothing is more so,
than to entreat you to believe, that if I have said anything in which the
Queen-Dauphin may seem concerned, I did it for reasons which do not relate to
her.” Madam de Clèves pretended not to hear him, and left him without giving
him a look, and went towards the King, who was just come in. As there were
abundance of people there, she trod upon her gown, and made a false step, which
served her as an excuse to go out of a place she had not the power to stay in,
and so pretending to have received some hurt she went home.
Monsieur de Clèves came to the Louvre, and was surprised not to
find his wife there; they told him of the accident that had befallen her, and
he went immediately home to enquire after her; he found her in bed, and
perceived her hurt was not considerable. When he had been some time with her,
he found her so excessive melancholy that he was surprised at it; “What ails
you, Madam?” says he; “you seem to have some other grief than that which you
complain of.”
“I feel the most sensible grief I can ever experience,” answered
she; “what use have you made of that extraordinary, or rather foolish
confidence which I placed in you? Did not I deserve to have my secret kept? and
though I had not deserved it, did not your own interest engage you to it?
Should your curiosity to know a name it was not reasonable for me to tell you
have obliged you to make a confidant to assist you in the discovery? Nothing
but that curiosity could have made you guilty of so cruel an indiscretion; the
consequences of it are as bad as they possibly can be. This adventure is known,
and I have been told it by those who are not aware that I am principally
concerned in it.”
“What do you say, Madam?” answered he; “you accuse me of having
told what passed between you and me, and you inform me that the thing is known;
I don't go about to clear myself from this charge, you can't think me guilty of
it; without doubt you have applied to yourself what was told you of some other.”
“Ah! Sir,” replied she, “the world has not an adventure like mine,
there is not another woman capable of such a thing. The story I have heard
could not have been invented by chance; nobody could imagine any like it; an
action of this nature never entered any thoughts but mine. The Queen-Dauphin
has just told me the story; she had it from the Viscount de Chartres, and the
Viscount from the Duke de Nemours.”
“The Duke de Nemours!” cried Monsieur de Clèves, like a man
transported and desperate: “How! does the Duke de Nemours know that you are in
love with him, and that I am acquainted with it?”
“You are always for singling out the Duke de Nemours rather than
any other,” replied she; “I have told you I will never answer you concerning
your suspicions: I am ignorant whether the Duke de Nemours knows the part I
have in this adventure, and that which you have ascribed to him; but he told it
to the Viscount de Chartres, and said he had it from one of his friends, who
did not name the lady: this friend of the Duke de Nemours must needs be one of
yours, whom you entrusted the secret to, in order to clear up your suspicions.”
“Can one have a friend in the world, in whom one would repose such
a confidence,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, “and would a man clear his
suspicions at the price of informing another with what one would wish to
conceal from oneself? Think rather, Madam, to whom you have spoken; it is more
probable this secret should have escaped from you than from me; you was not
able alone to support the trouble you found yourself in, and you endeavored to
comfort yourself by complaining to some confidant who has betrayed you.”
“Do not wholly destroy me,” cried she, “and be not so hard-hearted
as to accuse me of a fault you have committed yourself: can you suspect me of
it? and do you think, because I was capable of informing you of this matter, I
was therefore capable of informing another?”
The confession which Madam de Clèves had made to her husband was
so great a mark of her sincerity, and she so strongly denied that she had
entrusted it to any other, that Monsieur de Clèves did not know what to think.
On the other hand he was sure he had never said anything of it; it was a thing
that could not have been guessed, and yet it was known; it must therefore come
from one of them two; but what grieved him most was to know that this secret
was in the hands of somebody else, and that in all probability it would be soon
divulged.
Madam de Clèves thought much after the same manner; she found it
equally impossible that her husband should, or should not have spoken of it.
What the Duke de Nemours had said to her, that curiosity might make a husband
do indiscreet things, seemed so justly applicable to Monsieur de Clèves's
condition, that she could not think he said it by chance, and the probability
of this made her conclude that Monsieur de Clèves had abused the confidence she
had placed in him. They were so taken up, the one and the other, with their
respective thoughts, that they continued silent a great while; and when they
broke from this silence, they only repeated the same things they had already
said very often; their hearts and affections grew more and more estranged from
each other.
It is easy to imagine how they passed the night; Monsieur de Clèves
could no longer sustain the misfortune of seeing a woman whom he adored in love
with another; he grew quite heartless, and thought he had reason to be so in an
affair where his honor and reputation were so deeply wounded: he knew not what
to think of his wife, and was at a loss what conduct he should prescribe to
her, or what he should follow himself; he saw nothing on all sides but
precipices and rocks; at last, after having been long tossed to and fro in
suspense, he considered he was soon to set out for Spain, and resolved to do
nothing which might increase the suspicion or knowledge of his unfortunate
condition. He went to his wife, and told her that what they had to do was not
to debate between themselves who had discovered the secret; but to make it
appear that the story which was got abroad was a business in which she had no
concern; that it depended upon her to convince the Duke de Nemours and others
of it; that she had nothing to do but to behave herself to him with that
coldness and reserve which she ought to have for a man who professed love to
her; that by this proceeding she would easily remove the opinion he entertained
of her being in love with him; and therefore she needed not to trouble herself
as to what he might hitherto have thought, since if for the future she
discovered no weakness, his former thoughts would vanish of themselves; and
that especially she ought to frequent the Louvre and the assemblies as usual.
Having said this, Monsieur de Clèves left his wife without waiting
her answer; she thought what he said very reasonable, and the resentment she
had against the Duke de Nemours made her believe she should be able to comply
with it with a great deal of ease; but it seemed a hard task to her to appear
at the marriage with that freedom and tranquility of spirit as the occasion
required. Nevertheless as she was to carry the Queen-Dauphin's train, and had
been distinguished with that honor in preference to a great many other
Princesses, it was impossible to excuse herself from it without making a great
deal of noise and putting people upon enquiring into the reasons of it. She
resolved therefore to do her utmost, and employed the rest of the day in
preparing herself for it, and in endeavoring to forget the thoughts that gave
her so much uneasiness; and to this purpose she locked herself up in her
closet. Of all her griefs the most violent was that she had reason to complain
of the Duke de Nemours, and could find no excuse to urge in his favor; she
could not doubt but he had related this adventure to the Viscount de Chartres;
he had owned it himself, nor could she any more doubt from his manner of
speaking of it, but that he knew the adventure related to her; how could she
excuse so great an imprudence? and what was become of that extreme discretion
which she had so much admired in this Prince? “He was discreet,” said she, “while
he was unhappy; but the thought of being happy, though on uncertain grounds,
has put an end to his discretion; he could not consider that he was beloved,
without desiring to have it known; he said everything he could say; I never
acknowledged it was he I was in love with; he suspected it, and has declared
his suspicions; if he had been sure of it, he might have acted as he has; I was
to blame for thinking him a man capable of concealing what flattered his
vanity; and yet it is for this man, whom I thought so different from other men,
that I am become like other women, who was so unlike them before. I have lost
the heart and esteem of a husband who ought to have been my happiness; I shall
soon be looked upon by all the world as a person led away by an idle and
violent passion; he for whom I entertain this passion is no longer ignorant of
it; and it was to avoid these misfortunes that I hazarded my quiet, and even my
life.” These sad reflections were followed by a torrent of tears; but however
great her grief was, she plainly perceived she should be able to support it,
were she but satisfied in the Duke de Nemours.
The Duke was no less uneasy than she; the indiscretion he had been
guilty of in telling what he did to the Viscount de Chartres, and the
mischievous consequences of it, vexed him to the heart; he could not represent
to himself the affliction and sorrow he had seen Madam de Clèves in without
being pierced with anguish; he was inconsolable for having said things to her
about this adventure, which, though gallant enough in themselves, seemed on
this occasion too gross and impolite, since they gave Madam de Clèves to
understand he was not ignorant that she was the woman who had that violent
passion, and that he was the object of it. It was before the utmost of his
wishes to have a conversation with her, but now he found he ought rather to
fear than desire it. “What should I say to her!” says he; “should I go to
discover further to her what I have made her too sensible of already! Shall I
tell how I know she loves me; I, who have never dared to say I loved her? Shall
I begin with speaking openly of my passion, that she may see my hopes have
inspired me with boldness? Can I even think of approaching her, and of giving
her the trouble to endure my sight? Which way could I justify myself? I have no
excuse, I am unworthy of the least regard from Madam de Clèves, and I even
despair of her ever looking upon me: I have given her by my own fault better
means of defending herself against me than any she was searching for, and
perhaps searching for to no purpose. I lose by my imprudence the glory and happiness
of being loved by the most beautiful and deserving lady in the world; but if I
had lost this happiness, without involving her in the most extreme grief and
sufferings at the same time, I should have had some comfort; for at this moment
I am more sensible of the harm I have done her, than of that I have done myself
in forfeiting her favor.”
The Duke de Nemours continued turning the same thoughts over and
over, and tormenting himself a great while; the desire he had to speak to Madam
de Clèves came constantly into his mind; he thought of the means to do it; he
thought of writing to her; but at last he found, considering the fault he had
committed and the temper she was in, his best way was to show her a profound
respect by his affliction and his silence, to let her see he durst not present
himself before her, and to wait for what time, chance, and the inclination she
had for him might produce to his advantage. He resolved also not to reproach
the Viscount de Chartres for his unfaithfulness, for fear of confirming his
suspicions.
The preparations for the espousals and marriage of Madame on the
next day so entirely took up the thoughts of the Court, that Madam de Clèves
and the Duke de Nemours easily concealed from the public their grief and
uneasiness. The Queen-Dauphin spoke but slightly to Madam de Clèves of the
conversation they had had with the Duke de Nemours; and Monsieur de Clèves
industriously shunned speaking to his wife of what was past; so that she did
not find herself under so much embarrassment as she had imagined.
The espousals were solemnized at the Louvre; and after the feast
and ball all the Royal family went to lie at the Bishop's Palace, according to
custom. In the morning, the Duke of Alva, who always had appeared very plainly
dressed, put on a habit of cloth of gold, mixed with flame-color, yellow and
black, all covered over with jewels, and wore a close crown on his head. The
Prince of Orange very richly dressed also, with his liveries, and all the
Spaniards with theirs, came to attend the Duke of Alva from the Hotel de
Villeroy where he lodged, and set out, marching four by four, till they came to
the Bishop's Palace. As soon as he was arrived, they went in order to the
Church; the King led Madame, who wore also a close crown, her train being borne
by Mademoiselles de Montpensier and Longueville; the Queen came next, but
without a crown; after her followed the Queen-Dauphin, Madame the King's
sister, the Duchess of Loraine, and the Queen of Navarre, their trains being
home by the Princesses; the Queens and the Princesses were all of them attended
with their maids of honor, who were richly dressed in the same color which they
wore themselves; so that it was known by the color of their habits whose maids
they were: they mounted the place that was prepared in the Church, and there
the marriage ceremonies were performed; they returned afterwards to dine at the
Bishop's Palace, and went from thence about five o'clock to the Palace where
the feast was, and where the Parliament, the Sovereign Courts, and the
Corporation of the City were desired to assist. The King, the Queens, the
Princes and Princesses sat at the marble table in the great hall of the Palace;
the Duke of Alva sat near the new Queen of Spain, below the steps of the marble
table, and at the King's right hand was a table for the ambassadors, the
archbishops, and the Knights of the Order, and on the other side one for the
Parliament.
The Duke of Guise, dressed in a robe of cloth of gold frieze,
served the King as Great Chamberlain; the Prince of Conde as Steward of the
Household, and the Duke de Nemours as Cup-bearer. After the tables were removed
the ball began, and was interrupted by interludes and a great deal of
extraordinary machinery; then the ball was resumed, and after midnight the King
and the whole Court returned to the Louvre. However full of grief Madam de Clèves
was, she appeared in the eyes of all beholders, and particularly in those of
the Duke de Nemours, incomparably beautiful. He durst not speak to her, though
the hurry of the ceremony gave him frequent opportunities; but he expressed so
much sorrow and so respectful a fear of approaching her, that she no longer
thought him to blame, though he had said nothing in his justification; his
conduct was the same the following days, and wrought the same effect on the
heart of Madam de Clèves.
At last the day of the tournament came; the Queens were placed in
the galleries that were prepared for them; the four champions appeared at the
end of the lists with a number of horses and liveries, the most magnificent
sight that ever was seen in France.
The King's colors were white and black, which he always wore in honor
of the Duchess of Valentinois, who was a widow. The Duke of Ferrara and his
retinue had yellow and red. Monsieur de Guise's carnation and white. It was not
known at first for what reason he wore those colors, but it was soon remembered
that they were the colors of a beautiful young lady whom he had been in love
with, while she was a maid, and whom he yet loved though he durst not show it.
The Duke de Nemours had yellow and black; why he had them could not be found
out: Madam de Clèves only knew the reason of it; she remembered to have said
before him she loved yellow, and that she was sorry her complexion did not suit
that color. As for the Duke, he thought he might take that color without any
indiscretion, since not being worn by Madam de Clèves it could not be suspected
to be hers.
The four champions showed the greatest address that can be
imagined; though the King was the best horseman in his kingdom, it was hard to
say which of them most excelled. The Duke de Nemours had a grace in all his
actions which might have inclined to his favor persons less interested than
Madam de Clèves. She no sooner saw him appear at the end of the lists, but her
heart felt uncommon emotions, and every course he made she could scarce hide
her joy when he had successfully finished his career.
In the evening, when all was almost over, and the company ready to
break up, so it was for the misfortune of the State, that the King would needs
break another lance; he sent orders to the Count de Montgomery, who was a very dexterous
combatant, to appear in the lists. The Count begged the King to excuse him, and
alleged all the reasons for it he could think of; but the King, almost angry,
sent him word he absolutely commanded him to do it. The Queen conjured the King
not to run any more, told him he had performed so well that he ought to be
satisfied, and desired him to go with her to her apartments; he made answer, it
was for her sake that he would run again; and entered the barrier; she sent the
Duke of Savoy to him to entreat him a second time to return, but to no purpose;
he ran; the lances were broke, and a splinter of the Count de Montgomery's
lance hit the King's eye, and stuck there. The King fell; his gentlemen and
Monsieur de Montmorency, who was one of the Mareschals of the field, ran to
him; they were astonished to see him wounded, but the King was not at all
disheartened; he said, that it was but a slight hurt, and that he forgave the
Count de Montgomery. One may imagine what sorrow and affliction so fatal an
accident occasioned on a day set apart to mirth and joy. The King was carried
to bed, and the surgeons having examined his wound found it very considerable.
The Constable immediately called to mind the prediction which had been told the
King, that he should be killed in single fight; and he made no doubt but the
prediction would be now accomplished. The King of Spain, who was then at
Brussels, being advertised of this accident, sent his physician, who was a man
of great reputation, but that physician judged the King past hope.
A Court so divided, and filled with so many opposite interests,
could not but be in great agitation on the breaking out of so grand an event;
nevertheless all things were kept quiet, and nothing was seen but a general
anxiety for the King's health. The Queens, the Princes and Princesses hardly
ever went out of his anti-chamber.
Madam de Clèves, knowing that she was obliged to be there, that
she should see there the Duke de Nemours, and that she could not conceal from
her husband the disorder she should be in upon seeing him, and being sensible
also that the mere presence of that Prince would justify him in her eyes and
destroy all her resolutions, thought proper to feign herself ill. The Court was
too busy to give attention to her conduct, or to enquire whether her illness
was real or counterfeit; her husband alone was able to come at the truth of the
matter, but she was not at all averse to his knowing it. Thus she continued at
home, altogether heedless of the great change that was soon expected, and full
of her own thoughts, which she was at full liberty to give herself up to.
Everyone went to Court to enquire after the King's health, and Monsieur de Clèves
came home at certain times to give her an account of it; he behaved himself to
her in the same manner he used to do, except when they were alone, and then
there appeared something of coldness and reserve: he had not spoke to her again
concerning what had passed, nor had she power, nor did she think it convenient
to resume the discourse of it.
The Duke de Nemours, who had waited for an opportunity of speaking
to Madam de Clèves, was surprised and afflicted not to have had so much as the
pleasure to see her. The King's illness increased so much, that the seventh day
he was given over by the physicians; he received the news of the certainty of
his death with an uncommon firmness of mind; which was the more to be admired,
considering that he lost his life by so unfortunate an accident, that he died
in the flower of his age, happy, adored by his people, and beloved by a
mistress he was desperately in love with. The evening before his death he
caused Madame his sister to be married to the Duke of Savoy without ceremony.
One may judge what condition the Duchess of Valentinois was in; the Queen would
not permit her to see the King, but sent to demand of her the King's signets,
and the jewels of the crown which she had in her custody. The Duchess enquired
if the King was dead, and being answered, “No”; “I have then as yet no other
matter,” said she, “and nobody can oblige me to restore what he has trusted in
my hands.” As soon as the King expired at Chateau de Toumelles, the Duke of
Ferrara, the Duke of Guise, and the Duke de Nemours conducted the Queen-Mother,
the New King and the Queen-Consort to the Louvre. The Duke de Nemours led the
Queen-Mother. As they began to march, she stepped back a little, and told the
Queen her daughter-in-law, it was her place to go first; but it was easy to
see, that there was more of spleen than decorum in this compliment.
IV
The Queen-mother was now wholly governed by the Cardinal of
Loraine; the Viscount de Chartres had no interest with her, and the passion he
had for Madam de Martigues and for liberty hindered him from feeling this loss
as it deserved to be felt. The Cardinal, during the ten days' illness of the
King, was at leisure to form his designs, and lead the Queen into resolutions
agreeable to what he had projected; so that the King was no sooner dead but the
Queen ordered the Constable to stay at Tournelles with the corpse of the
deceased King in order to perform the usual ceremonies. This commission kept
him at a distance and out of the scene of action; for this reason the Constable
dispatched a courier to the King of Navarre, to hasten him to Court that they
might join their interest to oppose the great rise of the House of Guise. The
command of the Army was given to the Duke of Guise and the care of the finances
to the Cardinal of Loraine. The Duchess of Valentinois was driven from Court;
the Cardinal de Tournon, the Constable's declared enemy, and the Chancellor
Olivier, the declared enemy of the Duchess of Valentinois, were both recalled.
In a word, the complexion of the Court was entirely changed; the Duke of Guise
took the same rank as the Princes of the blood, in carrying the King's mantle
at the funeral ceremonies: He and his brothers carried all before them at
Court, not only by reason of the Cardinal's power with the Queen-Mother, but
because she thought it in her power to remove them should they give her
umbrage; whereas she could not so easily remove the Constable, who was
supported by the Princes of the blood.
When the ceremonial of the mourning was over, the Constable came
to the Louvre, and was very coldly received by the King; he desired to speak
with him in private, but the King called for Messieurs de Guise, and told him
before them, that he advised him to live at ease; that the finances and the
command of the Army were disposed of, and that when he had occasion for his
advice, he would send for him to Court. The Queen received him in a yet colder
manner than the King, and she even reproached him for having told the late
King, that his children by her did not resemble him. The King of Navarre
arrived, and was no better received; the Prince of Conde, more impatient than
his brother, complained aloud, but to no purpose: he was removed from Court,
under pretense of being sent to Flanders to sign the ratification of the peace.
They showed the King of Navarre a forged letter from the King of Spain, which
charged him with a design of seizing that King's fortresses; they put him in
fear for his dominions, and made him take a resolution to go to Bearn; the
Queen furnished him with an opportunity, by appointing him to conduct Madam
Elizabeth, and obliged him to set out before her, so that there remained nobody
at Court that could balance the power of the House of Guise.
Though it was a mortifying circumstance for Monsieur de Clèves not
to conduct Madam Elizabeth, yet he could not complain of it, by reason of the
greatness of the person preferred before him; he regretted the loss of this
employment not so much on account of the honor he should have received from it,
as because it would have given him an opportunity of removing his wife from
Court without the appearance of design in it.
A few days after the King's death, it was resolved the new King
should go to Rheims to be crowned. As soon as this journey was talked of, Madam
de Clèves, who had stayed at home all this while under pretense of illness,
entreated her husband to dispense with her following the Court, and to give her
leave to go to take the air at Colomiers for her health: he answered, that
whether her health was the reason or not of her desire, however he consented to
it: nor was it very difficult for him to consent to a thing he had resolved
upon before: as good an opinion as he had of his wife's virtue, he thought it
imprudent to expose her any longer to the sight of a man she was in love with.
The Duke de Nemours was soon informed that Madam de Clèves was not
to go along with the Court; he could not find in his heart to set out without
seeing her, and therefore the night before his journey he went to her house as
late as decency would allow him, in order to find her alone. Fortune favored
his intention; and Madam de Nevers and Madam de Martigues, whom he met in the
Court as they were coming out, informed him they had left her alone. He went up
in a concern and ferment of mind to be paralleled only by that which Madam de Clèves
was under, when she was told the Duke de Nemours was come to see her; the fear
lest he should speak to her of his passion, and lest she should answer him too favorably,
the uneasiness this visit might give her husband, the difficulty of giving him
an account of it, or of concealing it from him, all these things presented
themselves to her imagination at once, and threw her into so great an
embarrassment, that she resolved to avoid the thing of the world which perhaps
she wished for the most. She sent one of her women to the Duke de Nemours, who
was in her anti-chamber, to tell him that she had lately been very ill, and
that she was sorry she could not receive the honor which he designed her. What
an affliction was it to the Duke, not to see Madam de Clèves, and therefore not
to see her, because she had no mind he should! He was to go away the next
morning, and had nothing further to hope from fortune. He had said nothing to
her since that conversation at the Queen-Dauphin's apartments, and he had
reason to believe that his imprudence in telling the Viscount his adventure had
destroyed all his expectations; in a word, he went away with everything that
could exasperate his grief.
No sooner was Madam de Clèves recovered from the confusion which
the thought of receiving a visit from the Duke had given her, but all the
reasons which had made her refuse it vanished; she was even satisfied she had
been to blame; and had she dared, or had it not been too late, she would have
had him called back.
Madam de Nevers and Madam de Martigues went from the Princess of Clèves
to the Queen-Dauphin's, where they found Monsieur de Clèves: the Queen-Dauphin
asked them from whence they came; they said they came from Madam de Clèves,
where they had spent part of the afternoon with a great deal of company, and
that they had left nobody there but the Duke de Nemours. These words, which
they thought so indifferent, were not such with Monsieur de Clèves: though he
might well imagine the Duke de Nemours had frequent opportunities of speaking
to his wife, yet the thought that he was now with her, that he was there alone,
and that he might speak to her of his life, appeared to him at this time a
thing so new and insupportable, that jealousy kindled in his heart with greater
violence than ever. It was impossible for him to stay at the Queen's; he
returned from thence, without knowing why he returned, or if he designed to go and
interrupt the Duke de Nemours: he was no sooner come home, but he looked about
him to see if there was anything by which he could judge if the Duke was still
there; it was some comfort to him to find he was gone, and it was a pleasure to
reflect that he could not have been long there: he fancied, that, perhaps, it
was not the Duke de Nemours of whom he had reason to be jealous; and though he
did not doubt of it, yet he endeavored to doubt of it; but he was convinced of
it by so many circumstances, that he continued not long in that pleasing
uncertainty. He immediately went into his wife's room, and after having talked
to her for some time about indifferent matters, he could not forbear asking her
what she had done, and who she had seen, and accordingly she gave him an
account: when he found she did not name the Duke de Nemours he asked her
trembling, if those were all she had seen, in order to give her an occasion to
name the Duke, and that he might not have the grief to see she made use of any
evasion. As she had not seen him, she did not name him; when Monsieur de Clèves
with accents of sorrow, said, “And have you not seen the Duke de Nemours, or
have you forgot him?”
“I have not seen him indeed,” answered she; “I was ill, and I sent
one of my women to make my excuses.”
“You was ill then only for him,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, “since
you admitted the visits of others: why this distinction with respect to the
Duke de Nemours? Why is not he to you as another man? Why should you be afraid
of seeing him? Why do you let him perceive that you are so? Why do you show him
that you make use of the power which his passion gives you over him? Would you
dare refuse to see him, but that you knew he distinguishes your rigour from
incivility? But why should you exercise that rigour towards him? From a person
like you, all things are favors, except indifference.”
“I did not think,” replied Madam de Clèves, “whatever suspicions
you have of the Duke de Nemours, that you could reproach me for not admitting a
visit from him.”
“But I do reproach you, Madam,” replied he, “and I have good
ground for so doing; why should you not see him, if he has said nothing to you?
but Madam, he has spoke to you; if his passion had been expressed only by
silence, it would not have made so great an impression upon you; you have not
thought fit to tell me the whole truth; you have concealed the greatest part
from me; you have repented even of the little you have acknowledged, and you
have not the resolution to go on; I am more unhappy than I imagined, more
unhappy than any other man in the world: you are my wife, I love you as my
mistress, and I see you at the same time in love with another, with the most
amiable man of the Court, and he sees you every day, and knows you are in love
with him: Alas! I believed that you would conquer your passion for him, but
sure I had lost my reason when I believed it was possible.”
“I don't know,” replied Madam de Clèves very sorrowfully, “whether
you was to blame in judging favorably of so extraordinary a proceeding as mine;
nor do I know if I was not mistaken when I thought you would do me justice.”
“Doubt it not, Madam,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, “you was
mistaken; you expected from me things as impossible as those I expected from
you: how could you hope I should continue master of my reason? Had you forgot
that I was desperately in love with you, and that I was your husband? Either of
these two circumstances is enough to hurry a man into extremities; what may
they not do both together? Alas! What do they not do? My thoughts are violent
and uncertain, and I am not able to control them; I no longer think myself
worthy of you, nor do I think you are worthy of me; I adore you, I hate you, I
offend you, I ask your pardon, I admire you, I blush for my admiration: in a
word, I have nothing of tranquility or reason left about me: I wonder how I
have been able to live since you spoke to me at Colomiers, and since you
learned, from what the Queen-Dauphin told you, that your adventure was known; I
can't discover how it came to be known, nor what passed between the Duke de
Nemours and you upon the subject; you will never explain it to me, nor do I
desire you to do it; I only desire you to remember that you have made me the
most unfortunate, the most wretched of men.”
Having spoke these words, Monsieur de Clèves left his wife, and
set out the next day without seeing her; but he wrote her a letter full of
sorrow, and at the same time very kind and obliging: she gave an answer to it
so moving and so full of assurances both as to her past and future conduct,
that as those assurances were grounded in truth, and were the real effect of
her sentiments, the letter made great impressions on Monsieur de Clèves, and
gave him some tranquility; add to this that the Duke de Nemours going to the
King as well as himself, he had the satisfaction to know that he would not be
in the same place with Madam de Clèves. Every time that lady spoke to her
husband, the passion he expressed for her, the handsomeness of his behavior,
the friendship she had for him, and the thought of what she owed him, made
impressions in her heart that weakened the idea of the Duke de Nemours; but it
did not continue long, that idea soon returned more lively than before.
For a few days after the Duke was gone, she was hardly sensible of
his absence; afterwards it tortured her; ever since she had been in love with
him, there did not pass a day, but she either feared or wished to meet him, and
it was a wounding thought to her to consider that it was no more in the power
of fortune to contrive their meeting.
She went to Colomiers, and ordered to be carried thither the large
pictures she had caused to be copied from the originals which the Duchess of
Valentinois had procured to be drawn for her fine house of Annett. All the
remarkable actions that had passed in the late King's reign were represented in
these pieces, and among the rest was the Siege of Mets, and all those who had
distinguished themselves at that Siege were painted much to the life. The Duke
de Nemours was of this number, and it was that perhaps which had made Madam de Clèves
desirous of having the pictures.
Madam de Martigues not being able to go along with the Court,
promised her to come and pass some days at Colomiers. Though they divided the
Queen's favor, they lived together without envy or coldness; they were friends,
but not confidants; Madam de Clèves knew that Madam de Martigues was in love
with the Viscount, but Madam de Martigues did not know that Madam de Clèves was
in love with the Duke de Nemours, nor that she was beloved by him. The relation
Madam de Clèves had to the Viscount made her more dear to Madam de Martigues,
and Madam de Clèves was also fond of her as a person who was in love as well as
herself, and with an intimate friend of her own lover.
Madam de Martigues came to Colomiers according to her promise, and
found Madam de Clèves living in a very solitary manner: that Princess affected
a perfect solitude, and passed the evenings in her garden without being
accompanied even by her domestics; she frequently came into the pavilion where
the Duke de Nemours had overheard her conversation with her husband; she
delighted to be in the bower that was open to the garden, while her women and
attendants waited in the other bower under the pavilion, and never came to her
but when she called them. Madam de Martigues having never seen Colomiers was
surprised at the extraordinary beauty of it, and particularly with the
pleasantness of the pavilion. Madam de Clèves and she usually passed the
evenings there. The liberty of being alone in the night in so agreeable a place
would not permit the conversation to end soon between two young ladies, whose
hearts were enflamed with violent passions, and they took great pleasure in
conversing together, though they were not confidants.
Madam de Martigues would have left Colomiers with great reluctance
had she not quitted it to go to a place where the Viscount was; she set out for
Chambort, the Court being there.
The King had been anointed at Rheims by the Cardinal of Loraine,
and the design was to pass the rest of the summer at the castle of Chambort,
which was newly built; the Queen expressed a great deal of joy upon seeing
Madam de Martigues again at Court, and after having given her several proofs of
it, she asked her how Madam de Clèves did, and in what manner she passed her
time in the country. The Duke de Nemours and the Prince of Clèves were with the
Queen at that time. Madam de Martigues, who had been charmed with Colomiers,
related all the beauties of it, and enlarged extremely on the description of
the pavilion in the forest, and on the pleasure Madam de Clèves took in walking
there alone part of the night. The Duke de Nemours, who knew the place well
enough to understand what Madam de Martigues said of it, thought it was not
impossible to see Madam de Clèves there, without being seen by anybody but her.
He asked Madam de Martigues some questions to get further lights; and the
Prince of Clèves, who had eyed him very strictly while Madam de Martigues was
speaking, thought he knew what his design was. The questions the Duke asked
still more confirmed him in that thought, so that he made no doubt but his
intention was to go and see his wife; he was not mistaken in his suspicions:
this design entered so deeply into the Duke de Nemours's mind, that after
having spent the night in considering the proper methods to execute it, he went
betimes the next morning to ask the King's leave to go to Paris, on some
pretended occasion.
Monsieur de Clèves was in no doubt concerning the occasion of his
journey; and he resolved to inform himself as to his wife's conduct, and to
continue no longer in so cruel an uncertainty; he had a desire to set out the
same time as the Duke de Nemours did, and to hide himself where he might
discover the success of the journey; but fearing his departure might appear
extraordinary, and lest the Duke, being advertised of it, might take other
measures, he resolved to trust this business to a gentleman of his, whose
fidelity and wit he was assured of; he related to him the embarrassment he was
under, and what the virtue of his wife had been till that time, and ordered him
to follow the Duke de Nemours, to watch him narrowly, to see if he did not go
to Colomiers, and if he did not enter the garden in the night.
The gentleman, who was very capable of this commission, acquitted
himself of it with all the exactness imaginable. He followed the Duke to a
village within half a league of Colomiers, where the Duke stopped and the
gentleman easily guessed his meaning was to stay there till night. He did not
think it convenient to wait there, but passed on, and placed himself in that
part of the forest where he thought the Duke would pass: he took his measures
very right; for it was no sooner night but he heard somebody coming that way,
and though it was dark, he easily knew the Duke de Nemours; he saw him walk
round the garden, as with a design to listen if he could hear anybody, and to
choose the most convenient place to enter: the palisades were very high and
double, in order to prevent people from coming in, so that it was very
difficult for the Duke to get over, however he made a shift to do it. He was no
sooner in the garden but he discovered where Madam de Clèves was; he saw a
great light in the bower, all the windows of it were open; upon this, slipping
along by the side of the palisades, he came up close to it, and one may easily
judge what were the emotions of his heart at that instant: he took his station
behind one of the windows, which served him conveniently to see what Madam de Clèves
was doing. He saw she was alone; he saw her so inimitably beautiful, that he
could scarce govern the transports which that sight gave him: the weather was
hot, her head and neck were uncovered, and her hair hung carelessly about her.
She lay on a couch with a table before her, on which were several baskets full
of ribbons, out of which she chose some, and he observed she chose those colors
which he wore at the tournament; he saw her make them up into knots for an
Indian cane, which had been his, and which he had given to his sister; Madam de
Clèves took it from her, without seeming to know it had belonged to the Duke.
After she had finished her work with the sweetest grace imaginable, the
sentiments of her heart showing themselves in her countenance, she took a wax
candle and came to a great table over against the picture of the Siege of Mets,
in which was the portrait of the Duke de Nemours; she sat down and set herself
to look upon that portrait, with an attention and thoughtfulness which love
only can give.
It is impossible to express what Monsieur de Nemours felt at this
moment; to see, at midnight, in the finest place in the world, a lady he
adored, to see her without her knowing that he saw her, and to find her wholly
taken up with things that related to him, and to the passion which she
concealed from him; this is what was never tasted nor imagined by any other
lover.
The Duke was so transported and beside himself, that he continued
motionless, with his eyes fixed on Madam de Clèves, without thinking how
precious his time was; when he was a little recovered, he thought it best not
to speak to her till she came into the garden, and he imagined he might do it
there with more safety, because she would be at a greater distance from her
women; but finding she stayed in the bower, he resolved to go in: when he was
upon the point of doing it, what was his confusion; how fearful was he of
displeasing her, and of changing that countenance, where so much sweetness
dwelt, into looks of anger and resentment!
To come to see Madam de Clèves without being seen by her had no
impudence in it, but to think of showing himself appeared very unwise; a
thousand things now came into his mind which he had not thought of before; it
carried in it somewhat extremely bold and extravagant, to surprise in the
middle of the night a person to whom he had never yet spoke of his passion. He
thought he had no reason to expect she would hear him, but that she would
justly resent the danger to which he exposed her, by accidents which might rise
from this attempt; all his courage left him, and he was several times upon the
point of resolving to go back again without showing himself; yet urged by the
desire of speaking to her, and heartened by the hopes which everything he had
seen gave him, he advanced some steps, but in such disorder, that a scarf he
had on entangled in the window, and made a noise. Madam de Clèves turned about,
and whether her fancy was full of him, or that she stood in a place so directly
to the light that she might know him, she thought it was he, and without the
least hesitation or turning towards the place where he was, she entered the
bower where her women were. On her entering she was in such disorder, that to
conceal it she was forced to say she was ill; she said it too in order to
employ her people about her, and to give the Duke time to retire. When she had
made some reflection, she thought she had been deceived, and that her fancying
she saw Monsieur de Nemours was only the effect of imagination. She knew he was
at Chambort; she saw no probability of his engaging in so hazardous an
enterprise; she had a desire several times to re-enter the bower, and to see if
there was anybody in the garden. She wished perhaps as much as she feared to
find the Duke de Nemours there; but at last reason and prudence prevailed over
her other thoughts, and she found it better to continue in the doubt she was
in, than to run the hazard of satisfying herself about it; she was a long time
ere she could resolve to leave a place to which she thought the Duke was so
near, and it was almost daybreak when she returned to the castle.
The Duke de Nemours stayed in the garden, as long as there was any
light; he was not without hopes of seeing Madam de Clèves again, though he was
convinced that she knew him, and that she went away only to avoid him; but when
he found the doors were shut, he knew he had nothing more to hope; he went to
take horse near the place where Monsieur de Clèves's gentleman was watching
him; this gentleman followed him to the same village, where he had left him in
the evening. The Duke resolved to stay there all the day, in order to return at
night to Colomiers, to see if Madam de Clèves would yet have the cruelty to
shun him or not expose herself to view: though he was very much pleased to find
himself so much in her thoughts, yet was he extremely grieved at the same time
to see her so naturally bent to avoid him.
Never was passion so tender and so violent as that of Monsieur de
Nemours; he walked under the willows, along a little brook which ran behind the
house, where he lay concealed; he kept himself as much out of the way as
possible, that he might not be seen by anybody; he abandoned himself to the
transports of his love, and his heart was so full of tenderness, that he was
forced to let fall some tears, but those tears were such as grief alone could
not shed; they had a mixture of sweetness and pleasure in them which is to be
found only in love.
He set himself to recall to mind all the actions of Madam de Clèves
ever since he had been in love with her; her cruelty and rigour, and that
modesty and decency of behavior she had always observed towards him, though she
loved him; “For, after all, she loves me,” said he, “she loves me, I cannot
doubt of it, the deepest engagements and the greatest favors are not more
certain proofs than those I have had. In the meantime, I am treated with the
same rigour as if I were hated; I hoped something from time, but I have no
reason to expect it any longer; I see her always equally on her guard against
me and against herself; if I were not loved, I should make it my business to
please; but I do please; she loves me, and tries to hide it from me. What have
I then to hope, and what change am I to expect in my fortune? though I am loved
by the most amiable person in the world, I am under that excess of passion
which proceeds from the first certainty of being loved by her, only to make me
more sensible of being ill used; let me see that you love me, fair Princess,”
cried he, “make me acquainted with your sentiments; provided I know them once
in my life from you, I am content that you resume forever the cruelties with
which you oppress me; look upon me at least with the same eyes with which I saw
you look that night upon my picture; could you behold that with such sweet
complacency, and yet avoid me with so much cruelty? What are you afraid of? Why
does my love appear so terrible to you? You love me, and you endeavor in vain
to conceal it; you have even given me involuntary proofs of it; I know my
happiness, permit me to enjoy it, and cease to make me unhappy. Is it possible
I should be loved by the Princess of Clèves, and yet be unhappy? how beautiful
was she last night? how could I forbear throwing myself at her feet? If I had
done it, I might perhaps have hindered her from shunning me, my respectful behavior
would have removed her fears; but perhaps, after all, she did not know it was
I; I afflict myself more than I need; she was only frightened to see a man at
so unseasonable an hour.”
These thoughts employed the Duke de Nemours all the day; he wished
impatiently for the night, and as soon as it came he returned to Colomiers.
Monsieur de Clèves's gentleman, who was disguised that he might be less
observed, followed him to the place to which he had followed him the evening
before, and saw him enter the garden again. The Duke soon perceived that Madam
de Clèves had not run the risk of his making another effort to see her, the
doors being all shut; he looked about on all sides to see if he could discover
any light, but he saw none.
Madam de Clèves, suspecting he might return, continued in her
chamber; she had reason to apprehend she should not always have the power to
avoid him, and she would not submit herself to the hazard of speaking to him in
a manner that would have been unsuitable to the conduct she had hitherto
observed.
Monsieur de Nemours, though he had no hopes of seeing her, could
not find in his heart soon to leave a place where she so often was; he passed
the whole night in the garden, and found some pleasure at least in seeing the
same objects which she saw every day; it was near sunrise before he thought of
retiring; but as last the fear of being discovered obliged him to go away.
It was impossible for him to return to Court without seeing Madam
de Clèves; he made a visit to his sister the Duchess of Mercoeur, at her house
near Colomiers. She was extremely surprised at her brother's arrival; but he
invented so probable a pretense for his journey, and conducted his plot so
skilfully, that he drew her to make the first proposal herself of visiting
Madam de Clèves. This proposal was executed that very day, and Monsieur de
Nemours told his sister, that he would leave her at Colomiers, in order to go
directly to the King; he formed this pretense of leaving her at Colomiers in
hopes she would take her leave before him, and he thought he had found out by
that means an infallible way of speaking to Madam de Clèves.
The Princess of Clèves, when they arrived, was walking in her garden
the sight of Monsieur de Nemours gave her no small uneasiness, and put her out
of doubt that it was he she had seen the foregoing night. The certainty of his
having done so bold and imprudent a thing gave her some little resentment
against him, and the Duke observed an air of coldness in her face, which
sensibly grieved him; the conversation turned upon indifferent matters, and yet
he had the skill all the while to show so much wit, complaisance, and
admiration for Madam de Clèves, that part of the coldness she expressed towards
him at first left her in spite of herself.
When his fears were over and he began to take heart, he showed an
extreme curiosity to see the pavilion in the forest; he spoke of it as of the
most agreeable place in the world, and gave so exact a description of it, that
Madam de Mercoeur said he must needs have been there several times to know all
the particular beauties of it so well. “And yet, I don't believe,” replied
Madam de Clèves, “that the Duke de Nemours was ever there; it has been finished
but a little while.”
“It is not long since I was there,” replied the Duke, looking upon
her, “and I don't know if I ought not to be glad you have forgot you saw me
there.” Madam de Mercoeur, being taken up in observing the beauties of the gardens,
did not attend to what her brother said; Madam de Clèves blushed, and with her
eyes cast down, without looking on Monsieur de Nemours, “I don't remember,”
said she, “to have seen you there; and if you have been there, it was without
my knowledge.”
“It is true, Madam,” replied he, “I was there without your orders,
and I passed there the most sweet and cruel moments of my life.”
Madam de Clèves understood very well what he said, but made him no
answer; her care was to prevent Madam de Mercoeur from going into the bower,
because the Duke de Nemours's picture was there, and she had no mind she should
see it; she managed the matter so well, that the time passed away insensibly,
and Madam de Mercoeur began to talk of going home: but when Madam de Clèves found
that the Duke and his sister did not go together, she plainly saw to what she
was going to be exposed; she found herself under the same embarrassment she was
in at Paris, and took also the same resolution; her fear, lest this visit
should be a further confirmation of her husband's suspicions, did not a little
contribute to determine her; and to the end Monsieur de Nemours might not
remain alone with her, she told Madam de Mercoeur she would wait upon her to
the borders of the forest, and ordered her chariot to be got ready. The Duke
was struck with such a violent grief to find that Madam de Clèves still
continued to exercise the same rigours towards him, that he turned pale that
moment. Madam de Mercoeur asked him if he was ill, but he looked upon Madam de Clèves
without being perceived by anybody else, and made her sensible by his looks
that he had no other illness besides despair: however, there was no remedy but
he must let them go together without daring to follow them; after what he had
told his sister, that he was to go directly to Court, he could not return with
her, but went to Paris, and set out from thence the next day.
Monsieur de Clèves's gentleman had observed him all the while; he
returned also to Paris, and when he found Monsieur de Nemours was set out for
Chambort, he took post to get thither before him, and to give an account of his
journey; his master expected his return with impatience, as if the happiness or
unhappiness of his life depended upon it.
As soon as he saw him, he judged from his countenance and his
silence, that the news he brought was very disagreeable; he was struck with
sorrow, and continued some time with his head hung down, without being able to
speak; at last he made signs with his hand to him to withdraw; “Go,” says he, “I
see what you have to say to me, but I have not the power to hear it.”
“I can acquaint you with nothing,” said the gentleman, “upon which
one can form any certain judgment; it is true, the Duke de Nemours went two
nights successively into the garden in the forest, and the day after he was at
Colomiers with the Duchess of Mercoeur.”
“'Tis enough,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, still making signs to
him to withdraw, “'tis enough; I want no further information.” The gentleman
was forced to leave his master, abandoned to his despair; nor ever was despair
more violent. Few men of so high a spirit, and so passionately in love, as the
Prince of Clèves, have experienced at the same time the grief arising from the
falsehood of a mistress, and the shame of being deceived by a wife.
Monsieur de Clèves could set no bounds to his affliction; he felt
ill of a fever that very night, and his distemper was accompanied with such ill
symptoms that it was thought very dangerous. Madam de Clèves was informed of
it, and came in all haste to him; when she arrived, he was still worse;
besides, she observed something in him so cold and chilling with respect to
her, that she was equally surprised and grieved at it; he even seemed to
receive with pain the services she did him in his sickness, but at last she
imagined it was perhaps only the effect of his distemper.
When she was come to Blois where the Court then was, the Duke de
Nemours was overjoyed to think she was at the same place where he was; he endeavored
to see her, and went every day to the Prince of Clèves's under pretense of
enquiring how he did, but it was to no purpose; she did not stir out of her husband's
room, and was grieved at heart for the condition he was in. It vexed Monsieur
de Nemours to see her under such affliction, an affliction which he plainly saw
revived the friendship she had for Monsieur de Clèves, and diverted the passion
that lay kindling in her heart. The thought of this shocked him severely for
some time; but the extremity, to which Monsieur de Clèves's sickness was grown,
opened to him a scene of new hopes; he saw it was probable that Madam de Clèves
would be at liberty to follow her own inclinations, and that he might expect
for the future a series of happiness and lasting pleasures; he could not
support the ecstasy of that thought, a thought so full of transport! he
banished it out of his mind for fear of becoming doubly wretched, if he
happened to be disappointed in his hopes.
In the meantime Monsieur de Clèves was almost given over by his
physicians. One of the last days of his illness, after having had a very bad
night, he said in the morning, he had a desire to sleep; but Madam de Clèves,
who remained alone in his chamber, found that instead of taking repose he was
extremely restless; she came to him, and fell on her knees by his bedside, her
face all covered with tears; and though Monsieur de Clèves had taken a
resolution not to show her the violent displeasure he had conceived against
her, yet the care she took of him, and the sorrow she expressed, which
sometimes he thought sincere, and at other times the effect of her
dissimulation and perfidiousness, distracted him so violently with opposite
sentiments full of woe, that he could not forbear giving them vent.
“You shed plenty of tears, Madam,” said he, “for a death which you
are the cause of, and which cannot give you the trouble you pretend to be in; I
am no longer in a condition to reproach you,” added he with a voice weakened by
sickness and grief; “I die through the dreadful grief and discontent you have
given me; ought so extraordinary an action, as that of your speaking to me at
Colomiers, to have had so little consequences? Why did you inform me of your
passion for the Duke de Nemours, if your virtue was no longer able to oppose
it? I loved you to that extremity, I would have been glad to have been
deceived, I confess it to my shame; I have regretted that pleasing false
security out of which you drew me; why did not you leave me in that blind
tranquillity which so many husbands enjoy? I should perhaps have been ignorant
all my life, that you was in love with Monsieur de Nemours; I shall die,” added
he, “but know that you make death pleasing to me, and that, after you have
taken from me the esteem and affection I had for you, life would be odious to
me. What should I live for? to spend my days with a person whom I have loved so
much, and by whom I have been so cruelly deceived; or to live apart from her
and break out openly into violences so opposite to my temper, and the love I
had for you? That love, Madam, was far greater than it appeared to you; I
concealed the greatest part of it from you, for fear of being importunate, or
of losing somewhat in your esteem by a behavior not becoming a husband: in a
word, I deserved your affection more than once, and I die without regret, since
I have not been able to obtain it, and since I can no longer desire it. Adieu,
Madam; you will one day regret a man who loved you with a sincere and virtuous
passion; you will feel the anxiety which reasonable persons meet with in
intrigue and gallantry, and you will know the difference between such a love as
I had for you, and the love of people who only profess admiration for you to
gratify their vanity in seducing you; but my death will leave you at liberty,
and you may make the Duke de Nemours happy without guilt: what signifies
anything that can happen when I am no more, and why should I have the weakness
to trouble myself about it?”
Madam de Clèves was so far from imagining that her husband
suspected her virtue, that she heard all this discourse without comprehending
the meaning of it, and without having any other notion about it, except that he
reproached her for her inclination for the Duke de Nemours; at last, starting
all of a sudden out of her blindness, “I guilty!” cried she, “I am a stranger
to the very thought of guilt; the severest virtue could not have inspired any
other conduct than that which I have followed, and I never acted anything but
what I could have wished you to have been witness to.”
“Could you have wished,” replied Monsieur de Clèves, looking on
her with disdain, “I had been a witness of those nights you passed with Monsieur
de Nemours? Ah! Madam; is it you I speak of, when I speak of a lady that has
passed nights with a man, not her husband?”
“No, sir,” replied she, “it is not me you speak of; I never spent
a night nor a moment with the Duke de Nemours; he never saw me in private, I
never suffered him to do it, nor would give him a hearing. I'll take all the
oaths . . .”
“Speak no more of it,” said he interrupting her, “false oaths or a
confession would perhaps give me equal pain.”
Madam de Clèves could not answer him; her tears and her grief took
away her speech; at last, struggling for utterance, “Look on me at least, hear
me,” said she; “if my interest only were concerned I would suffer these
reproaches, but your life is at stake; hear me for your own sake; I am so innocent,
truth pleads so strongly for me, it is impossible but I must convince you.”
“Would to God you could!” cried he; “but what can you say? the
Duke de Nemours, has not he been at Colomiers with his sister? And did not he
pass the two foregoing nights with you in the garden in the forest?”
“If that be my crime,” replied she, “it is easy to justify myself;
I do not desire you to believe me, believe your servants and domestics; ask
them if I went into the garden the evening before Monsieur de Nemours came to
Colomiers, and if I did not go out, of it the night before two hours sooner
than I used to do.” After this she told him how she imagined she had seen
somebody in the garden, and acknowledged that she believed it to be the Duke de
Nemours; she spoke to him with so much confidence, and truth so naturally
persuades, even where it is not probable, that Monsieur de Clèves was almost
convinced of her innocence. “I don't know,” said he, “whether I ought to
believe you; I am so near death, that I would not know anything that might make
me die with reluctance; you have cleared your innocence too late; however it
will be a comfort to me to go away with the thought that you are worthy of the
esteem I have had for you; I beg you I may be assured of this further comfort,
that my memory will be dear to you, and that if it had been in your power you
would have had for me the same passion which you had for another.” He would
have gone on, but was so weak that his speech failed him. Madam de Clèves sent
for the physicians, who found him almost lifeless; yet he languished some days,
and died at last with admirable constancy.
Madam de Clèves was afflicted to so violent a degree, that she
lost in a manner the use of her reason; the Queen was so kind as to come to see
her, and carried her to a convent without her being sensible whither she was
conducted; her sisters-in-law brought her back to Paris, before she was in a
condition to feel distinctly even her griefs: when she was restored to her
faculty of thinking, and reflected what a husband she had lost, and considered
that she had caused his death by the passion which she had for another, the
horror she had for herself and the Duke de Nemours was not to be expressed.
The Duke in the beginning of her mourning durst pay her no other
respects but such as decency required; he knew Madam de Clèves enough to be
sensible that great importunities and eagerness would be disagreeable to her;
but what he learned afterwards plainly convinced him that he ought to observe
the same conduct a great while longer.
A servant of the Duke's informed him that Monsieur de Clèves's
gentleman, who was his intimate friend, had told him, in the excess of his
grief for the loss of his master, that Monsieur de Nemours's journey to
Colomiers was the occasion of his death. The Duke was extremely surprised to
hear this; but after having reflected upon it, he guessed the truth in part,
and rightly judged what Madam de Clèves's sentiments would be at first, and
what a distance it would throw him from her, if she thought her husband's
illness was occasioned by his jealousy; he was of opinion that he ought not so
much as to put her in mind of his name very soon, and he abided by that
conduct, however severe it appeared to him.
He took a journey to Paris, nor could he forbear calling at her
house to enquire how she did. He was told, that she saw nobody, and that she
had even given strict orders that they should not trouble her with an account
of any that might come to see her; those very strict orders, perhaps, were given
with a view to the Duke, and to prevent her hearing him spoken of; but he was
too much in love to be able to live so absolutely deprived of the sight of
Madam de Clèves; he resolved to find the means, let the difficulty be what it
would, to get out of a condition which was so insupportable to him.
The grief of that Princess exceeded the bounds of reason; a
husband dying, and dying on her account, and with so much tenderness for her,
never went out of her mind: she continually revolved in her thoughts what she
owed him, and she condemned herself for not having had a passion for him, as if
that had been a thing which depended on herself; she found no consolation but
in the thought that she lamented him as he deserved to be lamented, and that
she would do nothing during the remainder of her life, but what he would have
been glad she should have done, had he lived.
She had often been thinking how he came to know, that the Duke de
Nemours had been at Colomiers; she could not suspect that the Duke himself had
told it; though it was indifferent to her whether he had or no, she thought
herself so perfectly cured of the passion she had had for him; and yet she was
grieved at the heart to think that he was the cause of her husband's death; and
she remembered with pain the fear Monsieur de Clèves expressed, when dying,
lest she should marry the Duke; but all these griefs were swallowed up in that
for the loss of her husband, and she thought she had no other but that one.
After several months the violence of her grief abated, and she
fell into a languishing kind of melancholy. Madam de Martigues made a journey
to Paris, and constantly visited her during the time she stayed there: she
entertained her with an account of the Court, and what passed there; and though
Madam de Clèves appeared unconcerned, yet still she continued talking on that
subject in hopes to divert her.
She talked to her of the Viscount, of Monsieur de Guise, and of
all others that were distinguished either in person or merit. “As for the Duke
de Nemours,” says she, “I don't know if State affairs have not taken possession
of his heart in the room of gallantry; he is abundantly less gay than he used
to be, and seems wholly to decline the company of women; he often makes
journeys to Paris, and I believe he is there now.” The Duke de Nemours's name
surprised Madam de Clèves, and made her blush; she changed the discourse, nor
did Madam de Martigues take notice of her concern.
The next day Madam de Clèves, who employed herself in things
suitable to the condition she was in, went to a man's house in her
neighbourhood, that was famous for working silk after a particular manner, and
she designed to bespeak some pieces for herself; having seen several kinds of
his work, she spied a chamber door, where she thought there were more, and
desired it might be opened: the master answered, he had not the key, and that
the room was taken by a man, who came there sometimes in the daytime to draw
the plans and prospects of the fine houses and gardens that were to be seen
from his windows; “he is one of the handsomest men I ever saw,” added he, “and
does not look much like one that works for his living; whenever he comes here,
I observe he always looks towards the gardens and houses, but I never see him
work.”
Madam de Clèves listened to this story very attentively, and what
Madam de Martigues had told her of Monsieur de Nemours's coming now and then to
Paris, she applied in her fancy to that handsome man, who came to a place so
near her house; and this gave her an idea of Monsieur de Nemours endeavoring to
see her; which raised a disorder in her, of which she did not know the cause:
she went towards the windows to see where they looked into, and she found they
overlooked all her gardens, and directly faced her apartment: and when she was
in her own room, she could easily see that very window where she was told the
man came to take his prospects. The thought that it was the Duke de Nemours,
entirely changed the situation of her mind; she no longer found herself in that
pensive tranquillity which she had begun to enjoy, her spirits were ruffled
again as with a tempest: at last, not being able to stay at home, she went
abroad to take the air in a garden without the suburbs, where she hoped to be
alone; she walked about a great while, and found no likelihood of anyone's
being there.
Having crossed a little wilderness she perceived at the end of the
walk, in the most remote part of the garden, a kind of a bower, open on all
sides, and went towards it; when she was near, she saw a man lying on the
benches, who seemed sunk into a deep contemplation, and she discovered it was
the Duke de Nemours. Upon this she stopped short: but her attendants made some
noise, which roused the Duke out of his musing: he took no notice who the
persons were that disturbed him, but got up in order to avoid the company that
was coming towards him, and making a low bow, which hindered him from seeing
those he saluted, he turned into another walk.
If he had known whom he avoided, with what eagerness would he have
returned? But he walked down the alley, and Madam de Clèves saw him go out at a
back door, where his coach waited for him. What an effect did this transient
view produce in the heart of Madam de Clèves? What a flame rekindled out of the
embers of her love, and with what violence did it burn? She went and sat down
in the same place from which Monsieur de Nemours was newly risen, and seemed
perfectly overwhelmed; his image immediately possessed her fancy, and she
considered him as the most amiable person in the world, as one who had long
loved her with a passion full of veneration and sincerity, slighting all for
her, paying respect even to her grief, to his own torture, labouring to see her
without a thought of being seen by her, quitting the Court (though the Court's
delight) to come and look on the walls where she was shut up, and to pass his
melancholy hours in places where he could not hope to meet her; in a word, a
man whose attachment to her alone merited returns of love, and for whom she had
so strong an inclination, that she should have loved him, though she had not
been beloved by him; and besides, one whose quality was suitable to hers: all
the obstacles that could rise from duty and virtue were now removed, and all
the trace that remained on her mind of their former condition was the passion
the Duke de Nemours had for her, and that which she had for him.
All these ideas were new to her; her affliction for the death of
her husband had left her no room for thoughts of this kind, but the sight of
Monsieur de Nemours revived them, and they crowded again into her mind; but
when she had taken her fill of them, and remembered that this very man, whom
she considered as a proper match for her, was the same she had loved in her
husband's lifetime, and was the cause of his death, and that on his death-bed
he had expressed a fear of her marrying him, her severe virtue was so shocked
at the imagination, that she thought it would be as criminal in her to marry
Monsieur de Nemours now, as it was to love him before: in short, she abandoned
herself to these reflections so pernicious to her happiness, and fortified
herself in them by the inconveniency which she foresaw would attend such a
marriage. After two hours' stay in this place she returned home, convinced that
it was indispensably her duty to avoid the sight of the man she loved.
But this conviction, which was the effect of reason and virtue,
did not carry her heart along with it; her heart was so violently fixed on the
Duke de Nemours, that she became even an object of compassion, and was wholly
deprived of rest. Never did she pass a night in so uneasy a manner; in the
morning, the first thing she did was to see if there was anybody at the window
which looked towards her apartment; she saw there Monsieur de Nemours, and was
so surprised upon it, and withdrew so hastily, as made him judge she knew him;
he had often wished to be seen by her, ever since he had found out that method
of seeing her, and when he had no hopes of obtaining that satisfaction, his way
was to go to muse in the garden where she found him.
Tired at last with so unfortunate and uncertain a condition, he
resolved to attempt something to determine his fate: “What should I wait for?”
said he. “I have long known she loves me; she is free; she has no duty now to
plead against me; why should I submit myself to the hardship of seeing her,
without being seen by her or speaking to her? Is it possible for love so
absolutely to have deprived me of reason and courage, and to have rendered me
so different from what I have been in all my other amours? It was fit I should
pay a regard to Madam de Clèves's grief; but I do it too long, and I give her
leisure to extinguish the inclination she had for me.”
After these reflections, he considered what measures he ought to take
to see her; he found he had no longer any reason to conceal his passion from
the Viscount de Chartres; he resolved to speak to him of it, and to communicate
to him his design with regard to his niece.
The Viscount was then at Paris, the town being extremely full, and
everybody busy in preparing equipages and dresses to attend the King of
Navarre, who was to conduct the Queen of Spain: Monsieur de Nemours, went to
the Viscount, and made an ingenuous confession to him of all he had concealed
hitherto, except Madam de Clèves's sentiments, which he would not seem to know.
The Viscount received what he told him with a great deal of
pleasure, and assured him, that though he was not acquainted with his
sentiments on that subject, he had often thought, since Madam de Clèves had
been a widow, that she was the only lady that deserved him. Monsieur de Nemours
entreated him to give him an opportunity of speaking to her, and learning what
disposition she was in.
The Viscount proposed to carry him to her house, but the Duke was
of opinion she would be shocked at it, because as yet she saw nobody; so that
they agreed, it would be better for the Viscount to ask her to come to him,
under some pretense, and for the Duke to come to them by a private staircase,
that he might not be observed. Accordingly this was executed; Madam de Clèves
came, the Viscount went to receive her, and led her into a great closet at the
end of his apartment; some time after Monsieur de Nemours came in, as by
chance: Madam de Clèves was in great surprise to see him; she blushed and endeavored
to hide it; the Viscount at first spoke of indifferent matters, and then went
out, as if he had some orders to give, telling Madam de Clèves he must desire
her to entertain the Duke in his stead, and that he would return immediately.
It is impossible to express the sentiments of Monsieur de Nemours,
and Madam de Clèves, when they saw themselves alone, and at liberty to speak to
one another, as they had never been before: they continued silent a while; at
length, said Monsieur de Nemours, “Can you, Madam, pardon the Viscount for
giving me an opportunity of seeing you, and speaking to you, an opportunity
which you have always so cruelly denied me?”
“I ought not to pardon him,” replied she, “for having forgot the
condition I am in, and to what he exposes my reputation.” Having spoke these
words, she would have gone away; but Monsieur de Nemours stopping her, “Fear
not, Madam,” said he; “you have nothing to apprehend; nobody knows I am here;
hear me, Madam, hear me, if not out of goodness, yet at least for your own
sake, and to free yourself from the extravagancies which a passion I am no
longer master of will infallibly hurry me into.” Madam de Clèves now first
yielded to the inclination she had for the Duke de Nemours, and beholding him
with eyes full of softness and charms, “But what can you hope for,” says she, “from
the complaisance you desire of me? You will perhaps repent that you have
obtained it, and I shall certainly repent that I have granted it. You deserve a
happier fortune than you have hitherto had, or than you can have for the
future, unless you seek it elsewhere.”
“I, Madam,” said he, “seek happiness anywhere else? Or is there
any happiness for me, but in your love? Though I never spoke of it before, I cannot
believe, Madam, that you are not acquainted with my passion, or that you do not
know it to be the greatest and most sincere that ever was; what trials has it
suffered in things you are a stranger to? What trials have you put it to by
your rigor?”
“Since you are desirous I should open myself to you,” answered
Madam de Clèves, “I'll comply with your desire, and I'll do it with a sincerity
that is rarely to be met with in persons of my sex: I shall not tell you that I
have not observed your passion for me; perhaps you would not believe me if I
should tell you so; I confess therefore to you, not only that I have observed
it, but that I have observed it in such lights as you yourself could wish it
might appear to me in.”
“And if you have seen my passion, Madam,” said he, “is it possible
for you not to have been moved by it? And may I venture to ask, if it has made
no impression on your heart?”
“You should have judged of that from my conduct,” replied she; “but
I should be glad to know what you thought of it.”
“I ought to be in a happier condition,” replied he, “to venture to
inform you; my fortune would contradict what I should say; all I can tell you,
Madam, is that I heartily wished you had not acknowledged to Monsieur de Clèves
what you concealed from me, and that you had concealed from him what you made
appear to me.”
“How came you to discover,” replied she blushing, “that I
acknowledged anything to Monsieur de Clèves?”
“I learned it from yourself, Madam,” replied he; “but that you may
the better pardon the boldness I showed in listening to what you said, remember
if I have made an ill use of what I heard, if my hopes rose upon it, or if I
was the more encouraged to speak to you.”
Here he began to relate how he had overheard her conversation with
Monsieur de Clèves; but she interrupted him before he had finished; “Say no
more of it,” said she, “I see how you came to be so well informed; I suspected
you knew the business but too well at the Queen-Dauphin's, who learned this
adventure from those you had entrusted with it.”
Upon this Monsieur de Nemours informed her in what manner the
thing came to pass; “No excuses,” says she; “I have long forgiven you, without
being informed how it was brought about; but since you have learned from my own
self what I designed to conceal from you all my life, I will acknowledge to you
that you have inspired me with sentiments I was unacquainted with before I saw
you, and of which I had so slender an idea, that they gave me at first a
surprise which still added to the pain that constantly attends them: I am the
less ashamed to make you this confession, because I do it at a time when I may
do it without a crime, and because you have seen that my conduct has not been
governed by my affections.”
“Can you believe, Madam,” said Monsieur de Nemours, falling on his
knees, “but I shall expire at your feet with joy and transport?”
“I have told you nothing,” said she smiling, “but what you knew
too well before.”
“Ah! Madam,” said he, “what a difference is there between learning
it by chance, and knowing it from yourself, and seeing withal that you are
pleased I know it.”
“It is true,” answered she, “I would have you know it, and I find
a pleasure in telling it you; I don't even know if I do not tell it you more
for my own sake, than for yours; for, after all, this confession will have no
consequences, and I shall follow the austere rules which my duty imposes upon
me.”
“How! Madam; you are not of this opinion,” replied Monsieur de
Nemours; “you are no longer under any obligation of duty; you are at liberty;
and if I durst, I should even tell you, that it is in your power to act so,
that your duty shall one day oblige you to preserve the sentiments you have for
me.”
“My duty,” replied she, “forbids me to think of any man, but of
you the last in the world, and for reasons which are unknown to you.”
“Those reasons perhaps are not unknown to me,” answered he, “but
they are far from being good ones. I believe that Monsieur de Clèves thought me
happier than I was, and imagined that you approved of those extravagancies
which my passion led me into without your approbation.”
“Let us talk no more of that adventure,” said she; “I cannot bear
the thought of it, it giving me shame, and the consequences of it have been
such that it is too melancholy a subject to be spoken of; it is but too true
that you were the cause of Monsieur de Clèves's death; the suspicions which
your inconsiderate conduct gave him, cost him his life as much as if you had
taken it away with your own hands: judge what I ought to have done, had you two
fought a duel, and he been killed; I know very well, it is not the same thing
in the eye of the world, but with me there's no difference, since I know that
his death was owing to you, and that it was on my account.”
“Ah! Madam,” said Monsieur de Nemours, “what phantom of duty do
you oppose to my happiness? What! Madam, shall a vain and groundless fancy
hinder you from making a man happy, for whom you have an inclination? What,
have I had some ground to hope I might pass my life with you? has my fate led
me to love the most deserving lady in the world? have I observed in her all
that can make a mistress adorable? Has she had no disliking to me? Have I found
in her conduct everything which perhaps I could wish for in a wife? For in
short, Madam, you are perhaps the only person in whom those two characters have
ever concurred to the degree they are in you; those who marry mistresses, by
whom they are loved, tremble when they marry them, and cannot but fear lest
they should observe the same conduct towards others which they observed towards
them; but in you, Madam, I can fear nothing, I see nothing in you but matter of
admiration: have I had a prospect of so much felicity for no other end but to
see it obstructed by you? Ah! Madam, you forget, that you have distinguished me
above other men; or rather, you have not distinguished me; you have deceived
yourself, and I have flattered myself.”
“You have not flattered yourself,” replied she; “the reasons of my
duty would not perhaps appear so strong to me without that distinction of which
you doubt, and it is that which makes me apprehend unfortunate consequences
from your alliance.”
“I have nothing to answer, Madam,” replied he, “when you tell me
you apprehend unfortunate consequences; but I own, that after all you have been
pleased to say to me, I did not expect from you so cruel a reason.”
“The reason you speak of,” replied Madam de Clèves, “is so little
disobliging as to you, that I don't know how to tell it you.”
“Alas! Madam,” said he, “how can you fear I should flatter myself
too much after what you have been saying to me?”
“I shall continue to speak to you,” says she, “with the same
sincerity with which I begun, and I'll lay aside that delicacy and reserve that
modesty obliges one to in a first conversation, but I conjure you to hear me
without interruption.
“I think I owe the affection you have for me, the poor recompense
not to hide from you any of my thoughts, and to let you see them such as they
really are; this in all probability will be the only time I shall allow myself
the freedom to discover them to you; and I cannot confess without a blush, that
the certainty of not being loved by you, as I am, appears to me so dreadful a
misfortune, that if I had not invincible reasons grounded on my duty, I could
not resolve to subject myself to it; I know that you are free, that I am so
too, and that circumstances are such, that the public perhaps would have no
reason to blame either you or me, should we unite ourselves forever; but do men
continue to love, when under engagements for life? Ought I to expect a miracle
in my favor? And shall I place myself in a condition of seeing certainly that
passion come to an end, in which I should place all my felicity? Monsieur de Clèves
was perhaps the only man in the world capable of continuing to love after
marriage; it was my ill fate that I was not able to enjoy that happiness, and
perhaps his passion had not lasted but that he found none, in me; but I should
not have the same way of preserving yours; I even think your constancy is owing
to the obstacles you have met with; you have met with enough to animate you to
conquer them; and my unguarded actions, or what you learned by chance, gave you
hopes enough not to be discouraged.”
“Ah! Madam,” replied Monsieur de Nemours, “I cannot keep the
silence you enjoined me; you do me too much injustice, and make it appear too
clearly that you are far from being prepossessed in my favor.”
“I confess,” answered she, “that my passions may lead me, but they
cannot blind me; nothing can hinder me from knowing that you are born with a
disposition for gallantry, and have all the qualities proper to give success;
you have already had a great many amours, and you will have more; I should no
longer be she you placed your happiness in; I should see you as warm for
another as you had been for me; this would grievously vex me, and I am not sure
I should not have the torment of jealousy; I have said too much to conceal from
you that you have already made me know what jealousy is, and that I suffered
such cruel inquietudes the evening the Queen gave me Madam de Themines's
letter, which it was said was addressed to you, that to this moment I retain an
idea of it, which makes me believe it is the worst of all ills.
“There is scarce a woman but out of vanity or inclination desires
to engage you; there are very few whom you do not please, and my own experience
would make me believe, that there are none whom it is not in your power to
please; I should think you always in love and beloved, nor should I be often
mistaken; and yet in this case I should have no remedy but patience, nay I
question if I should dare to complain: a lover may be reproached; but can a
husband be so, when one has nothing to urge, but that he loves one no longer?
But admit I could accustom myself to bear a misfortune of this nature, yet how
could I bear that of imagining I constantly saw Monsieur de Clèves, accusing
you of his death, reproaching me with having loved you, with having married
you, and showing me the difference betwixt his affection and yours? It is
impossible to over-rule such strong reasons as these; I must continue in the
condition I am in, and in the resolution I have taken never to alter it.”
“Do you believe you have the power to do it, Madam?” cried the
Duke de Nemours. “Do you think your resolution can hold out against a man who
adores, and who has the happiness to please you? It is more difficult than you
imagine, Madam, to resist a person who pleases and loves one at the same time;
you have done it by an austerity of virtue, which is almost without example;
but that virtue no longer opposes your inclinations, and I hope you will follow
them in spite of yourself.”
“I know nothing can be more difficult than what I undertake,”
replied Madam de Clèves; “I distrust my strength in the midst of my reasons;
what I think I owe to the memory of Monsieur de Clèves would be a weak
consideration, if not supported by the interest of my ease and repose; and the
reasons of my repose have need to be supported by those of my duty; but though
I distrust myself, I believe I shall never overcome my scruples, nor do I so
much as hope to overcome the inclination I have for you; that inclination will
make me unhappy, and I will deny myself the sight of you, whatever violence it
is to me: I conjure you, by all the power I have over you, to seek no occasion
of seeing me; I am in a condition which makes that criminal which might be
lawful at another time; decency forbids all commerce between us.” Monsieur de
Nemours threw himself at her feet, and gave a loose to all the violent motions
with which he was agitated; he expressed both by his words and tears the
liveliest and most tender passion that ever heart was touched with; nor was the
heart of Madam de Clèves insensible; she looked upon him with eyes swelled with
tears: “Why was it,” cries she, “that I can charge you with Monsieur de Clèves's
death? Why did not my first acquaintance with you begin since I have been at
liberty, or why did not I know you before I was engaged? Why does fate separate
us by such invincible obstacles?”
“There are no obstacles, Madam,” replied Monsieur de Nemours; “it
is you alone oppose my happiness; you impose on yourself a law which virtue and
reason do not require you to obey.”
“'Tis true,” says she, “I sacrifice a great deal to a duty which
does not subsist but in my imagination; have patience, and expect what time may
produce; Monsieur de Clèves is but just expired, and that mournful object is
too near to leave me clear and distinct views; in the meantime enjoy the
satisfaction to know you have gained the heart of a person who would never have
loved anyone, had she not seen you: believe the inclination I have for you will
last forever, and that it will be uniform and the same, whatever becomes of me:
Adieu,” said she; “this is a conversation I ought to blush for; however, give
an account of it to the Viscount; I agree to it, and desire you to do it.”
With these words she went away, nor could Monsieur de Nemours
detain her. In the next room she met with the Viscount, who seeing her under so
much concern would not speak to her, but led her to her coach without saying a
word; he returned to Monsieur de Nemours, who was so full of joy, grief,
admiration, and of all those affections that attend a passion full of hope and
fear, that he had not the use of his reason. It was a long time ere the
Viscount could get from him an account of the conversation; at last the Duke
related it to him, and Monsieur de Chartres, without being in love, no less
admired the virtue, wit and merit of Madam de Clèves, than did Monsieur de
Nemours himself; they began to examine what issue could reasonably be hoped for
in this affair; and however fearful the Duke de Nemours was from his love, he
agreed with the Viscount, that it was impossible Madam de Clèves should
continue in the resolution she was in; they were of opinion nevertheless that
it was necessary to follow her orders, for fear, upon the public's perceiving
the inclination he had for her, she should make declarations and enter into engagements
with respect to the world, that she would afterwards abide by, lest it should
be thought she loved him in her husband's lifetime.
Monsieur de Nemours determined to follow the King; it was a
journey he could not well excuse himself from, and so he resolved to go without
endeavoring to see Madam de Clèves again from the window out of which he had
sometimes seen her; he begged the Viscount to speak to her; and what did he not
desire him to say in his behalf? What an infinite number of reasons did he
furnish him with, to persuade her to conquer her scruples? In short, great part
of the night was spent before he thought of going away.
As for Madam de Clèves, she was in no condition to rest; it was a
thing so new to her to have broke loose from the restraints she had laid on
herself, to have endured the first declarations of love that ever were made to
her, and to have confessed that she herself was in love with him that made
them, all this was so new to her, that she seemed quite another person; she was
surprised at what she had done; she repented of it; she was glad of it; all her
thoughts were full of anxiety and passion; she examined again the reasons of
her duty, which obstructed her happiness; she was grieved to find them so
strong, and was sorry that she had made them out so clear to Monsieur de
Nemours: though she had entertained thoughts of marrying him, as soon as she
beheld him in the garden of the suburbs, yet her late conversation with him
made a much greater impression on her mind; at some moments she could not
comprehend how she could be unhappy by marrying him, and she was ready to say
in her heart, that her scruples as to what was past, and her fears for the
future, were equally groundless: at other times, reason and her duty prevailed
in her thoughts, and violently hurried her into a resolution not to marry
again, and never to see Monsieur de Nemours; but this was a resolution hard to
be established in a heart so softened as hers, and so lately abandoned to the
charms of love. At last, to give herself a little ease, she concluded that it
was not yet necessary to do herself the violence of coming to any resolution,
and decency allowed her a considerable time to determine what to do: however
she resolved to continue firm in having no commerce with Monsieur de Nemours.
The Viscount came to see her, and pleaded his friend's cause with all the wit
and application imaginable, but could not make her alter her conduct, or recall
the severe orders she had given to Monsieur de Nemours; she told him her design
was not to change her condition; that she knew how difficult it was to stand to
that design, but that she hoped she should be able to do it; she made him so
sensible how far she was affected with the opinion that Monsieur de Nemours was
the cause of her husband's death, and how much she was convinced that it would
be contrary to her duty to marry him, that the Viscount was afraid it would be
very difficult to take away those impressions; he did not, however, tell the
Duke what he thought, when he gave him an account of his conversation with her,
but left him as much hope as a man who is loved may reasonably have.
They set out the next day, and went after the King; the Viscount
wrote to Madam de Clèves at Monsieur de Nemours's request, and in a second
letter, which soon followed the first, the Duke wrote a line or two in his own
hand; but Madam de Clèves determined not to depart from the rules she had
prescribed herself, and fearing the accidents that might happen from letters,
informed the Viscount that she would receive his letters no more, if he
continued to speak of Monsieur de Nemours, and did it in so peremptory a
manner, that the Duke desired him not to mention him.
During the absence of the Court, which was gone to conduct the
Queen of Spain as far as Poitou, Madam de Clèves continued at home; and the
more distant she was from Monsieur de Nemours, and from everything that could
put her in mind of him, the more she recalled the memory of the Prince of Clèves,
which she made it her glory to preserve; the reasons she had not to marry the
Duke de Nemours appeared strong with respect to her duty, but invincible with
respect to her quiet; the opinion she had, that marriage would put an end to
his love, and the torments of jealousy, which she thought the infallible
consequences of marriage, gave her the prospect of a certain unhappiness if she
consented to his desires; on the other hand, she thought it impossible, if he
were present, to refuse the most amiable man in the world, the man who loved
her, and whom she loved, and to oppose him in a thing that was neither
inconsistent with virtue nor decency: she thought that nothing but absence and
distance could give her the power to do it; and she found she stood in need of
them, not only to support her resolution not to marry, but even to keep her
from seeing Monsieur de Nemours; she resolved therefore to take a long journey,
in order to pass away the time which decency obliged her to spend in
retirement; the fine estate she had near the Pyrenees seemed the most proper
place she could make choice of; she set out a few days before the Court
returned, and wrote at parting to the Viscount to conjure him not to think of
once enquiring after her, or of writing to her.
Monsieur de Nemours was as much troubled at this journey as
another would have been for the death of his mistress; the thought of being
deprived so long a time of the sight of Madam de Clèves grieved him to the
soul, especially as it happened at a time when he had lately enjoyed the
pleasure of seeing her, and of seeing her moved by his passion; however he
could do nothing but afflict himself, and his affliction increased every day.
Madam de Clèves, whose spirits had been so much agitated, was no sooner arrived
at her country seat, but she fell desperately ill; the news of it was brought
to Court; Monsieur de Nemours was inconsolable; his grief proceeded even to
despair and extravagance; the Viscount had much a-do to hinder him from
discovering his passion in public, and as much a-do to keep him from going in
person to know how she did; the relation and friendship between her and the
Viscount served as an excuse for sending frequent messengers; at last they
heard she was out of the extremity of danger she had been in, but continued in
a languishing malady that left but little hopes of life.
The nature of her disease gave her a prospect of death both near,
and at a distance, and showed her the things of this life in a very different
view from that in which they are seen by people in health; the necessity of
dying, to which she saw herself so near, taught her to wean herself from the
world, and the lingeringness of her distemper brought her to a habit in it; yet
when she was a little recovered, she found that Monsieur de Nemours was not
effaced from her heart; but to defend herself against him, she called to her
aid all the reasons which she thought she had never to marry him; after a long
conflict in herself, she subdued the relics of that passion which had been
weakened by the sentiments her illness had given her; the thoughts of death had
reproached her with the memory of Monsieur de Clèves, and this remembrance was
so agreeable to her duty, that it made deep impressions in her heart; the
passions and engagements of the world appeared to her in the light, in which
they appear to persons who have more great and more distant views. The weakness
of her body, which was brought very low, aided her in preserving these
sentiments; but as she knew what power opportunities have over the wisest
resolutions, she would not hazard the breach of those she had taken, by
returning into any place where she might see him she loved; she retired, under pretense
of change of air, into a convent, but without declaring a settled resolution of
quitting the Court.
Upon the first news of it, Monsieur de Nemours felt the weight of
this retreat, and saw the importance of it; he presently thought he had nothing
more to hope, but omitted not anything that might oblige her to return; he
prevailed with the Queen to write; he made the Viscount not only write, but go
to her, but all to no purpose; the Viscount saw her, but she did not tell him
she had fixed her resolution; and yet he judged, she would never return to
Court; at last Monsieur de Nemours himself went to her, under pretense of using
the waters; she was extremely grieved and surprised to hear he was come, and
sent him word by a person of merit about her, that she desired him not to take
it ill if she did not expose herself to the danger of seeing him, and of
destroying by his presence those sentiments she was obliged to preserve; that
she desired he should know, that having found it both against her duty and
peace of mind to yield to the inclination she had to be his, all things else
were become so indifferent to her, that she had renounced them for ever; that
she thought only of another life, and had no sentiment remaining as to this,
but the desire of seeing him in the same dispositions she was in.
Monsieur de Nemours was like to have expired in the presence of
the lady who told him this; he begged her a thousand times to return to Madam
de Clèves, and to get leave for him to see her; but she told him the Princess
had not only forbidden her to come back with any message from him, but even to
report the conversation that should pass between them. At length Monsieur de
Nemours was obliged to go back, oppressed with the heaviest grief a man is
capable of, who has lost all hopes of ever seeing again a person, whom he loved
not only with the most violent, but most natural and sincere passion that ever
was; yet still he was not utterly discouraged, but used all imaginable methods
to make her alter her resolution; at last, after several years, time and
absence abated his grief, and extinguished his passion. Madam de Clèves lived
in a manner that left no probability of her ever returning to Court; she spent
one part of the year in that religious house, and the other at her own, but
still continued the austerity of retirement, and constantly employed herself in
exercises more holy than the severest convents can pretend to; and her life,
though it was short, left examples of inimitable virtues.
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